Happy
Its just a word
H-A-P-P-Y
Sirius remembers a time when he was happy
When he was free
When he sat with his friends by the lake; Padfoot, Moony, Wormtail and Prongs
Best friends marauders and most of all brothers
But not any more
Now ones dead, ones a traitor, ones in askaban and then there's Moony
Kind gentle Moony
Sirius wonders what he'll do now
All his friends gone in one night because of one lying little bas- No
Sirius stops
He refuses to become a madman because god knows if he lets his hatred fester he'll go mad
Like his family
Well you know, Black by name Black by nature
Hes in jail for the murder of 13 muggles, the most ever killed in one blast and for being a deatheater.
He laughs, really the trouble he went to, to avoid joining the dark lord,
he'd left his home and his little brother and now hes in jail for being a deatheater.
He laughs again
Hes been doing that a lot lately-laughing that is, but not from happiness as he used too.
But because if he dosnt laugh he'll cry and he's scared that if he starts crying he'll never stop.
He looks out his window up at the sky.
It's a full moon
He remember how full moons used to be,
Him Remus James and Pet-
NO
Peter isn't a friend any more.
Sirius refuses to let him stay in his memories.
Hes gone
Stupid little rat
He'll die someday and Sirius hopes his death will be painful
Very very painful
He should suffer as Harry will suffer growing up with no parents, as Lily and James will suffer having to watch their son grow up from heaven and as Remus will suffer alone and friendless on the full moons.
That almost makes Sirius happy
He hasn't been happy in a long time
There's that word again
Happy
He remembers a song he once heard when he was younger
dont worry, be happy
dont worry, be happy
dont worry, be happy
But by now he can hardly remember what happy is.
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