I Just Can't Stop Loving You Chapter 1: Leave Your Lover For Me, a teen wolf fanfic

Disclaimer: Hey guys, I'm baaaaack! Haha :D Sorry for those of you who wondered where I went in such a long time, but I'm back now, I hope to make use of the summer and write some fun fanfics. So anyways, I do not own anything in this universe of Teen Wolf, or the characters or even the music used in this story boohoo :( I hope you guys enjoy this story, and I'll be looking forward to your reviews for this chapter, so anyways…Carry on reading below and enjoy! :D

"Stiles, stop fussing!" said boys best friend Scott whined from the bed.

"Oh shut up Scottie, this is life or death right here! This could be the moment of truth if I'm going to go on with my life!" The boy in front of the computer screamed at his best friend in a frantic state.

Scott just rolled his eyes at his best friend's antics. Seriously, it wasn't going to be the end of the world if Stiles didn't do this.

"Stiles…it's just singing, you know you will be great, I have heard you sing, and you are brilliant, now all you need to do is find that video of you singing whatever song you wanted to do, and then upload it." Scott replied smirking at how Stiles whipped around at him and stalked over to Scott.

"Well I certainly don't see you being helpful Scotty…or is it that Allison has finally tamed you and gotten rid of that wild side?" Stiles snickered at him.

Scott just narrowed his eyes at the boy across him.

"You know what, I hate you." Scott muttered as he made his way to the computer to help pick out a song for Stiles to upload on the computer.

"Love ya too buddy!" Stiles said rather loudly in the small room towards his best friend.

"Whatever, hey what about this song? I think this is your best one." Scott said pointing to a file link on the computer screen.

"Which one?" Stiles said as he made his way over to the computer to see which one Scott was pointing at.

"That one." Scott replied pointing to the third one down the screen.

Stiles just looked at it and then, widened his eyes slightly and screamed.

"Not that one!"

"Why not?" Scott asked frowning at his best friend in confusion.

"Because…it's kind of personal to me…" Stiles explained as he looked away.

Scott just looked at his best friend in confusion even more wishing he could understand his friend and what was going through his head.

"Just leave it Scott. Please…don't upload it, anything but that one. Please." Stiles pleaded to his friend.

"Okay, but you have to tell me what is in it." Scott said as he decided to leave it.

"…You know Derek Hale?"

Scott just nodded his head not entirely understanding what Derek was supposed to do with the song file on the computer.

"It's for him…" Stile said simply.

Scott still didn't get what Stiles was saying.

"What do you mean? I don't understand Stiles." Scott said.

Stiles just looked at the computer and at Scott, and then at the floor.

"I just…Derek is…fuck…I don't know how to say this." Stiles said out loud with a bit of tears in his eyes. "Can you leave me alone Scott?"

Scott just stood there shocked at his best friend, he had seen Stiles go through a lot of things in his lifetime growing up with him since childhood, but he didn't know where this defensiveness was coming from, and what was causing all the sad vibes coming from Stiles.

"Okay, but you give me a call later, yeah?" And then Scott walked out the bedroom door.

Meanwhile…

Contrary to popular belief Derek Hale did in fact use the internet, and knew how to live like a normal human being, it just so happened that he was watching one of his favorite YouTubers on the internet, his name was Stiles Stilinski, but he didn't know that Derek Hale was watching his videos, nope…at least…maybe not yet…

"Derek, what are you doing now? Looking at that god awful device? I mean seriously Derek-Oh hey who is the cutie on the screen?" Derek's uncle Peter said as he noticed Stiles on the screen.

Derek just let out a growl of possessiveness at the older man.

"Back off Peter, he is just a kid at my school."

Peter just looked at Derek with an amused expression on his face, with a slight smirk to boot.

"Oh really? Well I guess I know where to go look for fresh meat." Peter said nonchalantly.

Derek turned and full on glared at his uncle with his red eyes.

"Back. Off."

Peter just snickered and walked off whistling a tune saying about cute boys and their young innocence being good snacks, or something. Derek turned back around to see that the video was still paused and had yet to begin. So he hit play, and let the video start.

