I was just staring into the night when I heard someone come in.
"Kendall you have stop keep coming into my room late at night eventually someone is going to find out about us whom they can't. I have a girlfriend and so do you" I say quietly with tears in my eyes.
"No they don't it's our secret James just one more night?" he says quickly and stare at him with my intense eyes to see if he would give in.
" yeah and then your come back another time when it's too much and what happens if one of us gets married we can't do this" I say sadly.
He doesn't respond I try to leave but he grabs me and then says" one last time to remember" he says.
I am then shoved up against a wall and then he starts kissing me I just simply say " one last time I need you " I say seducing voice. And then all else is forgotten.
I wake up the next day to Kendall getting dressed he just smiles at me and kisses my cheek and leaves.
I fell so awful I basically had sex with Kendall and going out with some girl that I haven't even got that far yet with.
I don't know how this happened I can only remember that I had a girlfriend and Kendall got pissed about it I confronted him about it and this happened I was nearly crying loudly to how confronted I was about this I mean who do I truly love Kendall or sandy?.
In the afternoon I spent a whole afternoon with sandy and then she said something that stopped me in my tracks.
"Hey do you think Kendall likes me the other guys do but with him he doesn't seem to or is it me being paranoid" she says.
I felt kind of bad about it "well if you want sweetie we could do a day with you and me and Kendall I'm sure he won't mind and he expect he does maybe he doesn't understand you like me and the others?" I say nicely.
" well I'm glad you understand me and yeah sure ok then well all that matters is you" she says sweetly and give her a quick kiss.
And as that happens Kendall just happens to walk past he just says hey as he was about to leave but Sandy grabs him he looks like he wants to slap her but says nothing.
"Hey Kendall, James and I was wondering do you maybe want to hang out with us so when cause I've never really got to know you?" she says.
"Well I don't know" he says lowly and looks at me with dark eyes for a split second and looks back at sandy.
"Aww please Kendall we can do anything you want "she almost says pleadingly. Its sweet really she wants to be friends with him but not in a way.
" alright then we can hang out and can we go to the movies I don't know what time yet and I pick the movie but I hang out with you for the whole day fair ?" he says in his most nice voice.
" yeah alright then well text when you want to see the movie and what it is" I say and we make our way off and then I see Kendall kiss jo as were walking a long I almost feel my heart drop I feel a tear drop but I quickly move it away with my hand and go around a corner to palm woods pool.