AUTHORS NOTE:
So I found out the hard way that college both sucks and rocks at the same time. I had no time to write because I was either in class, preparing for the next one, or studying for classes and if I had found time to write I couldn't come up with anything to write because I was so stressed. this story still isn't the best but I had a lot on my chest and my mind so this happened. For those who know about my other stories let me know if you want me to update or just stratch them
Also this story can be about anybody you want.
"Stupid, unwanted, not talented, horrible, failure, unworthy, unloveable, lame, ugly, Invisible..."
These are the words I hear everytime I look in the mirror. Words thats no matter how hard I try and, no matter how many people tell me otherwise I cannot get rid of them. I look in the mirror and I see every flaw. I cannot sleep because when I close my eyes without seeing every mistake I ever made. The more people who tell me thaat I am amazing the less I beleive them. I push everyone away and, I close off my heart. I am afarid that if I let people in they will hurt me. The irony however is that I do want help. I am screaming outloud for help in my mind. I am begging for people to notice the pain that I am trying to hide. I am begging for people to notice the faint scares that adorn my wrist. But I have pushed everyone away. I have pushed anyone who would have noticed and cared out of my life. So now I am stuck starring at the mirror seeing every flaw, remembering every mistake, and repeating the words over and over.
"Stupid, unwanted, not talented, horrible, failure, unowrthy, unloveable, lame, ugly, INVISIBLE..."