It was funny
I hadn't learned what I thought I would
I was supposed to
Supposed to love and be loved
I was supposed to find joy
Instead, now, I feel the deadly silence around me
I feel the ice growing around my heart
Growing around my soul
There's nothing left for me here
The world is living
I am dead
The only life in me
Decided it didn't want me
Funny though
He was my darkness
My yami
And he's my light
My hope
The one who just told me
He could never love me in return
The one who just told me
He's getting married to what used to be
His worst enemy
Tomorrow
And that I'm the only one who didn't know
The only one uninvited
I hadn't even known
They were together at all
Let alone
That much in love
And the world is spinning without me
I'm just lying on my bed
Bleeding openly
With no one to see
I can hear the church bells ringing
For him, I should be happy
But my happiness is gone
I don't know what to feel
I don't know what to say
I can feel the rip in my heart
No one here to protect me
No one here for me
No one here
No one
No…