The truth is…
'Dear Santana,
The truth is I really like you, like really like you. Since the moment we met in kindergarten I knew I loved you. I know you don't feel the same way. It's okay. I know how you are. I know 'falling in love' isn't in your agenda and it really isn't when it's followed by 'with a girl'.
I know you're not gay, I mean how could you be, right? We just had sex, that's not being gay. You kissing another girl, that's not being gay. You like boys, tons of boys. I liked boys because you liked boys but I like one girl, like you like one girl. I, on the other hand, admit to being gay…or at the most bi. I have kissed other girls other than you, just so you know. It's never been the same as what we've had, nothing could compare.
The truth is that I know what you told Artie. He spilled everything after I told Puck to swirly him. I was mad, he broke up with me and I had done nothing but help him. I didn't understand at first but after talking to Rachel (who helped me write this letter) she made me understand that whether you want to admit it or not, probably the latter, you were jealous of what Artie and I had. If you couldn't have me, no one could.
Why is it that you can has something so close to a relationship with Puck but I can't date Artie for more than a day because you get jealous? Opps, did I say jealous? No, no, no, Santana Lopez does not get jealous, people are jealous of Santana Lopez.
The truth is you play this part of a heartless bitch but on the inside you just want people to like you.
The truth is…I don't like you. Ever since you sent me into the sewers to look for your necklace that fell in the sink and you went behind my back and got a boob job after I told you you looked hot and didn't need one, I don't like you. You're only 16, why do you need a boob job? So people will notice you more? That lame excuse? Well sorry but I don't buy it.
The truth is I'm done listening to your lies. I'm done letting you think for me. I'm done letting you take advantage of how much I love you.
The truth is I'm done with you. So you can keep your fake relationship with Puck, see where that goes, because I don't care anymore.
The truth is you need to know the truth about yourself. You need to figure out what you truly want in this world because what you want and what you need are two things very different. Whatever you choose I'll respect it.
The truth is that I will always love you Santana Lopez. No matter what you say or do towards me and other people in your life we will always love you even if we say we don't.
Love,
Brittany S. Pierce'
