Sadness, manipulation, guilt, worthlessness, lack of stability, last in place,,, try harder, be the bigger man … hate, ugly, better than you, confidence shattered, limitations, failure, pain, confusion, mixed signals, never happy, never enough, trust no one, not even yourself … try harder, do more, be the best to find love … love isn't real, useless, failure … try harder, be empathetic... put others first, dreams destroyed, always be there, self worth destroyed, fall in to apathy, push everyone away, before they can hurt you, live a jaded life … try harder ….