story: New Life

A/N: hey this is my first fan fiction so i hope you like it, for the edward fans he will arive soon but i kind of had to put jacob in the story as im a team jacob girl. buti do love edward and we will be a main character. thanx xoxox

disclaimer: Stephanie Meyer owns twilight, and its characters.

Chapter1- old friends

My relationship with Jacob was never going to work out, at least not this type of relationship. He was so … needy, to sum it up in one word. When we were best friends he was fun, he talked to other people, he called me, but not every night. I just need to grit my teeth and tell him we should have stayed friends. That is what I am going to do, that is what I have to do, and so it will be done. Walk right up to him and just tell him, he'll understand, I hope.

I could just do it tomorrow.

No, it has to be now, or I will not have the strength.

Ok, now.

Walking to his house isn't exactly a long journey; I wouldn't even call it a journey, more like 20 steps. You see he's lived next door for forever, so therefore we've been friends forever. We went out because he asked me to the school dance and ended up kissing at the end. I don't know why I even agreed to go, I'd had other offers, but he hadn't so I guess I kind of felt sorry for him.

Where was I?

I can't remember,

Oh well I'll do it later.

Damn it Bella walk out that door right now! Stop avoiding it!

Well I didn't really have the choice because at that moment the doorbell rang anyway.

Saved by the bell.

I went to the door cheerfully hoping there was someone that needed me, all day, they can have me, who ever it was, I would invite them in, chat, maybe offer them coffee.

I have nothing else to do.

Wait there was something-wasn't there?

No can't think of anything.

I opened the door.

Shit.

Jacob.

Quick smile.

Wait he looks, sad? No, mad? No, weird.

Earth to bella, say hello!!!!!

'Hey Jacob whats up?'

Your soo hot!!! Why did I want to break up with you again?

'Hey bells just come to talk to you.'

Oh right, needy.

'What about?'

'Want to go out the back?'

Oh no.

My backyards always kind of been our 'talking' spot. It's where he asked me out to the dance; where we used to sit and talk for hours when we were younger and we were mad our parents. Stuff like that. We only sit out there if there's something important to say.

'Sure Jake, want a drink?'

'No thanks' he flashed me a sweet smile and looked at me as if to say 'can we just talk, now!' So I willingly obliged and walked with him out to the backyard.

We sat on the grass, right in the middle of the yard. That's where our secrets could be heard, we used to say. We wanted to tell the world our problems, so the middle is where we sat, and it just kind of stuck.

'Bells I have to tell you something, promise me you wont get mad?'

He will NOT break up with me first! I'll just tell him it's over, right now before he has the chance!

'Sure Jake of course why would I get mad?'

'Well, I know we have always been best friends and now, well you're my girlfriend, Which I am still stoked about and can't believe you said yes by the way,' he let out a little laugh, and looked at me like he was going to die if he kept going.

'I'm still shocked that you asked.' I smiled; I'm not a good liar so I had to tell him something truthful.

'Well, anyway I just wanted to tell you that I'm moving, well my dad is and I'm going with him.' I could tell by the look on his face, and the speed at which he spoke that he had to get it out fast or he wouldn't be able to. And I was so shocked I couldn't move. So for his benefit and mine I just sat there and let him finish.

'And, well I'm moving to la push, where my granddad used to live, to learn about the reserve, you know how much I love it, there's this trainee job that would teach me so much about being a ranger.' His face got so excited when he started talking about la push, but then he looked at me and his face fell.

'I know that is a long distance and we could still possibly be friends, but I just don't want to leave you here and make you wait for me. So what I guess I am trying to say is we should break up.' He looked so sad.

Do you think I'm that in love with you?

I got up and hugged him so hard he probably couldn't breathe.

'Jake that's so wonderful I am so proud of you!' I couldn't help letting joy and relief run through me. He looked at me a bit puzzled at first and then he smiled.

'You know I love you so much bells I knew you'd be happy for me' By now he had the biggest smile across his face.

'Love you to Jake, but I have got to run, dad wants me to call him.'

'kay, talk later?' I could see that this was a question, he was asking if we were still friends that could talk.

'Definitely.' By now I had a huge smile across my face too, me and Jake where never meant to be together, just great friends..