Summary: I've found you again, after so many years, but you are forbidden to remember me. Sorry for all the pain I've caused you, my guardian, my love.
arrowgirl23/ aperfectguilt: yeah, it's me arrowgirl and I'm back with a new account because the last one isn't quite working. All my future fics will be posted under this account but I'll leave the others on arrowgirl23 and I'll try my best in updating, ja ne and review! enjoy the first chapter of 'Guardian Demon' see ya
Guardian Demon
Chapter 1: Japan concert problems
I woke up in my normal silk black-bed. I opened my eyes and saw what I always saw in the morning. A black wall with a shadowed wolf painted right above my bed. I got up, my silk, black, nightgown tight but in a way loose on my body. I fluttered my feet to the side of the bed and looked around the room I always had.
A completely pitch-black room. Trust me; everything in my room is BLACK! My dad keeps bugging me because I like black, but sue him, who cares? I know I don't!
My room was top-technology! Guess why…because I was THE star of my damn career…how I can loathe that! I never wanted to be a top singer or an actress! I just liked singing and my father made me be a singer and an actress!
I guess you'd like to know who I really am, right? Well, my name is Akane Toshiya, I'm 17 years-old and I am the best actress and singer in the world I guess. I hate that thing because everyone thinks I am a damn prep girl, with lots of money that only dresses in pink stuff and that is a stupid slut! I am not like that, damn it! I am no prep girl, I hate most preps! I have money but I could have managed living without them! I loathe pink! And no, I repeat, I AM NO SLUT!
Okay enough with this and back to my description. I am tall; something like 5 feet 6 inches…I have raven hair, long until my waist, straight and cut not straight. My eyes are silver…they are weird…at least for humans they are. For me they aren't because I am no human. As you might have guessed I am a demon. A weird one at that. I am half wolf demon, ¼ light demon and ¼ dark demon. How is that possible? Well, my real mom was half-light demon, half-dark demon and my real dad was a wolf demon. My human parents have adopted me but I loathe them. Okay, I loathe my dad and accept my mom. She is nice and all, but she is still human!
Although she is human, she is great! She has long raven hair, like me…and brown beautiful orbs. She is a very nice and caring person! My dad is the opposite! He is a damn bastard and only thinks of money! How I can loathe him! I hate him with all my being!
Well, back to the present. I got out of my bed and walked to my wardrobe. I picked a black, long sleeveless formal dress and went into the bathroom. That morning I had a damn photo thing! How I loathe people taking photos of me! I don't have the least bit of privacy!
I got into the bathroom, took a long bath and got dressed. The dress was perfect, midnight blue-black and I loved it! I got some high-heeled high boots and put them on. My hair was loose like always.
I put some mascara, light lip-gloss and some makeup before walking out of the room and down the stairs. By the way, it was something like 9 in the morning.
I went downstairs at the first floor to find my mother and my father sitting at the dining table. My mom had a sad smile, thing that was bad, because she would always smile.
I sat down on my chair, besides my mom.
"What is wrong?" I asked both of them. My father lifted his gaze to meet mine. He had light blue orbs that, like always, were cold.
"Akane, dear, I am sorry to tell you but you must be off to Japan for a new concert…" my mother answered for him.
"Again? Well, sure" I answered my voice showing no emotion. Even though inside I was sad, I never let it out.
I got up and looked at my mom, giving her a fake, but true enough for her not to see through my lie, smile, "I will be in my room preparing. I believe my flight will be in two hours like they always are, right?" I asked coldly.
"Yes" my mother replied and put her gaze on her lap.
"Fine then, in half an hour I will be ready" I said to them. 'Like always' I mumbled in my mind.
I walked away and back into my room. After taking out a suit for my baggage I started packing clothes. I took baggy jeans, capris and almost anything but skirts and dresses! I would buy a dress from Japan if I needed one. I put some sport shirts, T-shirts, mostly black and/or silver. Those were my colors. Light and Dark, like my soul. It could be Light, but it was always Dark, not having any reasons to be light.
Everything, including my suit, was mostly black. I smirked, got some black jeans and a black T-shirt from my wardrobe, and got into the bathroom to change…again. I got out, took some black and silver sport shoes and a silver belt, and added them to my outfit. I took a black cap, because I didn't like to be recognized by anyone at the airport and waited for the half and hour to pass. I always was ready in five-ten minutes but I waited every time 30 minutes before going outside. I never knew why, maybe for the info to sink or maybe for me to take in my room before I left for another month or two.
The 30 minutes passed fast enough and I got out of my room with the suit in my right hand. Because I am and was a demon I had the strength to carry that damned thing because, believe me, it was heavy like hell!
