So this is a Jarlos one-shot. It's set from James POV and 'Him' is Carlos. I wrote this while I listened to ''No Idea''. I hope you like it!
He has no idea.
He really has no idea.
He has no idea how beautiful he is and how crazy he drives me.
If I could I would just walk up to him, wrap my strong arms around him and kiss his live out of him.
Only if I could, but I can't.
You're asking why I can't?
For three reasons;
1. He's my best friend
2. I'm pretty sure he's straight
3. I'm dating Lucy.
I sighed as my eyes followed him as he walked around the pool.
He's so cute, so adorable, so hot...
I'll love you
If you ain't got nobody to love
I sighed dreamily. How I dreamed of his arms wrapping around me, his body curling up to me, looking into his eyes and telling him I loved him and he would tell me he loved me back.
And boy I'll adore you
When there's no one to adore
He has a cute smile that would make his eyes glow.
Damn I hate it when he does that.
But at the same time, I love it.
He sat down on a stretcher and a girl started to talk to him.
I felt my heart wrench.
I don't know why I feel this way.
And I'll show you, (ay)
If there's no one to show
I should be happy a girl likes him, but I can't.
Cause it's not right.
He doesn't belong with a girl, he belongs with me.
If only he could see that.
(Oh) And I'll know you,
If you want somebody to know
Oh, Oh, Oh, Yeah.
He laughs at something the girl said and my blood starts to boil.
He just can't see it, can he?
That I like him, that I desire him... That I love him.
I would like nothing else better than to be with him.
To be his boyfriend, and wake up every morning looking into his eyes that would shine with love.
Every time, you come around
You put a lightning bolt on my face
He laughed loudly and went to hold her hand.
My head told me to just ignore it, that it was meant to be this way but my heart kept telling me it was wrong. So wrong.
What should I follow? My heart or head?
Baby, everytime you come around
Boy, you take my breath away
And I just wanna breath until
I take you in
Cause I want you to breath until
You take me in
It's unbelievable I've fallen so hard for him.
So hard I hurt myself.
I kept looking at the girl he was talking to. I couldn't tore my eyes away from the sight. She was just flirting with him right in my face. It was like she was rubbing it in. I clenched my fists and jaw. I haven't met her yet, but I already hated her.
But the truth is
He has no idea, no idea
That I'm in here, I'm in here
He has no idea, no idea
I'm standing here.
He even has no idea I'm here.
He never looked at me one time since he's here
What is he trying to do?
Hurt me?
While congratulations, you got your wish dude! You could look at me you now.
I just scoffed and shoke my head.
What am I thinking? I have Lucy!
I don't need him.
Ugh, who am I kidding?
I'll kiss you
Whenever you wanna be kiss
How badly I want to kiss his lips
They look so inviting and kissable
If he just knew I like him
If he just knew I have the biggest crush on him
I think this crush will never go away.
I sighed deeply again.
Why doesn't he know?
Because he can't know.
Because I'm 'In love' with Lucy.
But I'm not.
I'm in love with the boy who caught my heard since I first met him and he doesn' even know.
So why did I agree to date Lucy?
Cause I was lonely.
He just saw me as his friend and nothing else, meanwhile I wanted to be SO much more than just friends. I wanted to be his boyfriend.
Ooh I'll miss you two seconds after you leave,
Screaming come back to me
Come back to me
Let me please you
Let me see you
My vision became blurred and that's when I noticed I was crying.
I was crying.
Crying over him.
I angrily whipped them away. I don't want to be crying over him
He clearly doesn't feel the same way as I do.
I heard his laugh and I noticed that he was sitting close to the girl he was talking to.
A little to close for my liking.
I can't believe it.
What's wrong with me?!
Let me take that heart of yours
And I'll be whatever you need me to be
The good guy, the bad guy
Just tell me baby
I growled as he he stroked her cheek.
That should be me.
He should be stroking my cheek
He should be holding my hand
He should be telling me he loved me
Everytime you come around
You put a lightning bolt on my face
Baby everytime you come around
Boy, you take my breath away
I looked up and saw my other best friends, Kendall and Logan, laughing. Kendall was holding Logans hand and pulled him to an empty stretcher. When he sat down he pulled on Logans hand so Logan would end up in his lap. Logan blushed and Kendall kissed his cheek.
Jealousy started to boil in my stomach.
I wanted that to be him and me.
I sighed and shook my head.
Kendall and Logan looked at me and waved.
I put on a fake smile and waved back.
I was happy for them I really was.
But I would be much more happy if I was dating my guy.
And I just wanna breath until
I take you in
Cause I want you to breath until
You take me in
But the truth is
He has no idea, no idea
That I'm in here, I'm in here
He has no idea, no idea
That I'm standing here
I'm standing here
''James!'' Someone shouted. My head shot up and I saw my girlfriend Lucy walking to me. She took the empty stretcher next to me. She looked at me worried.
''Are you ok, James? You look a little pale.''
I fake-smiled at her.
''I'm fine, Luce.''
Lucy smiled back and spotted him talking to a girl
''Hey Carlos!'' She shouted. Carlos looked up from the girl he was talking to and waved to us.
I had trouble smiling but I did and waved back.
Then Carlos turned his attention back to the girl and she brought hem in for a liplock.
I felt my heart wrench.
He has no idea.
And done! I actually feel a little bad for James. Should I write a sequel and bring them together? I'll leave that dicision to you guys :) I hope you enjoyed it! :)