Dad, Don't You Miss Me?
I looked at the wild sky with a single tear flowing down my cheek. My dad was gone and I couldn't do anything to save him.
My dad was gone because of me.
I remember the battle with Cell. If I had not been playing around, then maybe my dad, my teacher, Goku, would have been alive.
If only I had been fast enough.
I remember toying with Cell. I remember him getting stronger but I had not attacked. I had let him become stronger.
Dad sensed it and took Cell out of there. Cell's self-destruction killed dad but Cell returned, stronger than ever.
Guilt washed over me as I realized that dad was dead because of me. Because of me.
I defeated Cell, yes. So what? Dad was gone.
And when we asked the dragon to bring him back to life he refused.
Dad, don't you miss me?
Have you not forgiven me for my stupidity?
I feel more tears flowing down my face.
I wish I was stronger. This guilt of being the reason of my father's death is killing me. I can't bear to look at Goten. Goten…
If I had not caused dad's death then he could have had seen his son. I snatched away Goten's dad before he was even born. I'm a culprit.
Don't you miss us dad?
Don't you want to see Goten?
I wiped my tears away. I have to be strong for him but I can't forgive myself.
I simply can't forgive myself.