Selfish Child
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I truly am a selfish child.
I don't like to share anything.
When I get a gift, I want it to be special.
Not 'the doll every girl has or wants'. Something rare and only I have.
That way I can shove that fact in other people's (coughinocough) faces, and brag like there's no tomorrow.
It makes me feel special.
It's only for me and no one can compare, cause they don't have one.
No one, just me.
And so, you can see I am indeed a selfish child. And this child wants love. A special love, with someone only for me.
Cause if I don't like sharing my possessions, what makes you think I'd share my love.
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But who?
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Sasuke.
No, not Sasuke.
There are too many people after his heart.
Too many hanging off of him, trying to get his attention.
Besides, I don't understand him all that much. His need for revenge, his obsession. Sure he's beautiful, but he's cold. I bet if he didn't look so handsome, no one would even come near him.
After all, behind that pretty face is nothing but a scared child, frozen in time by his hatred.
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Naruto.
That makes me smile. Naruto. He's bright and energetic. Spirited and determined.
But…
But I could never keep up with him. I'd never be enough for him either. And it'd all just fall apart to leave us both in pain.
And I couldn't stand it if I gave him any extra pain. He's been through so much in his short life. And yet he's still so strong. I don't understand him either.
Those two. They're my teammates. My friends. My brothers. They're both so protective of me; well Naruto more than Sasuke.
I love them both, just not in love with them. Like I said, brothers.
They're so alike. The same loneliness and thirst for strength. They fight, but that's what makes there bond stronger. They help each other, unconsciously, to meet their dreams.
They're perfect for each other. Only Naruto can understand Sasuke and thaw that icy heart, and only Sasuke can give Naruto the love he's been so deprived of.
I'm not ignorant to their moments. Where they only see each other, only think of each other. They are each other's whole world.
Even Sasuke's near-betrayal didn't keep Naruto away. They're Soulmates. Only for each other. If you knew them, if you saw them, you'd understand and agree.
And that's what I want.
Someone who needs and loves me, only me, as much as I do them. And for everyone to see that.
I think I've found it.
Finally.
The One.
My Soulmate.
My Prince Charming.
Everything I ever dreamed of, wrapped in the most unexpected package.
He's strong, brave and unwavering.
He made me a promise once.
He said he'd always protect me.
He always has.
And I'll never break my promise to him.
To always stay by his side and love him.
He is my Lee.
He's like no other and I love that about him. Unique and unmatched.
I love to hog him all to myself. And if that's selfish, than I truly am the most selfish child in all the world.
Some might think it's bad, being selfish, even a sin. But for all this selfishness, we're both happy.
So then, if selfishness is truly a sin, this is the sweetest sin I have ever committed.
Owari
A/N: Alright! New fic. Second one on this account too. This just came to mind while watching the episode (spoiler) where Gaara tries to kill Lee in the hospital.
Poor Lee! I LUV YOU! Lol. One of my Fav. Characters…
Anyway, I hope you liked the Saku/Lee. If you couldn't tell, yes, it is Sakura talking, err... musing...
That's my fav. Out of all the Saku/… couples.
No offense but Sasu/saku makes me want to vomit. -wrinkles nose-
Oh, I hope sasu/saku fans aren't going to kill me now. -shivers-
If you had time to read, I bet you have time to review. No flames please. Arigato!