Sexy Complex

Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction using the characters from the manga/anime series, Lovely Complex, which was created by Aya Nakahara.

Author's Note: I absolutely adore this manga/anime and was disappointed by the lack of fic (particularly lemony fic) associated with it. This is basically my take on how Otani and Risa's relationship progressed in more intimate ways after the end of the series. Although this fic is fluffy, it also contains explicit sex scenes, masturbation, oral, etc. As always, reviews are greatly appreciated and constructive criticism is welcome. Thank you for reading, and I hope you enjoy!

Also, Akemi is supposed to be the girl Risa sits next to in class and befriends at the end of the manga. I wasn't sure if she or the professor had a name so I just made up names for them.

Chapter 1

Risa's Point-of-View

I inhale the crisp smell of fall as I make my way onto the campus. The multicolored leaves sprinkle the grassy quad with a golden brown. Wow! Otani's campus is really nice, I is the first time I have visited Otani since I dropped him off for his entrance exam on that snowy day. It will be nice to finally get to see what he's up to at college…I didn't nearly get hypothermia getting that idiot here for nothing! Otani worked so hard to get in, so I'm really proud of him.

I've been working hard too ever since I started my classes at technical school. At first I was really intimidated – not really knowing anyone in my classes for the first time ever and being surrounded by beautiful, fashionable girls. But then I met Akemi who felt the same way that I did, so classes were a lot less scary since we were in it together. Akemi is even an Umibouzu fan like Otani and I!

Otani comes to visit me every one or two weekends, so even though we're so busy, it's good that we still have the time to do fun things together like go to the arcade or karaoke. I do miss Otani a lot during the week, though. I'm always worrying about silly things like us growing distant or him finding a new girlfriend, but whenever I say things like that, I imagine him getting angry: "How could you think that, you idiot?!" Picturing him all annoyed like that makes me a laugh a little…I got into trouble though because the teacher called on me when I was laughing about Otani in my head and I just kind of gawked like an idiot. I miss my other friends from high school too; I don't see Chiharu-chan or Suzuki-kun that much anymore, although I do stop by Nakao-chi's shop every so often, and Nobu-chan is in Hokkaido of course. I miss her the most, but we call each other all the time and talk until I lose my voice (which is a long time for me!). I'm really excited though because Nobu-chan is coming to visit next weekend for her mother's birthday, so I will definitely have time to see her!

Of course, lost in thought and me being as clumsy as I am, I end up tripping over a stone ledge and fall flat on my face so the whole campus can see. A few people walk by and snigger, and I feel like crying. I am way too sensitive for my own good! And clumsy…

Just then, I hear a girl exclaim, "Hey Chappi, isn't that your girlfriend?" I look up, and a few meters away, I see a red-faced Otani, with his college friends laughing around him.

"What are you talking about? I've never seen that awkward girl before!"

Why that little-! Then I get a devilish thought and put on a nasty smile before running straight towards him, spouting fake tears.

"B-but, Atsushi-kun my darling, how could you say that to your girlfriend?" I try my best to say it like a really fragile romantic heroine; like how his ex-girlfriend Kanzaki-san might have said it.

" S-stop that! You're making a fool out of me too!" Otani's ears begin to go red along with his cheeks.

"Atsushi-kun, my love!" several of his friends taunt him.

"Will you all SHUT UP?!" Otani snaps as he grabs my hand and walks away. They don't stop calling "Atsushi-kun!" after him. He's still fuming as we walk towards an academic building.

"Aw, why are you so upset Atsushi-kun? And here I came all the way out here to visit you!" I love the way he gets so embarrassed when I call him by his first name.

"Stop calling me those unnecessary names!" he groans as we start walking up the stairs. "I just get really embarrassed when you do things like that in front of my college friends!"

"Ah, same as ever, you don't even want to be seen with your girlfriend. Tch! What am I going to do with you?" I mutter as I scrunch my face up.

His face turns back to its normal shade as he snidely remarks, "Who would want to be seen with you when you make such gross faces like that? I'm a cool, popular guy even in college, you know; all the girls are going to mistake you for an Amazonian sorceress who cast a spell on me and battle it out with you."

