A Mess for Your Love
Summary: I have these lucid dreams where you stayed by my side.
Doki doki
The sound of my heart
As you kissed my hair
fingers threading through
silver locks,
grey eyes burning
into my soul
Listenin' to my heart
Instead of my head
You were the one
That knew me better
Than anyone else;
And I you
old scars
tainting your skin
and deep into your mind;
jaded as you are,
against the world
that was so unfair
Listenin' to your head
Instead of your heart
Granted
You never really let me in;
Did you?
shadows obscure your face
in a lonely alley,
a lump at your feet
I know you tried
To keep me
In a little bubble,
Away from everything else.
A safe haven
For you
Hidden from your sins
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trying to heal
the scars
with a single touch
of my lips
But that last wall
Never came down
And in the end
You pushed me away;
Knowing it wasn't right
or is that just what i tell myself?
You left flames in your wake,
But the ones that burned brightest
Were the ones in my heart
pretty sure he never really loved me,
but that's okay
or is that just what i tell myself?
Is the heap of corpses
Your doing?
Or just indirectly linked
To your presence?
the one i miss so much,
Despite everything
I believe this above all else:
you were the one
my everything
irreplaceable
and sometimes i hate you
for just leaving;
no parting words,
your lips never forming the words
"I don't love you."