Lonely Captains
I have to write this down because there's no way I can share it otherwise. I had no one with whom I could share it except here on paper so here it is. I'm sitting in my office looking out at my detectives working hard at solving cases, saving the world for the people who deserve it and I wish just for one day it will be safe for me.
Today is the day I have waited years for. Today she said she'd be mine! Today she said she'd marry me and we would be together always. I haven't told anyone about her much except that I was seeing someone. They haven't pried, though I know they're curious. She's never been here that they know of. Thank goodness she doesn't have these kinds of problems.
I'm going to be moving out to her place since she can't move to mine, but I'll keep the apartment here for the days when I can't get home. She understands. She says she might even join me there if I want. I do want, with all my heart. Her business gives her a great deal of flexibility in her schedule and that works well for us. She knows my schedule is uncertain. And she knows what I do for a living and she's okay with that.
We also have a great sex life. She's the most sensual woman I've ever known. Every time is like heaven, she's continually surprising me. I'm finding that I please her whether I just feel like snuggling, or going at it like rabbits. And she understands when I need to be alone or I'm depressed about work. That's her in a nutshell. SHE UNDERSTANDS. She gets me more than anyone I've ever known.
She's an angel in denim jeans and cowboy boots. But boy what a woman. She's sex incarnate, but she can clean up to go to a fancy ball in a few moments and wow does she have a temper, but only when she's defending a weaker person. My angel of many faces and a heart of gold.
I need to go out and make the announcement now that there will be a new member of the police family. I see everyone is here. I can hardly wait until I tell them that I will no longer be one of the Lonely Officers club. It's not something I'm supposed to know about, but now I know I don't have to belong there any more.
Today she said she'd be mine!