Yes. Another fanfic. And this one is going to have TWO CHAPTERS o______o
It's also going to be incredibly depressing, just letting you know. The way Roxas is feeling is based off something I've been going through with MY Axel....-we cosplay them. Well, the situation is slightly different, but the way Roxas is feeling is the same.-
Disclaimer: Don't own, and I feel REALLY sorry for Roxas in this chapter...
Roxas curled up against Axel's shoulder, sighing happily.
The redhead patted his hair and looked up at the clock.
"Oh, Roxas it's getting late. I should get going home."
They pushed off the couch, wincing as their legs tingled after not being used for a few hours.
Walking to the door, Roxas opened it, letting the cold night's air in.
"I'll see you tomorrow then, Axel." he smiled, leaning up to kiss his boyfriend.
Axel turned his head away.
"Yeah, see you."
He closed the door behind him, walking down the pathway in front of Roxas's house.
The blonde watched him from the window, worry on his face.
--
The next day, Roxas arrived early to school, in order to talk to his other friends.
"Zexion...have you noticed anything different about Axel?"
The slate-haired boy looked up.
"As a matter of fact, yes..."
Demyx,who had been sitting on one of the benches, leaned on Zexion's back, arms looping around his shoulders.
"I've been wondering about that too, Roxas...I mean, isn't he normally here by now?"
The front door of the school opened and they saw the redhed walk in, not really looking at anything. He glanced up and saw them looking at him. He let out a muttered curse and walked away from the small group, choosing instead to sit with Larxene, Marluxia, and Vexen .
Roxas stared wide eyed over at him, heart pounding unusually fast, as Axel tried his best to ignore the small blonde.
--
After school let out, Roxas approached Axel, nearly running so that he could catch up to the redhead in time.
"AXEL!"
Grumbling, he turned around.
"What!?"
"What's the matter with you?? You've been avoiding me and the others all day! Did we do something wrong?"
Axel stared down at him coldly.
"Roxas...I think we should...stop."
The blonde blinked, mouth opening slightly.
"Stop...what?"
"Stop being together. I just...don't really like you that way. The only reason I actually agreed to go out with you was because I lost a bet against Sora."
Roxas opened and closed his mouth soundlessly, throat raw and eyes stinging. He glared up at Axel, fists clenching.
"Y...You mean" he said, finding his voice at last. "This was all a GAME to you?!?"
Axel smirked.
"It's not my fault you were so stupid and gullible. You're such an idiot, Roxas."
It was then that a well-aimed punch shot its way into the side of Axel's face.
"You lying BASTARD!!"
The redhead wiped away the small trickle of blood that had slid from his mouth after Roxas had punched him.
"What, would you rather I go back to living a lie?"
He slid his hands up Roxas's arms, to his shoulders, pushing him towards the nearest wall.
"Go back to saying meaningless I Love You's?"
Axel leaned in, their faces dangerously close to each others.
"Back to kissing you oh so sweetly?"
"Axel...stop it..."
"But why? We both you know want this. You need me."
Roxas tried pushing him away, but the taller boy was too strong.
"Axel, let go of me!"
Instead of stepping back, the redhead leaned in farther, lips pressed harshly against Roxas's.
His eyes widened in shock, and he feebly tried to push Axel away again, but ended up just gripping at the front of his shirt.
Axel detached from Roxas's mouth, trailing butterfly kisses down his neck.
Each one was separated by a murmured word.
"You"
kiss
"Are"
kiss
"So"
kiss
"Pathetic."
What he was saying finally sunk in.
Roxas blinked back furious tears from his eyes, and swung his leg upwards, knee connecting with a certain tender part of Axel's anatomy.
The redhead sunk to the ground, letting out a loud curse.
"When I say LET GO, I mean it!"
He turned to run back to his friends, hoping that they had thought to wait for him, but Axel's foot shot out, tripping him.
The blonde managed to fall so that he landed on his back, and not his face. He turned to stare at Axel, who had partially stood up, wincing.
When he saw the look Axel was giving him, he tried to scoot backwards, away from him, but the redhead was too quick.
He pinned Roxas's arms above his head, forcing their lips together, tongue invading the smaller boy's mouth.
Roxas struggled, trying to wriggle free from Axel's hold, with no success. He tried to kick him, but his legs were pinned as well.
Axel finally let go, standing up and walking to the other end of the room.
"Wha...what the HELL was that, Axel?? First you avoid me and tell me that you don't like me that way, the next minute you're kissing me! What is wrong with you?!?"
He grinned, slightly psychotically.
"You're just too easy to manipulate. Besides, I know you too well. I know your weaknesses."
Roxas lay on the ground, staring over at him, shaking with anger.
Axel sighed, and walked lazily back over to Roxas.
Off in the distance they could hear Demyx's voice getting closer, and Zexion's occasional noises to indicate he was still listening.
"ZE...agck!!"
Axel pushed Roxas forward roughly,against the lockers, causing him to smack his head.
"Shut. Up."
"Let me go, Axel. "
"Don't you love me anymore, Roxy?"
Roxas's shoulders shook and he looked down at the ground, willing himself as hard as he could not to cry.
A warm hand forced his head back up, and vibrant green eyes stared into his own.
"Answer the question."
"I could never love someone as twisted and evil as you..."
"So I'm guessing you like lying to your dia...sorry, your Journal, as it says on the cover."
Axel reached into his backpack, pulling out a small book. Flipping open to one of the earlier entries, he cleared his throat and began reading it aloud.
"You know how in fairy tales, there's always a prince that comes to the princesses rescue eventually? Well, I always thought that was a load of garbage, until I started tenth grade, today. There's a guy that transferred from one of the nearby schools, because he had more friends here (I think he knows my cousin and a few of my friends. Well, people that know my friends that I aren't that close to, but I'd recognize them outside of school.). I saw him talking with Sora at lunch, maybe I can get him to introduce us later. He seems so...perfect. I don't really know another word to describe him."
"Axel!! PUT THAT DOWN!! How did you even GET my journal, anyway??"
"Ah, ah, ah, Roxy, I'm not finished yet. The story goes on."
Flipping several pages further, he began reading another one.
"Axel's staying at my house tonight, because our classes are working on a grade-wide project together, and we got assigned to work together. Sora keeps bugging me about it, it's getting really annoying. I keep telling Sora that Axel isn't even aware of the fact that I like him. Well, I need to go get ready, setting up bedding and stuff like that."
"And then shortly after, we started 'dating', remember, Roxy?"
They could hear Demyx much closer now, it seemed he was in the connecting hallway.
"Zexion, I think I heard him over here, c'mon!!"
The brunette ran through the entrance to the hallway, stopping short at the site of the two boys.
"Roxas?"
Axel took advantage of the momentary confusion to press another harsh kiss against Roxas's slightly open mouth.
"Well, I'll see you guys tomorrow then."
He picked up his bag, slipping Roxas's journal back inside it, and began walking towards the door, pushing it open with a small creak, and letting it bang shut behind him.
As soon as he was out of sight, Roxas slid down to the floor, pulling his knees up to his chest.
Demyx bent down beside him, drawing him into a tight hug. Zexion followed shortly after, placing a hand on his shoulder.
Roxas looked up at them, tears streaming down his face.
"Just let it out" Zexion said, quietly.
Roxas sniffed, lip trembling, and finally just broke down, body shaking with sobs.
I bet you all hate me now....
Sorry if they -particularly Zexion- seem a little ooc, I kinda based parts of them off of my best friends -and me-.
NOW I SHALL WRITE CHAPTER 2! -has the first bit done already-
Review please?