I do not own any of the Twilight Characters, they are all original creations of Stephanie Meyer. No copyright infringement is intended.
This is my first fanfic, it also only the first chapter. I rated it M for possible situations in the future.
I was terrified…
My visions blurred and I kept seeing various snippets of what could be my future. I saw me in an ivory Vera Wang original sobbing in front of a mirror. I saw me alone lying on the bed in our room, but it wasn't our room any more, just mine. I saw me giddy with laughter in his arms as he carried me over the threshold of a penthouse apartment in Manhattan. I saw him in another woman's arms. Then I saw me kissing him in our bed, here in the same house we already lived in with Carlisle and the rest of our adopted family. I was stumped. It felt like my world was crashing down.
To top it all off Jasper, my world, my eternity, my life (or existence rather) was acting strange… in any other situation if he felt that I was afraid or nervous he would calm me, sending an aura of love and serenity around us. But now, he was different, he wasn't calming me he hardly wanted to be around me I didn't understand. I felt sick, I wanted to puke. I wasn't sure if vampires could do that, but if they could I was going to.
But just then he walked into the room.
Then none of that mattered, he was happy, elated actually. Ha, and if that wasn't enough to sweep me off my feet. Just then he lifted me by my waist and scooped me into his arms, kissed me on the top of the head and ran me out the front door. I felt better for the first time in weeks, I knew though that was entirely thanks to him however, my head was swimming with thoughts and fear of what could happen to us. I focused on the future, and I saw Jasper engulfed in Maria's grasp, she held him the way I only had. I was furious I struggled to free myself from his grasp. He had to have felt my fury because just then I felt another wave of calm, but deep inside me I was still angry.
"What's going on Jazz?" I begged. Choking back what would have been tears if I were still human.
"My dearest Alice, don't fret about it; soon it will all make sense." He said the gorgeous southern twang was still in his voice even after ten years in the north with the Cullens.
He sang the Irish song, Danny Boy, to me it was by far my favorite song. Jasper was my soldier boy, who would never, ever have to leave me. But this time it was different as he reached the ancient lyric "'tis you, 'tis you, must go and I must bide" I broke into dry sobs, I didn't want to even consider the idea that Jazz and I could ever exist without each other. I never considered the thought, it was common knowledge that we belonged together, that we were meant to exist hand in hand always and forever. He had told me that, so had Esme, Carlisle, and Edward, even the self-loving, unobservant Rosalie had noted that we "seemed destined for one another."
But what did all this mean.
I couldn't see the future. I couldn't understand Jasper, Edward wouldn't even tell me Jasper's thoughts, he told me to butt out and that it wasn't my business to always go begging to know what was in people's heads… I already knew their futures. I tried to explain that with jasper, my partner, it didn't apply. But Edward just laughed, and hugged me, reiterating his famous line. "Sometimes, you are awfully small to be so hugely irritating." This time it wasn't as funny as it had always been, I needed to know, and he was passing it all off as any other conversation.
I felt lost, scared and alone, even though I was in Jasper's arms, safe and secure. I felt helpless. He tried to calm me again, and he kissed me softly on the forehead, but for the first time, it didn't help.
Danny boy lyrics