Another poem thing I have written ,its by Jacob this time I think I will add poems to this when I have the inspiration to write one for each character, this one is about Jacob I don't know what book its from I'm thinking maybe start of breaking dawn before the wedding ,when he is missing. please review ,because without reviews I feel the sadness that Jacob loves brings.
Lauren Nicole Cullen
Why did I have to love you so,
It wasn't meant to happen,
I never wanted to play second fiddle.
To be held second place in your heart.
Now when I close my eyes,
All I can see is your rosy complexion
The blush of your cheek
The tenderness that is you.
Why can't you feel for me, as I do for you
Do you truly hate me that much
Although I may smile,
There is heartache that eats away at my soul
So I will close it off,
I will seal it down,
To keep the emotions I feel buried away in the ground
As it is for the happiness you have,
Is the reason for the pain I hold
I know that I will never hold you closely,
Or feel your embrace,
But no one can ever fill the place,
That was the love I have for you.
So now I will lead a lonely existence,
Blackened by the emptiness that you have left.
For the whispers of my heart is saying,
"I will never truly love someone as I have you".
My best friend ,my Bella, my one true love.