Morgana's POV

Sometimes I hate him, sometimes I love him. You want to know who him is? Him is my best friend Merlin. We were studying for our chemistry test, the class we had with Arthur and Gwen.

"So how is it going with you and Arthur?" I asked him. Everyone knew he liked Arthur the star football player and most popular boy in the school, well except for Arthur.

"You of all people should know that it is never going to happen."He gave me the look that means 'if you don't shut will kill you'

"Don't give me that look"

"What look?" he asked.

"The one that makes me think you're gonna kill me."

"I won't kill you, I'll just tell you know who you like them" he smirked and closed his chemistry book. "It's getting late, I don't want you to go home in the dark, you can stay the night."

"I get the left side if the bed, if I don't I push people off in my sleep."

"I know remember when we were 10 and you pushed me off and I broke my nose" he stood up and we walked the hall to down his bedroom.

"Yeah that was funny" I smirked at him and he just shoved my shoulder.

"WAS NOT "he shouted at me "Everyone ignored me and said I looked like a horse."

"Oh no" I said grabbing my stomach "I think im going to puke."

"Do…uh…what" Merlin sputtered and grabbed my shoulder

"Just get me to the fucking bathroom Merlin or I will puke on your perfect rugs and tile floors." He threw me over his shoulder "NO…SET ME DOWN THIS MAKES ME NAUSEOS" he set me down grabbed my hand then ran to the bathroom.

I got to the toilet just in time to dive and barely hurl into the toilet without missing.

"Well that's pleasant" Merlin said shielding his eyes and squeezing his eyes shut.

"Get me a rag Mer" I said tears forming in my eyes.

"Yeah, right rag."Merlin grabbed a clean rag from under the sink. I wiped my mouth and Merlin helped me into his room. I flopped onto the bed and pulled the blanket over me. "So what happened you were fine one second and then you got sick".

"I don't want to talk about it" I turned over and Merlin jumped to the over me so he could see my face.

"Morgana, I am your best friend you tell me everything now please tell me what's the matter. I hate to see you upset so it hurts when you wont tell me something because I know whatever is going on hurts you and what hurts you hurts me I love you but I hate it when you don't tell me things." I started crying and Merlin wrapped his arms around me "hey its okay just lemme know what's going on so I can help, please Morgana."

I sat up in bed and leaned against the back board, "just I need to figure out how to say this". I took a few deep breaths "okay so you know that party we went to a few weeks ago?"

"Yeah, what does that have to do about you throwing up?" he looked extremely confused

"So at that party I was talking to this guy, he was kinda nice and we were discussing our love for animals and I got thirsty and he must have slipped something into it because the next thing I know it was the next day and then everything came back to me and Merlin I'm scared and I mean I'm lesbian and now…" I started balling

"Wait so someone raped you?" my shoulders were rocking and I was crying so I just nodded "but that doesn't explain why you puked though."

"Merlin I'm pregnant"

"Oh" he said "well I will support you no matter what"

_Chapter one is now done someone is pregnant but you don't know who she has a crush on but stay tuned the next chapter soon probably less than a week but I cant make promises because of school and so yeah

Love,

Fi / FiFi / or Fiona you choose