"Hey guys, and girls, I know this isn't like going to be my usual happy and quirky video, I just…I really want to express something for you guys, and I need to do it now, so here goes…I'm gay, and I really like this guy at school, I won't say his name, and even if you are watching me now, well…I'm not even going there. I just really want to say I hope you get this message, and you see how much you mean to me, and how much I love you…anyways. Here goes, here is a song I am doing for you."

(Leave Your Lover by Sam Smith performed by Stiles Stilinski)

I don't have much to give, but I don't care for gold
What use is money, when you need someone to hold?
Don't have direction, I'm just rolling down this road
Waiting for you to bring me in from out the cold

You'll never know the endless nights, the rhyming of the rain,
Or how it feels to fall behind and watch you call his name

Pack up and leave everything,
Don't you see what I can bring
Can't keep this beating heart at bay
Set my midnight sorrow free,
I will give you all of me
Just leave your lover, leave him for me.
Leave your lover, leave him for me.

We sit in bars and raise our drinks to growing old
Oh, I'm in love with you and you will never know,
But if I can't have you I want this life alone
Spare you the rising storms and let the rivers flow

You'll never know the endless nights, the rhyming of the rain
Or how it feels to fall behind and watch you call his name

At the end of the song Stiles opened his eyes and looked straight into the camera and said the three words that would haunt Derek forever.

"I love you."

Derek immediately paused the video and made his way down the comments section where nobody had even bothered to comment on the video, and decided that right then and there, Stiles was his, and he would make sure he knew someone liked him, and also he would find out the identity of the mystery man, and would beat him up, because nobody got to have Stiles, but him.

Fast forward a few hours…

Back at the Stilinski household, well…let's just say Scott was in deep shit…

"Scott! What the actual fuck man! I told you not to post that video on YouTube!" Stiles screamed through his phone at his now ex-best friend.

"But Stiles I-"

"No! I don't care what you were going to say, I asked for any video but that one, and you go ahead and take my computer, get Danny to hack it, and post a video that was very personal to me, and you basically locked it into the computer so that if I delete it I delete my whole fucking hard drive! I don't want to talk to you anymore!"

"Stiles wait I-" click. The sound of the phone hanging up on Stiles end was heard and he looked at the computer screen to see that only two people had commented on it at all, and was afraid to read them.

But choosing to take whatever punishment life was going to throw at him for being so stupid to befriend Scott in the first place he looked at the comments and was shocked with each word he read.

Dear Stiles, I simply can't believe you were so foolishly brave enough to attempt this, I mean really Stiles, Really?! I'm just in shock, and that's not easy to do, I mean you're ballsy to even do this sort of thing, that being said, I'm really proud of you Stiles, maybe you will become a singer one day. Anyways, good luck with finding Mr. Right out there. Love, Lydia

That first comment from Lydia, the Lydia Martin, was awe inspiring for Stiles, and he couldn't help but smile a little, and continued to read the next comment which was totally incredible.

Um…hey Stiles, god, I hate this site, I'll be honest, it's so full of crap, and weird things, but then you come along, and produce this magical sound. Honestly, I think I might have fallen in love with you, right now, and even before now, ever since you first started making these videos. I wish I could tell you who I am, but for right now, all I can tell you is, I'm with you in everything you do. I love you too Stiles, Sincerely, RedEyedWolf P.S. I'm in the same school as you if you want to find me :)

Stiles was honest to god, freaking the fuck out until he read the last few words, and then he realized one thing. He was loved by this mysterious person who called themselves RedEyedWolf. Maybe he was going to find his Prince Charming? But who knew what lay in store for Stiles in the next day…

Fast forward to the next day…

As Stiles walked up the stairs to his high school he noticed that many of the people in the school were giving him some looks. When he all of a sudden felt himself being hugged from behind.

"Hey Stiles, what you doing?" Scott said quietly in Stiles' ear.

Stiles just narrowed his eyes, and turned around so fast he got Scott off of him in time to see Lydia Martin making her way down the hallways of the high school towards him.

