Aches and Memories
By Innersakura
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto
AN: I know the beginning part when Naruto's remembering isn't exactly what
happened, but I don't have an access toward the Naruto manga or anime right
now.
"He's not Nine tails anymore!" shouted Iruka sensei with frustration as Mizuki
attacked him.
"Oh really? Isn't he the one who killed your family?" purred Mizuki mockingly,
the flame in his eyes dancing rapidly as his sanity quickly deteriorated. Iruka sensei
paused.
"NO! He isn't Nine tails! He's just an average child like everyone
else!!!!!!!!!!!!" shouted Iruka sensei again to prove his point. Naruto's tears flowed
freely down his face as his life's anguish was spread out before him. All the time he
suffered, cried, got hurt, and felt sad all came back to him in this one moment.
WHY DIDN'T ANYONE TELL ME!? WHY COULDN'T I HAVE AT LEAST
KNOWN "WHY" EVERYONE HATED ME!!!!!!!??? WHY!!!!!!!? IT WASN'T MY
FAULT I HAD NINE TAILS SEALED INSIDE OF ME BY SOME STUPID
HOKAGE!!!!! I gasped and started to breath heavily. I remembered that day; the day when I
found out I had, nine tails, an idiotic demon sealed inside of me. Iruka sensei had hated
me at the beginning since I killed his parents, but now he knows in his mind that I'm
innocent of Nine tail's crimes against Leaf Village. Other people in the village needs
someone to blame for all the people killed by Nine tails who's better to be the scapegoat
than ME!? The stupid people are always annoyed with me and angry at me for that
fucking reason, but is it really my fault? NO!
"DID I EVER ASK TO HAVE A FUCKING DEMON SEALED INSIDE ME?
NO? SO JUST SHUT THE HELL UP!" I exhaled, all my hate for today poured out. I
did it, every time I dreamed about that day, to clear my mind, or that fucking memory
would screw me up for the rest of the day.
"Shit," said I as I heard the stomping of annoyed neighbors coming to yell at
me about it *again*, "I hate living in an apartment."
The ritualistic yelling from the neighbors came as soon as I opened the squeaky
door of my crappy apartment. Since I was only half awake the neighbor's yelling just
came as an unpleasant blur, but what did I care I heard it all the time for various reasons.
Even for things I didn't do, oh well. Some mornings I would just yell back at them if I
didn't do it, but I did it this time so I decided to take it as a blur. It didn't matter whether
I said I didn't do it or not because they wouldn't believe me anyway; it just left my
insides feeling clean if I did.
Today I was going to have ramen!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE RAMEN!!! I had ramen
since I was a baby and I still love it even though I ate it everyday! My favorite ramen is
MISO RAMEN! With half closed eyes I filled 1/5 of the pot with water and set it
boiling; then I opened up the packets of Miso ramen and agonizingly waited for it to
boil, and finally dumped all the ingredients in. Eagerly I twirled my chopsticks in the
pot and saw the noodles soften just as I was going to do with Sakura's heart. Soon
afterwards I poured the noodles into a dish I'd used yesterday. Whatever, it was only a
day old, but in my subconscious mind in a sarcastic tone it said, "It's a week old dobe,"
just like Sasuke. My eyes widened considerably, I thought inside, "WHAT THE
FUCK!? I'M THINKING OF UCHIHA SASUKE, THAT ICICLE WHO CALLS ME
DOBE ALL THE TIME!? WHAT THE HELL'S WRONG WITH ME TODAY!?"
With shock instilled upon my brain I started eating my ramen. I couldn't eat
with glee as I usually did. I kept thinking about that bastard, Uchiha Sasuke.
"Uuugghh. my stomach hurts."
"He's not Nine tails anymore!" shouted Iruka sensei with frustration as Mizuki
attacked him.
"Oh really? Isn't he the one who killed your family?" purred Mizuki mockingly,
the flame in his eyes dancing rapidly as his sanity quickly deteriorated. Iruka sensei
paused.
"NO! He isn't Nine tails! He's just an average child like everyone
else!!!!!!!!!!!!" shouted Iruka sensei again to prove his point. Naruto's tears flowed
freely down his face as his life's anguish was spread out before him. All the time he
suffered, cried, got hurt, and felt sad all came back to him in this one moment.
WHY DIDN'T ANYONE TELL ME!? WHY COULDN'T I HAVE AT LEAST
KNOWN "WHY" EVERYONE HATED ME!!!!!!!??? WHY!!!!!!!? IT WASN'T MY
FAULT I HAD NINE TAILS SEALED INSIDE OF ME BY SOME STUPID
HOKAGE!!!!! I gasped and started to breath heavily. I remembered that day; the day when I
found out I had, nine tails, an idiotic demon sealed inside of me. Iruka sensei had hated
me at the beginning since I killed his parents, but now he knows in his mind that I'm
innocent of Nine tail's crimes against Leaf Village. Other people in the village needs
someone to blame for all the people killed by Nine tails who's better to be the scapegoat
than ME!? The stupid people are always annoyed with me and angry at me for that
fucking reason, but is it really my fault? NO!
"DID I EVER ASK TO HAVE A FUCKING DEMON SEALED INSIDE ME?
NO? SO JUST SHUT THE HELL UP!" I exhaled, all my hate for today poured out. I
did it, every time I dreamed about that day, to clear my mind, or that fucking memory
would screw me up for the rest of the day.
"Shit," said I as I heard the stomping of annoyed neighbors coming to yell at
me about it *again*, "I hate living in an apartment."
The ritualistic yelling from the neighbors came as soon as I opened the squeaky
door of my crappy apartment. Since I was only half awake the neighbor's yelling just
came as an unpleasant blur, but what did I care I heard it all the time for various reasons.
Even for things I didn't do, oh well. Some mornings I would just yell back at them if I
didn't do it, but I did it this time so I decided to take it as a blur. It didn't matter whether
I said I didn't do it or not because they wouldn't believe me anyway; it just left my
insides feeling clean if I did.
Today I was going to have ramen!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE RAMEN!!! I had ramen
since I was a baby and I still love it even though I ate it everyday! My favorite ramen is
MISO RAMEN! With half closed eyes I filled 1/5 of the pot with water and set it
boiling; then I opened up the packets of Miso ramen and agonizingly waited for it to
boil, and finally dumped all the ingredients in. Eagerly I twirled my chopsticks in the
pot and saw the noodles soften just as I was going to do with Sakura's heart. Soon
afterwards I poured the noodles into a dish I'd used yesterday. Whatever, it was only a
day old, but in my subconscious mind in a sarcastic tone it said, "It's a week old dobe,"
just like Sasuke. My eyes widened considerably, I thought inside, "WHAT THE
FUCK!? I'M THINKING OF UCHIHA SASUKE, THAT ICICLE WHO CALLS ME
DOBE ALL THE TIME!? WHAT THE HELL'S WRONG WITH ME TODAY!?"
With shock instilled upon my brain I started eating my ramen. I couldn't eat
with glee as I usually did. I kept thinking about that bastard, Uchiha Sasuke.
"Uuugghh. my stomach hurts."