I got out of the house, not bothering to say any good bye-s to mom or dad, and entered my limo. It was black with a small, silver wolf on the back, right door (my door). The silver wolf was my sign, my everything because that is what I was. An onyx and silver wolf. My eyes were silver and my hair was raven. That was me.
I closed my eyes and started thinking back in time and the road ended as soon as it started. The driver and the limo went away, leaving me alone with my guard, Max -I think that was his name-. I don't remember how he looked and I don't care because he isn't important. He had my suit and we walked into the airport. Lucky me, no one saw me.
I managed to reach the damn plane and got on my flight, just a few minutes before it started flying to Japan. It wasn't the first time I would've gone there and I really enjoyed it. Oh yeah, I am living in America. I really liked Japan because I was born there, although I don't look at all Japanese.
The 2 days flight was boring and I hated the scent of only humans.
After 2 damn days I finally reached Japan. Lucky me I knew the language quite good.
At the airport a limo was waiting for me and took me to the hotel. It was a nice, fancy hotel. Like that of a star. That was what I was…a star on earth.
I got into my room and unpacked everything I had and again changed my clothes to some black capris and a black T-shirt that had written on it in silver "To live is a curse, to die is a bless". I like that T-shirt, mostly what it said. I took some black and silver sport-shoes and that was my outfit. I had only some hours for my self and then was my concert.
Those hours were pretty boring and I spent them in the spa, enjoying myself.
When I reached the concert, I could hear screams and calls for me. I hated that fame most wanted. I was dressed in the same outfit. At every concert I would wear sport things.
I went on the stage and put a big, fake smile that was enough for my fans to yell happily. I was loved by most guys because of my body and hated by some girls because of the same reason. I approached the microphone to my lips.
"Nice to be here with you and sing again!" I yelled and earned more calls.
"Well, I think I'll start with a sad song! I feel in the mood of A Black Rose!" I stated and everyone squealed as they heard the song of my most-liked hit… (arrowgirl23: I own the song! it's all mine! I made the lyrics and you can make up the melody!)
I closed my eyes and started singing:
Everything seems to fall
To go away and let me in front of this wall
To fade in the dark and leave with a tear
To
tell me to give up in front of my fear
I will not allow that
I will not give up being so bad
Even If I'm here to stay
I'll never be grey
I will be
Now and forever
The only one
The only of my kind
A black rose…
A black rose…
You are not here
I'm asking these walls why I don't hear
Your sweet voice again???
I only feel this pain
I am alone
I fear you're acting like I'm her clone
Treating me as if I would be her
But I'm not and stop knocking on my door
I will be
Now and forever
The only one
The only of my kind
A black rose…
A black rose…
Life and purity
Death and impurity
Unfaithful and faithful
Devil and angel
Cold and warm
Fight and peace
Clear and blind
Me and you
White and black
Courage and fear
Smile and tear
A black rose and a white rose
I will always be the black rose
Stop acting like I would be the white rose
I am me
Stop acting like I would be her
I'm a black rose…until the end of time…
And my song ended as yells were heard from the crowd. I liked that song. I was the one that wrote all my songs, so they were a part of me, although I don't know why I wrote that one.
Everyone cheered and I made a small bow.
"Glad you all liked it! Well, next song is for every boy out there!" I yelled and faked a smile.
Again, I started singing:
I am like flowers
I like spending in front of the mirror hours
And some say I'm mean
Some say I mean
Just to break hearts
But I have my arts
How I polish my nails
How I make my eyes
How I dress up
And how I make you "SHUT UP!"
If you want to understand, okay
If you don't, go away
I don't need you near by
If you like only how I look
We may say "good-bye"
And now I may say I took
My things and went away
Put you in the past
Walked on another way
You don't understand me
You act like I'm your property
When we went out
You said me "shout your mouth"
I said to you "go to hell"
And that was well
You just can't get it
You pushed it
Too far
And I don't wanna be near
When you break
'Cuz you just wanna take
Something for you
And this thing is new
I want someone real
That won't say "kneel
In front of me"
And I prefer to be
By my self
In my shell
I don't need you near by
If you like only how I look
We may say "good-bye"
And now I may say I took
My things and went away
Put you in the past
Walked on another way
It seems to be the last day
And I don't wanna pay
The price for you leaving me
So I leave you to be
Whoever you want
'Cuz now for me you are like an ant
I don't need you near by
If you like only how I look
We may say "good-bye"
And now I may say I took
My things and went away
Put you in the past
Walked on another way
I don't need you near by
If you like only how I look
We may say "good-bye"
And now I may say I took
My things and went away
Put you in the past
Walked on another way
That song ended too. Well I know why I wrote that one! I wrote it when my boy friend told me what he liked at me…guess what? My damn body. Well he isn't my boyfriend anymore and I can't even remember his name.