"Well, well, well Stiles, I never thought you would show up here after yesterday." She said smirking playfully at him.

Scott was still trying to grab a hold of Stiles and try to drag him away from the strawberry haired girl who was now up close in Stiles face. Stiles just gulped, and looked on in wonder and also horror as to why Lydia was talking to him at this moment.

"So…who is it?" She said with a raised eyebrow, still smirking.

"Who is what?" Stiles answered back the girl in front of him, completely confused.

"You know, the guy who you're in love with, I know you said he goes to school here so…who is it?"

Stiles automatically thought back to the comment that he read last night regarding RedEyedWolf. He thought it was sweet to feel loved from someone in the school. He couldn't stop the small smile that crept up on his face as he thought of finding the mysterious person who told him they loved Stiles. He was determined to find out the identity of the new person who commented such nice things on his video last night.

"So, I'm waiting Stilinski." Lydia's voice broke through loudly in Stiles' silent blissfulness.

"Oh for goodness sake's Lydia, leave Stiles alone." Scott whined.

Lydia just ignored Scott whining at her and gave literally no cares in the world except for caring who stole Stiles' heart.

"He commented on the video last night." Is all Stiles said eyeing Lydia carefully in his mind.

Immediately Lydia whipped out her phone and looked for the comment. Seeing the comment she quickly read it, and figured out who wrote it, or at least had a really strong hunch who it was behind the username.

"So…you really like him?" Lydia remarked at seeing the reaction Stiles gave off when she read the comment out loud.

"Yeah, I mean-wait a minute! It's a guy?!" Stiles practically screeched.

Lydia just smirked even more, at the priceless reaction she got for her little hint of who it was.

"You know who it is don't you?" Stiles gasped in recognition of her trademark all-knowing smirk.

"I have to get to class right now Stiles, so see you later…oh by the way, it's probably going to be your last guess if you want to know who it is." Lydia said calmly with a sickingly sweet smile as she made her way to her class.

Stiles just gaped at her as she swayed away like a freaking goddess and the whole student body parted like the red sea. When all of a sudden he felt a presence from behind him. Stiles turned around and there in front of him was the man of his dreams. Derek fucking Hale.

"Stiles." Derek said tersely

"Derek, hey buddy old pal! Still living with creepy old Peter, and away from civilization? You know you really should get out more, and do things, I mean like running and such. Don't get me wrong you look fantastic and in great shape, but I mean seriously-"

"Stiles. Shut up." Derek said holding up one finger to Stiles mouth and touched it in a gentle manner.

Immediately Stiles shut up. Like seriously mind started to fail. No compute. How? Why? What is Derek doing leaning into him?! Stiles held his breath as he awaited the inevitable kiss that was to come, or at least was supposed to happen.

"You can relax Scott, I was just getting some lint off of Stiles t-shirt." Derek said narrowing his eyes at Scott behind Stiles.

Hopes shattered. Dreams crushed. Of course Derek was just being a gentleman and getting some fucking lint off Stiles t-shirt!

"The bell rang five minutes ago Stiles let's go." Scott said loudly behind Stiles.

And then life just decided to screw Stiles over even more at this time. Stiles turned around and was about to scold Scott for interrupting a moment when Scott got bumped from behind and Scott and Stiles lips locked. Immediately they parted and Stiles started shrieking about a manner of different things such as how it is definitely most certainly, absolutely NOT okay to kiss your guy best friend who has a crush on some other guy.

"Stiles. Shut up, before I kiss you." Derek said quietly enough to himself but not enough for Stiles to hear him. But apparently Scott could hear him, and just looked at Derek like he was crazy. And then the worse thing in Stiles opinion happened.

"Oh my god Derek shut the hell up about kissing my best friend who has a crush on you!" Scott screamed at him.

Silence…golden pure unadulterated silence filled the entire hallway as every head that heard Scott turned to see Stiles was standing frozen solid.

"What did you just say?"

Stiles with every fiber of his being ran away like a frantic human being and burst through the doors of the school to his jeep, and drove off away from the man who was the one reason he lived.