Note: I don't own the song, the lyrics belong to Herbert Kretzmer. On My Own is from the musical Le Miserable... isn't it awesome. All the Characters belong to J.K. Rowling. They both are geniuses. Hope you enjoy the story.
Songs of the Heart
By: Cameron Girl
Ginny sat in the Gryffindor common room, late at night studying for what she knew would prove to be an extremely hard potions test. She yawned once, and with a glance around, she realized that she was now alone. Collin hand given up studying around midnight and went to bed. The room being empty and all she figured it must be around 2:00 a.m. She looked down again at the book with heavy eyelids.
"Must stay awake, must study." She repeated to herself.
She sighed a little, why did Snape have to be such a jerk, giving a test right before the holidays. He had made them study extremely hard potions in the last couple of weeks and she just knew he would put all of them on the test. She had no body to help her study really either except for Collin and well he went to bed. Hermione would have helped ordinarily but she was too worried about her N.E.W.T.s that were coming up to help. And Ron and Harry were too into Quidditch, as usual, to help a younger student with potions help.
"Oh well," she sighed.
And now I'm all alone again
Nowhere to turn, no one to go to
Without a bed, with out a friend
Without a face to say hello to.
Ginny's mind left her potions studying and walked over to one of the windows. She looked up into the night sky and of course her thoughts turned to Harry... as usual. It was his seventh year here at Hogwarts and still he looked at her like she was his little sister. How much more she really wanted from him. But she knew that it would never happen.
And now the night is here, and I can make believe he's here.
She liked it best when she was alone here at night, when everyone else was asleep. Her mind could wander to him, and Ron and Hermione wouldn't give her looks as if they knew what she was thinking about. At night she could pretend that Harry loved her in that nonsisterly sort of way. At night she could be with him and pretend to be happy.
Some times I walk alone at night
When everybody else is sleeping.
I think of him and then I'm happy
With the company I'm keeping
The school goes to bed
And I live inside my head.
Looking up at the full moon, Ginny closed her eyes. And her day dream began, Harry was beside her. They were walking on a night much like this one and he held her hand tightly. They didn't say anything to eachother, they were just happy being there with eachother. And they would walk this way until dawn and then he would lean down and kiss her ever so gently on the lips. His arms would wrap themselves around her waist and she knew she would never feel lost again.
On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone I walk with him till morning
Without him I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me
In his warm embrace everything around her seems different. She feels as if everything shimmers. Everything is more beautiful then when it is with out him. She feels as if she could never live without his love.
In the rain the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me forever and forever.
Ginny opened her eyes again and glanced one more time at the moon. A soft,sad sigh escapes her lips. She knew she was only dreaming, that Harry could never feel that way for her. But still in the back of her mind there was always hope.
And I know it's only in my mind,
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say there's a way for us
She walked back to her books, deciding that she would give up for the night. She was sure she would do just fine in Potions. She was tired, and now a little sad. She thought she just needed sleep.
I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone, the river's just a river
Without him the world around me changes
Ther treas are bare and everywhere the streets
Are full of strangers.
As she picked up her books and started to put them away, she started to think that she sould maybe just try to get over him.
"Yeah right," she said to herself. She hadn't been able to get over him since she first met him. He was what she felt to be her one true love, but then again maybe not. He didn't feel the same way after all. To him she was just Ron's little sister. She wondered if she could ever feel happy.
I love him but everyday I'm learning
All my life I've only been pretending
With out me his world will go on turning
A would that's full of happiness that I have never known.
I love him,
I love him,
I love him,
But only on my own.
Ginny turned and quickly walked to the stairs of her dormitory, a small solitary tear on her left cheek. She was so wrapped up in her thoughts that she never saw shadow standing in the stairway to his own dormitory. His green eyes had been on her, watching her somewhat awestruck, with confusing thoughts running through his head.
Okay so what did you think... I have a bunch of songs ideas that I have for this particular story. If you liked this one I'll write up some more so read and respond PLEASE.
Songs of the Heart
By: Cameron Girl
Ginny sat in the Gryffindor common room, late at night studying for what she knew would prove to be an extremely hard potions test. She yawned once, and with a glance around, she realized that she was now alone. Collin hand given up studying around midnight and went to bed. The room being empty and all she figured it must be around 2:00 a.m. She looked down again at the book with heavy eyelids.
"Must stay awake, must study." She repeated to herself.
She sighed a little, why did Snape have to be such a jerk, giving a test right before the holidays. He had made them study extremely hard potions in the last couple of weeks and she just knew he would put all of them on the test. She had no body to help her study really either except for Collin and well he went to bed. Hermione would have helped ordinarily but she was too worried about her N.E.W.T.s that were coming up to help. And Ron and Harry were too into Quidditch, as usual, to help a younger student with potions help.
"Oh well," she sighed.
And now I'm all alone again
Nowhere to turn, no one to go to
Without a bed, with out a friend
Without a face to say hello to.
Ginny's mind left her potions studying and walked over to one of the windows. She looked up into the night sky and of course her thoughts turned to Harry... as usual. It was his seventh year here at Hogwarts and still he looked at her like she was his little sister. How much more she really wanted from him. But she knew that it would never happen.
And now the night is here, and I can make believe he's here.
She liked it best when she was alone here at night, when everyone else was asleep. Her mind could wander to him, and Ron and Hermione wouldn't give her looks as if they knew what she was thinking about. At night she could pretend that Harry loved her in that nonsisterly sort of way. At night she could be with him and pretend to be happy.
Some times I walk alone at night
When everybody else is sleeping.
I think of him and then I'm happy
With the company I'm keeping
The school goes to bed
And I live inside my head.
Looking up at the full moon, Ginny closed her eyes. And her day dream began, Harry was beside her. They were walking on a night much like this one and he held her hand tightly. They didn't say anything to eachother, they were just happy being there with eachother. And they would walk this way until dawn and then he would lean down and kiss her ever so gently on the lips. His arms would wrap themselves around her waist and she knew she would never feel lost again.
On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone I walk with him till morning
Without him I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me
In his warm embrace everything around her seems different. She feels as if everything shimmers. Everything is more beautiful then when it is with out him. She feels as if she could never live without his love.
In the rain the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me forever and forever.
Ginny opened her eyes again and glanced one more time at the moon. A soft,sad sigh escapes her lips. She knew she was only dreaming, that Harry could never feel that way for her. But still in the back of her mind there was always hope.
And I know it's only in my mind,
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say there's a way for us
She walked back to her books, deciding that she would give up for the night. She was sure she would do just fine in Potions. She was tired, and now a little sad. She thought she just needed sleep.
I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone, the river's just a river
Without him the world around me changes
Ther treas are bare and everywhere the streets
Are full of strangers.
As she picked up her books and started to put them away, she started to think that she sould maybe just try to get over him.
"Yeah right," she said to herself. She hadn't been able to get over him since she first met him. He was what she felt to be her one true love, but then again maybe not. He didn't feel the same way after all. To him she was just Ron's little sister. She wondered if she could ever feel happy.
I love him but everyday I'm learning
All my life I've only been pretending
With out me his world will go on turning
A would that's full of happiness that I have never known.
I love him,
I love him,
I love him,
But only on my own.
Ginny turned and quickly walked to the stairs of her dormitory, a small solitary tear on her left cheek. She was so wrapped up in her thoughts that she never saw shadow standing in the stairway to his own dormitory. His green eyes had been on her, watching her somewhat awestruck, with confusing thoughts running through his head.
Okay so what did you think... I have a bunch of songs ideas that I have for this particular story. If you liked this one I'll write up some more so read and respond PLEASE.