Ugh – he knows I'm sensitive about that! I try to think of a clever retort, but he turns around instead to give me a peck on the lips while he's standing a few stairs above me.

"Just kidding." He pokes his tongue out before flashing a charming smile. "I'm really glad you came."

Leave it to Otani to melt my heart only seconds after I want to smack him! I smile back. "Yeah, me too. I missed you."

It's then that I remember! Reaching through my bag, I pull out a box of lemons dipped in honey that I made for him.

"I almost forgot – these are for you! They're probably not that good but I hope you like them!"

There is a tiny blush on his cheeks as he flashes me a toothy grin, "Thanks, Koizumi!"

We hang out on the stairs for a while as he eats his candies. I'm pretty sure he likes them; they're definitely a step up from the rice wine-soaked ones I made for him right before we started going out.

"So you have a lot of friends here, then, huh?" I ask him.

"Haha, well, maybe I'm not that popular but I've met people in my classes. Hayashi and Fujiwara play basketball too; you met them. The girls are Shiozaki and Watanabe. They're really different from our old friends but still fun to be around."

"Oh, how so?"

"Ehhhh…I guess they're a lot more daring. They have big mouths…not unlike someone I know."

"Is that so?" I jut my lower lip out in a grouchy manner.

"And you…how is everything going at school? Have you made new friends? Is your teacher still a pain?"

"Well, I really just have Akemi but that's okay because we work really well together. The other girls are kind of snobbish, you know? But Fukugawa-sensei does not like me at all! I space out in class sometimes…"

"Of course you still do."

"Hey, you were just as bad in high school!"

"Yes, but I am a changed man now! You should really follow my example, Koizumi; maybe your sensei wouldn't pick on you as much."

"Hmmm… I could pay attention a bit more. I do enjoy learning about fashion, I really do. I have a lot to learn artistically, I feel, so I look forward to it."

Otani smiles. "That's good! I'm glad you seem to like it. I told you if you put your mind to it you would enjoy it!

"Mmm." I smile. Otani really does support me, deep down.

"Hey, do you want to go out somewhere? We can grab a bite to eat nearby. It's on me since you made me those lemons."

"I won't say no to that! You're really a nice guy after all," I say gleefully as we get up off the stairs.

We get a bite to eat at a local café. We both order a fruit smoothie and upon hearing Umibouzu on the jukebox, we skip out of the restaurant singing Umibouzu songs at the top of our lungs while everyone stares at us strangely. But this is why I love having Otani as my boyfriend, because I can do these things with him and not worry about what anyone thinks. He's my best friend as well as my boyfriend, and if there's anything better than that, then I don't what it is!

It's evening by the time we reach his dorm room on the east side of campus. He fumbles around in his pocket for his room key and warns me, "My room might be really messy. My roommate can be a total slob sometimes…"

"Oh, is he around? Can I meet him?"

"He went to Tokyo for the weekend to visit his girlfriend."

Upon hearing that, I come to the sudden realization that we're going to be completely alone, with no chance of interruption. My heart skips a beat and my palms begin to get sweaty. I think back to the room incident at Maity-sensei's wedding and begin to grow nervous. I mentally slap myself. Fool! You know Otani would never force himself on you. I get a mental image of myself in a kimono squealing, "Noooooo~ Atsushi-kun, you beast!" as he turns into a wolf, laughing maniacally as he unwinds my obi. Ugh, what am I thinking?

I snap back into the real world as Otani tells me, "It's not much, but it's one of the better dorms for first years. Want a drink? I have cola or watermelon soda."

"Oh…yeah…I'll take the watermelon."

I feel a bit dazed. I get a good look at his room for the first time, noticing the Umibouzu and basketball posters. On his desk, he has three pictures: one of him with his family, a silly picture I took of the two of us, and then the picture of us with Umibouzu. I smile, remembering how much fun we had.

