The After
I don't remember anything before it.
I don't remember how it started, I don't know where it started, or how. I just remember the feeling of adrenaline rushing through my body and the gasping of breath. It wasn't at all painful, I suppose. I saw colors blur and my world spin several shades of blue. The surroundings seemed a mess and I was lost within it all.
I felt something new, something I had never experienced. Something that made me clutch onto what was beneath me. Shivers went down my spin and cool air brushed against me.
I did not struggle.
I did not have to. I wasn't being attacked or bound against my will. What I was was falling and learning. Falling into something I knew I couldn't get away from, nor I did not want to. I wanted to be where I was. I refused to fight the feeling because I loved the feeling. And I was learning something new.
I was learning that this had no limits.
I never understood over the years. I look back on all the looks, the faces, the concern, and the words. I can't count all the actions; I seemed so blind… but now. Now I think everything looks so much clearer. Life seems so much more precious.
At one point I think I felt like collapsing, like I nearly blacked out. The oxygen from my head seemed gone, but I managed… and strongly. I felt the moisture running cold down every part of me. A sudden burst of heat ended it all... then it was tranquil.
Quiet.
A good silence.
Then I laid at rest and caught my breath before passing out just after whispering three words to the dark and feeling embraced.
Then I woke here, wrapped up in the arms of the blonde that brought me into her world.
Passion and love has no limits.
At least not here…
Something short and hopefully sweet..