It's raining again. Rain is the perfect way to explain my feelings right now. I sigh leaning against the windowsill at break looking outside as God cries. That's what I think anyway. And I want to cry with him. But that'll just ruin my reputation as the cool one, who doesn't show emotions of sadness.
"Yo! Sonic!" A voice yelled out at me. I turn to see Knuckles, a red echidna panting for breath. Must have been caught out in the rain.
"What do you want?" I asked.
"Shadow is looking for you." I tensed up when he mentioned his name. Shadow.
"Tell him I'll talk to him later." I said simply but it was too late. Knuckles grabbed my arm.
"What's up? Why do you look….off?" I smirked and grabbed my arm back,
"It's nothing. Don't worry about it."
"You know you can talk to me, Sonic. I'm your best friend." I faked a smile at him.
"Thanks." I quickly left the cafeteria. I don't want to talk to anyone right now. How can I tell them that I'm in love with him? I was known as a player who would grab any girl or guy. Get what I want out them and just leave them thinking they had a chance.
But Shadow was different. He knew what I wanted and he just gave it to me because he though I was good looking. But when we slept together at the party last week I had this feeling overcome me. He treated me with so much love and attention. And was gentle. I never had anyone treat me like this before.
I went out with this guy called Scourge and he literally tore me apart emotionally and physically. That's why I'm a player today. I'm too scared I'll get hurt again. But Shadow treated me like I was the only guy in the world. Yeah, you heard it I think I'm in love with him.
I walked over to the football field and saw Shadow training in the rain. I play basketball and do track. Shadow does football. He looks so amazing, so mysterious. The black and red hedgehog caught sight of me and waved like I was a normal friend. Like he couldn't remember what we did last week. I sadly waved back. And quickly walked away. Just then he grabbed me by the shoulder.
"Hey, Sonic. Wait." His gentle voice rang in my ears like crazy. I turned around and gave him a smile.
"Hi, how are you?" I said calmly.
"I'm great." I stared at his eyes intently. It was filled with an emotion I couldn't read. He can't like me after that one nightstand. We were so drunk that maybe he couldn't remember. I sighed.
"What's wrong with you? Is the rain ruining your hair?" He joked.
"No! Even though the rain is ruining my hair. I'm gonna look like a girl again." It always happens when it rains.
"It doesn't matter either way you're still beautiful." Please tell me he didn't say that. I feel like I'm going to faint. I realised it was getting really cold. I hugged myself hoping I'll get warm. I was getting warm in the face. I was blushing like crazy. But luckily he didn't notice.
"Are you cold?"
"No I'm fine, thanks for asking." Just then one of Shadow's teammates shouted at us.
"Oi! Shads! Why are you talking to that whore? He isn't interested in you. He wants to get in your pants!" I growled and clenched my fist. I wish I could prove that dick wrong and say I love him but I couldn't.
"He's not a whore!" Shadow said defending me.
"Yeah he is. He already fucked most of the football team. You're going to be next." That's it. I ran up to him and punched him square in the face. He fell to the floor or should I say the muddy grass and I continued to punch him. I grabbed his damp shirt collar and yanked it towards me.
"Take it back." I whispered. He looked at triumphantly. "Take it back!" I yelled.
"I'm glad I haven't shamed myself with you." I carried on beating the shit out of him. Just then about 3 guys were violently pulling me back. One of them was Shadow. That's when all of my anger flushed out of me. He saw everything. He must know my secret by now. He looked shocked and couldn't look at me in the eyes. I pushed the guys out of the way and ran not looking where I was going. I just wanted to get away from him. I found myself in the school forest. I wandered around and stood next to a big tree. It wasn't raining cause of all of the leaves.
Why is all of this happening? I'm a player. Now fucking look at me. I'm a big pussy! My anger returned. I look at the big tree punched it, numerous amounts of times before losing all my strength and dropping to the floor breaking down in tears. I hope no one saw me like this or they're dead.
Shadow's POVI stared at my beaten up teammate in disappointment. How could he talk to someone like that? He doesn't even know Sonic. He's one of the most understanding people I have ever met.
I'm not sure if he remembers what happened at the party last week. We were literally wasted. But I could remember like it was only yesterday. I know he's the school player. But I see him beyond that. I'm seeing him as an insecure person with a dark past. I knew we had a connection that night and I don't want it to go. I think I'm actually in love with him. But would he understand? He probably thinks everyone is the same. But I want to make him think of life differently. There are people who care.
I heard about him and Scourge. A few years ago, Sonic used to date someone who was in college, he was also an violent alcoholic. I remember Sonic walking in school with cuts and bruises but he would just brush it off with a smile and say it was nothing. But we knew what was going on. But all this time we have never seen Sonic cry. Ever.
"I knew he was a whore and all. But he has some fucking anger problems too. I was only joking." My team mate said as someone put an ice pack on his bruised eye. Thinking about it I remember someone saying that Sonic did have anger problems. That's why he always had to leave the classroom when the teacher was winding him up.
