DARK SWAN
So there is this song by Matt Nathanson called Lost Myself In Search of You. So that was my inspiration. First story so this might be a little crappy
I don't own Lost Myself In Search of You nor do I own Once Upon A Time
Emma's POV
As I stare at him I'm scared for the answer. What if he doesn't love me anymore? I have screwed up so badly. I would let him go though. If he didn't love me anymore. I know he would let me do the same.
"I loved the old you, the one who wasn't afraid of a fight, the one who would die to keep her family safe because she has wanted a family for so long," Killian says, no emotion in his voice, but I know there is something there. Becoming the dark one has just helped my superpower. "But now all you love is power and that is not the Emma I fought for. Fought for her to love me. This Emma, this this dark one, I can't love her."
I can't take it anymore. I transport out with a dramatic puff of black smoke. I go to the one place that has always comforted me. The docks.
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Killian's POV
Watching her go away was hard. But telling her I couldn't, wouldn't love her. That was the hardest thing I've ever done. But that is what they told me to do. To get her back, to make her see past the darkness, we need to make her love me and Henry and her family more than the power.
I walk out of the building, not wanting to see the dreaded spot where she left. Where I let her leave.
I walk to the waterline to help me clear my head. I've searched so long to find her that I've lost a little piece of myself. Who am I kidding it was a big piece. I lost myself in search of a woman who would become the dark one. Then I had to do the one thing I promised her I wouldn't do. I left her. Like all the other people in her life. I let her be free. More like I let me be free of the dark one. Then why do I feel such a big weight on my shoulders?
"I can answer that question, Dearie."
Yeah so sorry it was short. Leave reviews and comments and heck even hate comments I don't care. Criticism helps me improve the story so thanks. I will try to update as soon as possible.