Back to the concert.
I ended it with a sad song called "My last end".
After the concert I went out of the stage and into the backstage. There I saw someone that nearly made me lose my coldness. Key word, nearly.
There, right in front of me, was my GOD DAMNED TWIN SISTER! Oh, how I wanted to kill her in that moment. She grinned at me and started walking towards me.
"Akana" I mumbled coldly.
"Akane!" she said cheerfully and hugged me tightly. I hugged her back.
Well, my twin sister's name is Akana. She is quite my opposite, because she is always happy and cheery. She has silver hair, cut straight until her waist, and raven orbs.
When we broke the hug I glared at her with all my might.
"Where have you been?" I growled at her.
"Well, Akane, you see…it goes like this, uhm please don't be mad, but when I came here I found THEM and me and you know who felt again…but he thinks I'm just a normal, human girl…no one knows of my…other side" my sister explained sadly and lowered her gaze. I understood everything perfectly. I put a hand on her shoulder and she snapped her eyes back into mine to see me smiling warmly, but the smile faded as I felt one familiar demonic aura.
I mentally gulped as I saw a red haired teenager with emerald orbs. Next to him was a raven-haired punk with deep brown eyes. Beside the punk was a blue haired girl with pink eyes that I knew all too well as Botan aka The Not-Grim Reaper.
"Akane!" I heard Botan yelling cheerful to me. In a flash of black and silver, the pour ferry girl was hanging some inches above the earth and her neck was securely kept in my right hand.
"You!" I growled and Botan grinned sheepishly and earned another growl from me. "You pitiful damn ferry onna! I think you know too well what I should do to you, right, Botan?" I spat the ferry girl's name with venom pouring from each word. I was so pissed, SO PISSED.
"Akane-san, please forgive me! I didn't mean to! It was all his fault!" yelled Botan in a scared voice.
"And. You. Were. The. One. Who. Told. Him. You. Bloody. Damn. Girl" I hissed in a deadly voice that, if voices and glares could kill, well…let's say Botan would've had a slow, painful, bloody death.
"I'm sorry! I never knew he'd do that! I am sorry! I know I did a BIG mistake but now everything is cool, right?" whispered Botan in a sad and fearful voice, but also a voice full of regret of what she did.
"No, nothing is okay. Is even worse. He forbid us…forbid us and they…erased all and killed all but we and they…" I whispered letting go of Botan and turning to face my twin.
"Akane, sorry I didn't tell you about this," said my twin and lowered her head.
"Sis, no problem, it's not your fault" I reassured my sister in a cold voice that never showed any of my emotions.
My sister and I met each other's gaze and entered each other's mind.
'I am so sorry, Akane' my sister whispered in my mind.
'Me too, Akana. You know too well you are the only person I would ever apologies to…where is he now?' I asked.
'I think outside. I saw the paper with your concert and asked them to come here, not telling them we are sisters and all. None of them knows a thing about us and their spells work perfectly. None of them remembers so we are safe. They know we are sisters and I guess they will let me 'explain' to you about Spirit World…yeah, they think we don't know. As I said they think we are simple humans, as they should think' my sister explained and I mentally yawned.
'Too long sentence. They will be allowed to know only a few things even though some are lies. Us being sisters, us being humans, me being singer, you being poet, 'kay?' I asked.
'Hai!' my sister cheerfully answered and I heard her mentally clap. I mentally shrugged and broke the conection in time to hear the red head's cough.
"Excuse me, Akana, but I think we deserve some explanation" he asked.
'Kurama' I stated in my mind, safe behind my mental block, when the red head spoke.
"Oh, sorry koi!" my sister apologized and I glared daggers at her.
"Akane, don't kill me, please!" my sister yelled and clapped her hands together as for a prayer.
"Explanations are required but not now. I think you should answer his question," I stated and my sister smiled.
"Well, as I was saying…she's my sister, Akane!" I heard Akana stating happily.
"You never told me you had a sister" Kurama said looking at me with a thoughtful expression.
'If you look at me like that Kurama, you will die soon. Better said, Youko will die soon. For the freaking second time!' I mentally yelled.
"Well, you do resemble Akana. I am very pleased to meet you" I heard Kurama and saw his hand in front of me and I shook it coldly.
"These here are Yusuke and Kurama, Akane, and you know Botan already" I turned my eyes to my sister and nodded.
"By the way, how do you two know each other?" asked Kurama.
"Hehehe" Botan nervously laughed and I sighed.
