A/N (Here's a story I think I'm going to finish. Usually I don't finish any of my stories, but I have a feeling about this. This is not a slash. I wouldn't know who to write one anyway. That'S really all it's not I guess, so enjoy the story.)

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Harry potter series who so lucky to be who she is.

Pairings: None (Not that I can think of right now.)

Warnings: Swearing, bloodshed, and disturbing images in the future.

Summary: Harry's been missing for 7 months from a car accident. when the Order finds him they worry if it's the real Harry even more. Do they even know him and what's with the girl that hangs around him? find out in the story and see how far can Harry take the pain before snapping.

Chapter 1: Fallen rain

The night was warm and the moon shines brightly as a candle in the dark. The forest 20 blocks from Privet Drive was as darker and grimmer then the human eyes. Policemen in there uniform paroling the area outside of the spooky forest. A silver van was tipped over, bashed and scratches roam on the car. The glass shards grace the green grass and blood spread across it. The police's speaker rang threw the night and sirens rung.

Far from the crystal lights of the cars a boy ran deeper into the forest. His jet black hair flowing smoothly back from the wind, baggy cloths swung back . His running threw trees and animals that where watching him freely. Harry watched the animals look back at him with there glowing eyes and wished to be free. Run or fly and have a life of choices, not life of misery or despair. The boy looked back ahead of him having his mind in check.

Twigs cracked beneath his feet. His old, worn out shoes hurting his feet. His eerie green eyes, shining from the moon behind his glasses, and his lightning scar visible to see. His name was Harry Potter.

"What's wrong Harry? Tired?" A females voice spoke up into the deep forest. Harry stopped in his tracks to feel sudden pain go threw his stomach. He grabbed his stomach to find blood wash over his hand. Harry grunted his teeth in anger. 'Damn it!'Behind him, on the bark of a tree was a small metal object that looked like a toothpick soaked in blood, trickling down into the soil of the tree.

"Did that hurt? Oh, I'm sorry." A woman walked out of the darkness smiling at him. The woman had long wavy black hair. She wore tight black jeans with a black shirt that went down to her thighs. Her purple eyes glowed in the night air. "I'm sorry, but I don't like when people kick me In the stomach."

"You bastard." Harry said harshly.

"I've been called worse. Plus I gave you my name. Use it. " She said laughing at how Harry could be so naive.

"Okay, how about this. YOU UGLY BITCH FROM HELL, YOU SON OF A BASTARD THAT CAME OUT OF THE LORD OF DEVIL'S ASS HIMSELF! OH, Mia. How about that for you!?" Harry grunted again, but out of pain. His breathes where coming out shallow and harsh. For some reason the piercing of the wound put more damage on him then he thought. 'What's wrong with me? Why am I feeling this much?' Then his sight started to turn into a blur. Harry panicked.

Mia sneered at him in anger and as fast as a lightning she was choking Harry by one

hand pulling him up from the ground. "Now, now you shouldn't say something that's mean if you can't say anything nice." She said to him like he was a 5 year old.

"Go... to...HELL!" Harry managed out. Harry eye sight around the edges became darker and

his head felt like it was about to explode. Harry thought that he shouldn't of said that. His eye opened a little, trying to look shock of what he blabbed out of his mouth, but it failed.

"Awe... "She trailed off from Harry's screaming. Leila's two fingers where jabbed in the wound that she made with her metal picks, but as hard as he tried he couldn't scream. Tears ran down Harry's cheeks and drop on the ground. Harry managed to struggle but it gave more pain. His eyes tight shut and his hand gripping Leila's other hand that was still choking him. "What did I say about not saying anything nice?" She smiled.

Leila dug in deeper until Harry had enough air to scream into the moist air. When she let go Harry cried out of pain growing in his body. "Awe. Is the poor baby crying? Let me help you." then Harry felt another pain and another and another. Feeling sharp objects embedded inside of him, blood pour threw the wounds. Leila looked thoughtful at Harry like she had done her job.

Harry breathing was short; moaning in pain Leila looked down at Harry smiling widely at him. Rain came thundering down on Harry. Soaking his bloody body Harry looked strait ahead, his eyes in a daze. Green eyes dull of unawareness.

"Now let's see why professor wants you so badly." she whispered. Lifting him up she ran deeper into the forest. A clash of thundering and lighting showered the scene.