Otani tosses me a soda and then starts to drink his own. I don't know why, but it all of a sudden strikes me that he is even more handsome than before. He has grown a bit taller – not by much (he is still only 158 cm) – but he doesn't look like a little boy anymore. He's not manly in the traditional sense or a bishounen but I guess I would call him a guy rather than a boy. There's just something about him now – his hair, his jaw, his hands, his shoulders, his lips…all of it… that has my heart beating faster now that I am completely alone with him. I had liked Otani for a really long time, but I guess I rarely thought about being physically attracted to him as well; I liked Otani for Otani. I wonder if he thinks of me as more of a woman now as well? I thought back to when I was modeling with Mimi-chan and the way he looked at me differently. Ah, but I'm no model.

"So, what do you want to do, Koizumi? We could watch a movie, or play a game. My roommate just got the new BattleMon game, he said I could play it."

"I am SOOOO for that! You're totally going down!" I am so pumped – I've wanted to try out that game for ages.

We play BattleMon for at least two hours, and it's very intense. Otani is kicking my ass, and I cannot contain my rage (He never beats me) as I belt out various obscenities. "WHY ARE YOU SO DAMN GOOD?!" I throw a pillow at him and whack him with it. Laughing, Otani grabs another pillow and it turns into a full-out brawl. We have to end abruptly when a banging on the door interrupts us. Otani scrambles to the door, revealing a guy with glasses shifting around rather uncomfortably.

"Oh hey Takeshi, what's up?" Otani asks.

"Oh…ummm…well, it was just really loud in here and I heard your girlfriend …well…" Takeshi glances over at me nervously and looks embarrassed, "Never mind. Just make sure your girlfriend isn't so loud; it gives me a migraine."

"Sorry about that!" Otani rubbed his back sheepishly.

"Umm, never mind then, bye!" Takeshi shifted his glasses uncomfortably and stormed off.

Otani shut the door and sighed, "Yeah, that's my neighbor, Takeshi. He does annoying things like that. Like one time I was going back to my room and Takeshi was at our door freaking out because my roommate and his girlfriend…"

All of a sudden Otani turns bright red and stops talking.

"Otani, is something wrong?" What's up with him?

"Uhhh, never mind that! What do you want to do now?"

"No, what's bothering you? I need to know! Are you embarrassed because you don't want anyone at your college to know that I'm your girlfriend?"

"No, no, it's not that at all! Forget it – nothing is wrong." He seems annoyed but also a little embarrassed.

"Oh yeah? Well SUPER MEGA LONG LEGS KICK!" I lunge towards Otani, who dodges out of the way.

"What the hell are you doing, you giant wench?!"

"Oh, hohohohoho! I am no wench! I am Risamon, the fighting type BattleMon! You don't stand a chance against me, Chibimon!"

Otani puffs up, "Oh, is that so? Well you're forgetting I can use my charm on you!"

"Oh really? Well try dodging these—" but before I can finish, Otani shouts, "Tickle attack!" and tickles me, tackling me to the ground. We are both laughing so hard that we are crying, so we both stop to catch a much-needed breath. I then realize that Otani has my hands pinned down and is on top of me. My heart starts beating even faster now and I can feel my face go red as his gaze becomes more intense. He smiles and slowly leans in closer to me, planting a gentle kiss on my lips. I close my eyes and melt into him; my heart a-flutter and butterflies in my stomach. We've kissed plenty of times, but that still doesn't stop me from melting into a pile of mush every time. I expect him to pull away completely but instead he kisses me again and moves one of his hands to caress my cheek. I feel like I'm going to explode, but instead I just elicit a muffled "mmmmmm" and move my free hand to his back. This causes Otani to deepen the kiss in such a passionate way that I have never felt before. Usually when we kiss, it's just a short, gentle peck – but nothing like this. I can feel his breath hitch as he pulls a centimeter away from my lips to breathe. I open my eyes and see that Otani has this look that I cannot describe. His brows are furrowed and he looks confused. I stare up at him with equal confusion, but he then gently plants his lips down upon mine again for another long, sensual kiss. My entire body must be absolutely red by now! I thought nothing could surpass the very first time we kissed, but this is coming close. This is absolute ecstasy – I love Otani, I love him so much! My entire body aches and I feel a sensation come over me that is indescribable. Desiring to be even closer to him, I instinctively wrap my legs around his waist. He abruptly stops for some reason, shifting away uncomfortably and looking away.

