Hi! I just want to say that I will be doing more Patrome, Jara, Amfie, and all that jazz as well. I an listened to the song Jar Of Hearts by Christina Perri and I absolutely loved it. This song fic one shot is for Patrome cause I saw a movie playing in my head while I was listening to if and I just had to write it. I think you guys have been waiting long enough for me to do Before He Cheats by Carrie Underwood, and I am proud to say that it will be up later today or tomorrow or sometime this week! If you have not seen the music video for the song Jar Of Hearts by Christina Perri, you need to see it. This song is probably going to be stuck in my head for the rest of the month. Also, I am excited for the new episode of Secret Life Of The American Teenager today. If you read my profile, you see it says that I am obsessed with Pretty Little Liars, well I am also obsessed with that show too. I think the Adrian's baby dies but I hope not. If it does, I might cry. Oh and one little fun fact about me, in the season finale of HOA, when Nina kissed Fabian, I screamed. Well not screamed but squealed loudly. I couldn't stop smiling. I was smiling like a maniac. I had that smile for about an hour or two. Yep. Okay, here is Jar Of Hearts.
Disclaimer: I do not own HOA or Christina Perri or her song called Jar Of Hearts.
I went to the auditorium in the school cause I didn't want to see Jerome or anyone at the time. We had just broke up a few months ago and then wanted to talk. He was with Mara but he said he needed to stay after school for some prank he had gotten in trouble for. He lied to her cause he wanted to see me. I still cant believe one of my best friends was dating my ex, but that's besides the point. When me and Jerome broke up, it was a really messy fight.
*FLASHBACK*
Jerome: "NO! I DIDN'T WANT THAT TO HAPPEN. SHE IS THE ONE WHO KISSED ME!'
Patricia: "THEN WHY DIDN'T YOU PULL AWAY FROM HER? WHY DID YOU KEEP KISSING HER? HUH?" I said, not yelling, but, loudly. Loud enough that he could hear the hurt I felt.
Jerome: "I-I don't know."
Patricia: "So you don't know? YOU don't know WHY? YOU don't know WHY YOU kept KISSING HER?"
Jerome: "I-I-"
Patricia: "I will never forgive you. EVER. And if you think Sandy is a better kisser and girlfriend than I am, why don't YOU be HER boyfriend? WE ARE OVER!"
*END OF FLASHBACK*
I started to play the piano. I played a piece I wrote myself and lyrics to go with it. I wrote the song in study hall. I had nothing to study for and that was on my mind so I just started to write down lyrics.
I know I cant take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most
I cant believe I was so stupid
I regret it all
I'm no longer your ghost
You lost your love
And I learned to live half a life
And now you want me one more time
I learned to live without you
You should do the same
You want me back
Well that is not going to happen
And who you think you are
Running around leaving scares
Collecting your Jar Of Hearts
And tearing love apart
What do you think you are doing
You left scares when you broke my heart
You just keep collecting your Jar Of Hearts
You kept tearing my love apart
Youre gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
Your so cold
From the ice inside you
don't come back for me
Who do think you are
I hear your asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms
You ask me everyday where am I
When you find me I will say no
I have grown up
To know all your foolish games
To go back in your arms
And I learned to live half a life
And now you want me one more time
I lived without you for so long
You should have learned your lesson
You want me back
But it will be know every time
And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scares
Collecting your Jar Of Hearts
And tearing love apart
Who do you think you are
You leave scares for every girl
If you do this to Mara
You will tear her love for you apart
Your gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
You are just pure… there isn't even a word to describe it
You wont get me back ever
Who do you think you are
You should have thought who you were messing with in the first place
Dear it took so long to feel alright
Remember how to put the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now your back
You don't get to get me back
I wish we never have kissed
You broke every promise that you made me
You said you would never hurt me
But you did
If you do that same thing to Mara or anyone else
You wont get them back
Or Mara
Or me even
And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scares
Collecting your Jar Of Hearts
And tearing love apart
Youre gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
don't come back for me
don't come back for me (x2)
Who do you think you are (x3)
When you said that you wanted to meet me
I wanted to
My head said go for I
My heart said don't let him hurt you again
My heart knew better
So I didn't come back
There! Done Finally! Now, I just have to wait for Secret Life to come on and then today will be complete. I will have Patricia's outfit thingy on my profile in a bit or so. Oh and Before He Cheats will not be Fabina. The couple I will pick is a surprise… WAH HA HA HA HA HA HA! (evil laugh!) I can be crazy sometimes but I'm usually like that. Anyway, I will do the song Arms also by Christina Perri sometime this week too. I might not do Amfie just because 1) they go together and 2) I don't have a song for them. Only like 3 songs. Also I will be doing Fabina A LOT so watch out for those as well. As they say in Slovak (I take French. I'm 12 years old and we have something called specials and one of them is French I don't know why but my school is like that but I will continue to take French through all grades I am in. and I will take Spanish as well. And no I am not taking French class through all grades I'm in cause on HOA the students took French class. In England the 2 main languages are English and French. We had to do a project and my friend is part British (no she does not have an accent) and on her poster it had that as the 2 main lanuages. Enough of my rambling) Zbohom. I hope that is right cause Google translate isn't always right. Bye!