Harry looked back at his friends, seeing them leaving Kings Cross with there family. How he wished Sirius was alive right now. Harry held back tears that where waiting to surface. "Hurry up boy. I haven't got all day with you." a voice behind him murmured. Harry turned around to Vernon Dursley. His figure changed in the past year. He was bigger then ever. His cloths barely could tuck under his pants. "Come on. I haven't all day."

Harry took one look at where his friends where and took a step forward to the car to see only a shadow replacing Vernon. Harry stopped and just looked at what ever was near him. The shadow screeched loud and long. Harry snapped his hands to his ears and his eyes shut tightly, trying to block out the noise. It felt long, to see only the back of his eyelids. He slowly opened his eyes, hearing nothing but silence only to find the creature in his face. Harry screamed surprised, tripped when he back up from it.

So slow...

Stretching out it's hands in front of him. Harry felt stuck in place. He just looked at it as it reached for his cheeks. Harry's breathe stop feeling that this shadow would react on it.

So cold...

Then it put it's hand on his chest feeling it rise and fall. Harry looked at the creature in confusion. Wondering what it was doing. Then the shadow screeched so loud that Harry clenched his ears tightly. Before it vanished threw him, feeling an eerie sensation. Suddenly Harry felt weak, letting the rest of his body thud to the ground. Harry weakly looked up at the sky, seeing the fake Kings Cross station starting to become dark and then there was silence. Harry's eyes where closed filling nothing, until he felt water. The sound of the rushing waves twirled in his mind, giving him a wonderful sensation for some reason. Until he felt he was sinking. At the last minute he opened his eyes and took a deep breathe before being engulfed in it.

Harry...

Harry opened his eyes to see white light which was actually a room. Taking in the air he sat up slowly to find a woman at his side. Harry looked away from the women to see the whole room was white like Hogwarts infirmary.

"Hello, you're awake. Good." the women said, getting Harry's attention. "You are lucky your alive, what Mia did to you. You've only sleep for two hours" she said.

Harry looked at the women, seeing she had on a white trench coat she was likely a doctor. Harry looked around one more time to get his mind situated before saying anything. "Um, where am I? Who are you?"

The women sighed heavily, but answered anyways. "I can not tell you where you're at but I'm Doctor Kalson. You're safe here." she encouraged. Harry looked at her with suspicions. "Now you need some rest. Go to sleep for awhile and you'll know everything later." she said smiling, which reminded him of Umbridge so clearly. "Sleep." she said firmly. Harry looked at her, feeling sleepy that he didn't feel earlier. Then he saw darkness.

Dumbledore looked into the opened forest, Professor McGonagall and Professor Snape walked beside him. McGonagall had a worried face with a hint of nervousness. Snape looked stern and annoyance look to him. They walked pass trees and a fog covered the forest ground, the rain already gone from the night. They heard twigs snap, animals' growls, and howls.

"Um, Dumbledore? Are you sure Harry's in hear?" McGonagall whispered to the old man.

"Harry was supposed to be at the Durlsey's residents three hours ago. Mrs. Hestia was the first to watch Harry, but the Durlsey's car hasn't been driven near the house. I suspected that something went wrong." Dumbledore explained to her.

"But... but what about that fat whale that was suppose to drive Potter to the house. What happened to him and the car?" McGonagall asked.

Dumbledore stopped, taking a sighing breathe. "I'm afraid that's why where here. Mrs. Hestia, telling me that there was people near this forest as which there must of been an accident. She stood there until she saw Mr. Dursley carried away by a big blue and red light up car." Dumbledore confirmed.

McGonagall gasped in shocked more worry, putting her hands to her lips. "No." she whispered into her hand. "We have to find him or you know who will find him instead." she said firmly.

"Maybe he's just hiding for attention. I wouldn't pass by him if he would run away like that. He's so selfish. Making everyone run around, finding him because of his stupidity. I for one would just let him be. He would come back thinking that he will have hugs all around. Well I think..."

"Severus." said Dumbledore. "There is no need for comments such as yours." Dumbledore looked around again before sighing deeply. "I'm afraid that we'll have to have a search party. Severus, go call the order. Tell them to meet me here." and with a nod Severus vanished with a crack. "McGonagall, will have to search quickly before Voldemort figures out Harry's missing."

"Dumbledore how do we now his not at the hospital like Mr. Dursley is right now?"

"Because, Mrs. Hestia asked if they seen anyone else which they said no." he said.

"What are we going to do if we don't find him?"

"Let's see what happens next before questioning that. Shall we?"

"Yes sir."

They waited for the rest of the Order for a useless search which they wouldn't find him. Only the fallen rain knows where he vanishes to.

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