"It wasn't funny. You deserved this." I said to him bitterly and walked off, trying to find Sonic. I remember him running off this way so I ran in his direction. Shit! He ran into the forest. I'll never find him in there!
"Sonic!" I called out, hoping he could hear me. I walked for a few minutes, gently calling out his name. Hoping I didn't distress him. Suddenly I heard some sobbing. I walked over to the big tree and walked around to see Sonic slumped against the tree, letting tears fall free from his eyes. His arms wrapped around his legs. He looked at me with his striking green eyes but looked away.
"What do you want?" He hissed.
"Are you ok?" I asked ignoring the anger in his voice.
"Do I look like I'm ok?" He shouted. Again I ignored him. I knelt down to him and touched his shoulders. "Don't touch me!" He hissed again.
"Why won't you tell me what's wrong?"
"Because it's just a waste of time. We were never meant to be. I just hated the feeling that I was gonna be dumped this time like I dumped the others." What did he mean? He shook his head.
"See I knew you don't feel the same."
"Feel the same about what?" He looked at me. I was lost in his eyes for a long time. It was like a spell trying to pull me in to kiss him. But he couldn't have felt that way, maybe he's bluffing.
"When we had sex last week, which you probably cannot remember. I felt something. I don't know what it was. But it made me feel safe with you like I could trust you. Liked you cared. But I'm seriously dreaming. You couldn't fall in love with a whore like me." He looked down in disappointment. More tears dropped from his eyes. I grabbed his chin and made him look at me. He tried to struggle away.
"Just leave me alone!" He wailed trying to get away from me. But I captured his lips with mine. I could taste his salty tears from his crying. But it didn't matter. I finally had him. He finally relaxed and started moving in rhythm with me. He is a really good kisser, he always knew what to do. We broke away looking at each other longingly.
"Why did you kiss me?" Sonic finally whispered.
"Because I love you. I did the moment I laid eyes on you. I don't ever want to let you go. I don't ever want to hurt you. I just want you to be mine." Sonic started crying.
"Sorry did I say something wrong?" I asked in a worried manner.
Sonic wiped his tears away.
"No one has ever been so caring to me." He said smiling happily. I smiled back at him relieved and slowly lean in to kiss him again but more passionately.
He let my tongue in his mouth and I was finally able to explore it. Sonic groaned quietly. Our tongues danced together as we grinded each other moaning in unison. I broke away from our kiss and I moved to his soft neck and sucked on it gently. Sonic moaned grabbing my head. I sucked his sensitive area and his moans became louder. I realised I left a mark on his neck. Shit! I didn't want to make him feel like he was my toy! Sonic became stiff obviously noticing that I marked him. I pulled away from him worried that he'd be upset. He smirked at me evilly and threw off my shirt and pushed me on the ground and hovered over me. He headed straight for my neck and sucked it like he was vampire. I was lost in my moans as he trailed his tongue down my neck and down my chest. I could see him laughing inside trying to torture me with his teasing. He travelled all the way down the chest until he stopped near my jeans and looked up at me.
"Do it please." I breathed out. He slowly unzipped my jeans.
Sonic's POV
Ever had passionate sex in a forest and was aware that someone maybe could of saw us? But you don't care because it felt like it was just only about the two of you? That's what it felt like with Shadow and me. I didn't regret it at all. We both lay on our backs looking up at the sky, butt naked! Yep we're naked. Someone could see us but you know what I couldn't care less. It was starting to get dark. School was basically finished. Whoops. I looked at Shadow who was staring at me.
"You know we've been here for 3 hours?" I said grinning.
"I know." He said quietly.
"And anyone could have saw us or still see us now?"
"I do know. Chill out." I frowned at him.
"Hey that's my line."
"Well you need to say to yourself."
"Why are staring at me?"
"Because you're the most beautiful person I've ever met." He said sounding like I was stupid. I looked away from him and blushed.
"Stop it you don't mean it." He grabbed my head to make me look at him.
"I do. Everyone agrees with me." He smiled and gave a peck on my lips. I sighed dreamily. I never thought I would do that. We talked and tried getting to know each other. Hours later it was pitch black and you could hear the crickets and the owls. We both hugged each other to keep warm. I didn't want to leave this spot. I wanted to stay here forever.
"I think maybe it's time to leave. My skin starting to itch." Shadow said chuckling. He helped me up and we grabbed our clothes and put them on. We walked out of the forest holding hands. We had to jump over the gate because the whole school was closed. We walked over to Shadow's house and sneaked in and jumped into his warm bed and hugged each other tightly not wanting to ever leave. I started to drift off to sleep.
"Shads." I grumbled.
"Hmm?" He was getting sleepy too.
"I love you."
"I love you too baby." I falls asleep. I know he feels the same way I do.
Aww isn't that cute? I sure most of you know by now. I can't write sex scenes cause I'm shit at them. End of. Anyway everytime I read something and there's sex involved I start to freak out. Don't know why. I hope you enjoyed it and the next chapter is another one-shot hope you understand what I'm trying to do here. Cause I don't.
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