"Huh? Otani? What's going on?"

"I need to go to the bathroom," he mutters, still not looking at me.

"Ehhhh?" I am still confused, but he limps uncomfortably out of the room.

What got into him? Did I do something wrong? Maybe I'm a really terrible kisser…gah, Risa, be confident! He wouldn't have made out with you like that if he wasn't enjoying it!

All of a sudden I feel a blush creep through my entire body and I begin to grow light-headed. I just made out with Otani….heh heh. Still feeling a bit dizzy, I try to stand up, but I whack my head against an open drawer in Otani's desk and a bunch of papers come flying out.

Ugh, such a klutz as always! I pick up the papers and stuff them back into the drawer. I then notice a small package under one of his papers, and curiously pick it up. It only takes me a few seconds, but once I realize what it is, my heart stops.

A condom.

I feel myself growing light-headed again and let out a shriek as I toss the package back on the ground. I cover my mouth. You idiot! Don't make a racket, Otani should be back any second now. Take nice deep breaths. After what seems like forever, I am finally able to calm myself down.

Relax, Risa. Just because he has a condom doesn't mean he's going to force himself on you tonight. He might not even want to go that far!

Then my fear kicks in. Maybe the thought of being intimate with me disgusts him and he has a cute girlfriend with big boobs at college and they're already doing…it? Ahhhh, I don't think my heart can take it!

But he did make out with me…so maybe he does want me that much…

Gulping, I look towards the condom again. I poke it and flinch. Come on, it's just a stupid condom, why are you so afraid of it? I reach over to pick it up and stuff it back in Otani's drawer, but I am too late. Otani opens the door and sees me clutching his condom with a crazed expression on my face. I feel like I am going to have a heart attack. Otani just looks dumbfounded. There is a long, awkward silence.

"What are you doing?" I can feel so much heat radiating between the two of us that I feel like I'm going to faint.

Sounding like a complete idiot, I stammer,"Uh-uh, yeah, yeah, well, um, I-I-I didn't mean to, uh, b-but I just kinda went all like 'whoop' and everything s-s-pilled out i-including this co-co-co-." I can't even finish the sentence; I'm going to die.

Otani snatches the condom from my hands and snaps, "I-It's not like I asked for it! All of the first years got a free one during orientation!"

I don't know if I should feel relieved, but I calm down nonetheless, and just manage to say quietly, "Oh, I guess that makes sense…"

My ears and cheeks are still burning. Another ruined date because of my stupidity, just like Maity-sensei's wedding.

"It's getting late," Otani finally says shortly. "Your family probably expects you home now."

"Y-yeah…" I look at my cell phone. It's 10:30, so I probably should aim to get home by midnight.

"I'll walk you to the train station," Otani says. I cannot read him right now, and I worry about it all the way to the train station. We don't say a word to each other. I hate this awkwardness! Trying to think of something to say, I think of what Nobu-chan would have me do…that's it!

"So um, did you hear Nobu-chan is coming to visit next weekend?"

"No, I didn't. Are you going to see her?"

"Of course! We're going to go out with Nakao-chi and hopefully Chiharu-chan and Suzuki-kun Saturday afternoon, can you come?"

"Yeah, I think so."

"Well…good! Umm…see you next weekend, then?" This is so awkward.

"Yeah, see ya…"

I walk towards the stairs leading down to the platform, but I feel Otani grab my wrist.

"Otani-wha?"

I turn around. Otani is staring at me very seriously.

"Koizumi, you know that I love you, right?"

"Otani…why are you-?"

" I just….I just want you to know that I would never, ever do something to you that you do not want to do. So don't worry about it, okay?"

"Otani…" I don't know what to say.

"Don't worry about it. See ya." And before I could say anything, he left.