"We've known each other since I was a kid. Although I am a mere human, I've known the Non-Grim Reaper for all my life" I whispered the last part and mentally yelling in frustration as I lied that I was a MERE FUCKING HUMAN when I am a PERFECT PURE FORBIDDEN CREATURE!
'You said you were a human! This world is going to its destruction!' I heard my sister.
'I agree. I can't even believe I've said that!' I answered.
"How do you know that?" asked the raven-haired punk. I assumed he was Yusuke.
"Well, how I said I've known the Grim-Reaper, or as you know her, Botan, for all my life because…she was there when I got born…there to take my life away, but, surprisingly she couldn't so she decided to become my friend and when I was grown up we both chose for me and my sister two…" and with that I trailed off.
"Two what?" asked the punk.
"NOTHING" me, Akana and Botan yelled in unison. I had anger in my voice. Akana had sadness and Botan pure fear.
"Okay, okay!" yelled the punk raising his hands in defense.
"That isn't important now. Akane, where are you staying?" my sister asked looking at me with a worried face. My eyebrow instantly popped and I almost started laughing, the key word being almost. Cold face still in place.
"Where I stay?" I asked coldly.
"Oh forgot about that!" my sister grinned.
"Forgot about what?" asked Yusuke.
"She is the best in what she does, so that means she is a STAR so she stays everywhere she wants in the best stuff" my sister explained matter-of-factly.
"Well…" I started but got cut off by my sister who was grinning at me.
"But this time she will make a special exception and stay with us at Genkai's temple!" Akana stated grinning at me.
"Akana" I started and sensed the shivers that went through my twin's spine.
"Yes?" she shuddered as she spoke, her grin still in place.
"Since when are you deciding for me?" I asked grinning evilly.
"Well, since that lovely day when mom got me born two seconds sooner than you" Akana smirked evilly at me! Oh how I loathe the fact that I was younger than she was by two DAMN BLOODY FUCKING SECONDS.
"Now let's see what you have to say" Akana smirked at me and I glared, when suddenly an idea popped into my mind. I smirked wildly and my, I could feel fear coming in waves out of my sister's hidden aura that only I could feel.
'Remember that lovely day with you and my dear brother-in-law?' I mentally asked and smirked so wide that it was almost a smile.
'Ahh…no?' my sister mentally and really gulped.
'Too bad' I mentally laughed and started walking towards my now shaking sister.
"Akane, no" I heard her whisper and my smirk widened even more (if possible).
"Oh, yes, only if you…" and my voice trailed off letting my sister imagine.
"OKAY! YOU ARE NOT MY LITTLE DAMN SISTER AND I WILL NEVER EVER TRY AND TELL YOU WHAT TO DO!!! JEEEEEEEEZ!" my sister yelled and I smirked and turned back to my spot, in front of my sis.
"What was that about?" asked Yusuke.
"Nothing, just remembering my dear sister who is who and who does what and what does who and who the hell I am for her" I answered coldly.
"Yeah…" my sister pouted.
"Weird" whispered the punk.
"Oh, shut up!" I heard my sister yell annoyed and I smirked.
"Well, Akane, are you or aren't you going to stay with us in Genkai's temple?" asked Botan grinning.
"Who is Genkai?" I asked playing dumb because I knew all too well.
"An old hag" stated the punk and I glared daggers at him. I could feel fear pouring out of his aura.
"Don't disrespect someone older than you" I spoke and he nodded. My gaze returned to Botan.
"She is an old physic and a very kind person" was the answer the ferry girl gave me.
"Hn, whatever" I answered and heard my sister laugh. Yusuke's jaw was hitting the floor and Kurama's eyes were a little wide.
"What?" I spat.
"Hahahaha, old…hahahaha…habits are not forgotten" my sister tried to answer me between spats of laugh and I just realized what I just said! The same fraise HE used to use. Mentally gulping I turned and glared daggers at my sister.
"Shut up" I growled and almost inhuman growl, almost a wolfish growl.
"Akane" my sister advertised.
"Yeah, yeah" I answered and looked at her. "I'll be staying at this Genkai's place if it's okay with her" I continued.
"Yay!" my sister yelled and hugged me.
"Don't touch me" I spat and earned a sheepishly grin from my twin.
"Sorry" she murmured and went to Kurama who offered her his hand, which she politely accepted with a smile. He smiled back to her and they started walking, followed by Yusuke and Botan. I remained the last as I slowly started dragging my feet fast enough not to lose them, but slow enough to have time to think.
Arrowgirl23: break time here! Hope to hear from your reviews if you liked it or not…and tell me what you think of my lyrics, kay? Both lyrics are mine! I don't have the melodies because the melodies…well they don't exist!…but as I said you can make them up and stuff…review…ja ne