I Didn't Choose This

An Alice/Bella Fanfic

Disclaimer: I obviously own nothing.

(This is my first fanfiction)

Chapter 1: "Alice, how could you?!"

Alice payed absolutely no attention to her brothers and sisters as she stared all the way across the cafeteria at the most beautiful girl she had ever seen. Looking over at Jasper, Alice saw that he was staring out the window and sitting as far from Alice as possible. Alice ran her hand through her short spiky hair and sighed. Alice loved Jasper, but not in the same way as Bella. The weak human who would never belong to her. She had only just met the girl two days ago when Edward had brought her over to their house, so why was she feeling like this? No matter how much she tried to lie to herself, she couldn't escape from the fact that she was in love with her brother's girlfriend. Suddenly she remembered Edward. She turned to look at him. He was glaring at her, his hands gripping the table and she could see the pain in his eyes. Emmett noticed Edward glaring at Alice.

" Woah, Edward are you okay? What's up?"

Edward stood up and left the table, knocking over his chair and heading toward the cafeteria door, which led outside. Alice stood up and started after him. She could hear Rosalie in the background, wondering what the hell had just happened.

Once outside and safely out of the view of the cafeteria, Edward turned on Alice.

"Alice, how could you?! You know how much I love her! "

Alice looked him straight in his topaz eyes, her anger growing with every second and her voice rising until she was practically yelling at him.

"Do you think this is easy for me, Edward?! Loving your girlfriend when Im married to a vampire who can sense my feelings and who knows I don't love him anymore? I know how much you love her Edward, but I didn't choose this, okay? I can't control what I feel for her!"

Edward looked at the ground. He didn't expect her anger to be greater than his.

"Alice, I…"

Alice turned away.

"You know what? I don't care anymore. I'm out of here."

Edward watched as Alice took off and disappeared into the forest. Edward sighed. He went back to the cafeteria and sat down again, feeling dozens of eyes on him. Jasper looked confused.

"Edward, where's Alice?

Note: Sorry about the length guys, but thanks for reading anyway. Review and tell me what your opinion. Any kind of review, including flames, will be appreciated.