If I told you that I loved you, how would you take it? Would you think of it as a friendly gesture or my true emotions? Every day we have been together, teasing each other and playfully arguing till one gives up.
I've been by her side since the day we met each other. I was there for her when she had her breakdown for college, her first job interview, and now she's having her baby shower.
Over the years, I never thought I would lose her to such a thing. I thought she would always be there with me till the very end. I thought she would support me and back me up in the worst case scenarios. Maybe my time was running out and it had to come to an end. I just wondered what we could have been and more.
"Nagihiko," she beautifully says.
Saying my name and hearing it ring through my ears pains me to be near her. I want you, Rima. Why did you have to go and leave me for another? Why are you making me do this?
"I think I can do this..." Rima whispered.
But nonetheless, I still have to be there for her even if she broke my heart.
"You can do it, I know you can." I smiled softly.
We turned to face the door; a key element that leads us to our future. Perhaps I needed to embrace this new change and desire especially if I want to move on to much better things.
"Ladies, I'd like you to meet one of my best friends, Nadeshiko." Rima introduced me.
She humiliated me and made me lose my bet against Kukai. It ultimately broke my heart because my punishment was to dress up as Nadeshiko for the next month. Eat, talk, sleep, BREATHE like Nadeshiko. No more Nagihiko at all. Rima wasn't there for me but instead laughed at my face and sided with Kukai.
Sometimes I hate the situations I'm put in with my crossdressing especially in front of the girl I love.