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She didn't feel like getting out of bed ..she just stared at the rain dropping on her window the dreary weather reflecting her own mood but now that she thought of that she realized that she hadn't seen the sun since she came to DC two months ago .
' Your coffe ..have to go ' he gave her and leaned for a thank you kiss looking pleased with himself then he left and she gave him a good bye shallow smile as an extra bonus ..it was the most she could give these days .
she grimaced at the taste of the coffe .how come he still couldn't fix it right after whole two months . may be she was being a little bitchy ..maybe she just had high standards in her coffe taste and she only had a blond man to blame for that .
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' Here these are the files concerning the last concert , boss ' said the younger agent as he put the files on her desk and left . great more paper work . it seemed like she was getting paid to sit so many hours in that chair reading and signing paper that probably no one else would .
'This is boring ' said Jane and she jumped a little and didn't even bother to look in his direction .
' Don't start ' she said eyes in the paper in her hand .
' you don't even have a couch .. it's so cold here ..i need some thing warm to snuggle to 'he said and she blushed then shook her head ' well . I don't believe this is a problem for you ..now go away ' she said .
He sighed ' and why would I do that ?' .
She took a deep breathe eyes closed then opened them again and looked up at him staring in his eyes ' because you are not real ' she said sadly and he looked a little hurt by what she said .
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' That's silly ..of course I am real ' he smirked the looked away again watching the world move from Lisbon's car passenger seat and she rolled her eyes ..the imaginary Jane was just as annoying as the real one .
she could remember when it had really started actually she always heard his voice in her head when he wasn't there even when he was away for two years and it never stopped when she came to DC so she wasn't really worried but the two days ago the voice became the whole person haunting her every where his usual comments annoying and amusing her ..may be that was what happened when you missed some one so much ..maybe she was just as bad as her father was ..they say these things run in the families .
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She searched for the remains of yesterday's take out and found some unfinished pizza and he watched her in disgust ' that's what you are going to eat ..no wonder you keep losing weight ..you need some real food 'he said and she frowned ' what I need is some peace and quiet '.
' why did you leave ?' he asked suddenly and her eyes widened in surprise then cleared her throat ' to be with Marcus '.
He chuckled ' explain why you needed to use the bathroom every time he brought the marriage thing up ' .
she narrowed her eyes at him ' you have no right ' she growled .
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Marcus called ..he would be late again . she lied in bed the turned to his side as he relaxed beside her on his back
' Why did you let me leave ?' she whispered and they stared at each other for a while when he opened his mouth to say some thing she looked away and turned on her back staring at the ceiling ' and now I am talking to my unconscious ..dammit Jane ..i am just as crazy as you are now ..i wonder if it was infectious '.
Her cell phone started ringing and a wave of dread ran through her veins as she picked up .
' Lisbon ..i am sorry if I am calling late but ..' .
'It's alright cho ..is this about ..'she hesitated a little scared of the unknown ..it couldn't be could .
' I think Jane is missing ' she heard him say before a long waited tear fell on her cheek .