Who Are They?

My name is Victor and I do not know how long I have been here. All I know is that I have been hiding in this dark cave for a long time without feeding myself. All this time I think about only one thing. MY REASON OF EXISTENCE.

No Victor….. You don't need to think about it and start depressing yourself.

I have always wondered why I hide in this cave. But as usual there are reasons for it….especially 2 reasons.

One reason is that I do not want to become a monster. My vampire instincts always tell me to go hunt a human so that I could be fed up with blood. I know it's a matter of time….no I don't want to drink blood. Not since her blood spilled…no stop.

Just be calm…just be calm…..don't think about blo….no... no….

I was a monster once. I do not want to become one. But I know in some way or another I would kill someone. This is one of the reasons I stay behind and hide. I know there is no way of killing me. I am a vampire. And there is only one way to kill myself. The Volturi. The same ones that destroyed my life. The same ones that killed my reason for existence. And I would never go to them. They are the real monsters. They are the ones who deserve death…..

No...…no I do not need to think about it.

How can I not think about the Volturi, they are one of the reasons I am here. They are the ones who destroyed my life. I believed my kind had souls but they took mine away.

One part of mind always tells me to take revenge on them. But my other part argues with me that revenge is not everything as it cannot bring my reason of existence from death…..

No Victor….you do not need to think about it…

How could I not think about it? THEY DESTROYED MY LIFE. HOW COULD I NOT THINK ABOUT IT.?

I uh …calm down. Take deep breaths.

The last words of my reason for existence were to live my life and not to destroy it. I won't destroy it. I promised her. And I would not betray my promise to her. It the least thing I could do for her.

No no ….don't think about her.

I am weak. I have no strength to get out of this cave. But in one way I am glad. I don't need to hunt humans. If I were to get out of here I am sure I would kill someone. There is no other option. If there was any other option I would try that alternative. But as I said there was no other option but only to kill innocent humans. So it is better to stay in this cave than kill some innocent persons having family.

Family…..family…

No Victor…just don't…

My girl always said to me that she wanted a life with me so that we could have a family…

Nope I don't want to start again …just forget it…

How could I forget it…? She was the reason for my existence, she was the one who taught me not to become a monster and now she is gone.

Victor…please stop it…..you are betraying yourself…

Betrayal…that is the worst thing …I don't like betrayal...…..but the one whom I considered my best friend betrayed me…she cheated me….. I trusted her…she betrayed me….. The pain she gave to my Jenna…..

No…no…no….no no….. I don't want to think about her….I don't want to think about her name even….

Jenna….Jenna…..Jennifer….my reason of existence….. My love…..

No Vic… you don't need to think about my Jenna…my Jenna…..think something else…..

No there is nothing for me to think….only her…my memories with her….only my Jennifer…..

There are only two persons who I don't trust and forgive myself in this entire world…..one, the girl I considered my best friend and two…

"Carlisle…..can we check up on that cave. I have been thinking of entering that cave", A woman with a sweet voice said.

"Why not?" the man said with pure adoration and love to the near woman.

Love….Love…..

Wait…What the hell…no no no…..shit….they better not be coming here. I may hurt them. Don't concentrate on them… don't concentrate on them. Well they are at least 2 miles far. So I guess they would be talking about some other cave….

Their laughter can be heard and those footsteps are so graceful that it keeps coming near….

Oh shit they are coming here. Stop breathing. I don't want to hurt them. I am not a monster….I am not a monster….

Please god let the humans be safe. Let the humans be safe. They are not dangerous. They are innocent. I am the monster. Please let them go away.

Wait…what is that smell… Oh my…. they aren't humans they are… no let them go ….don't think about it ….just let them go…..leave them alone…..I am not a monster….

They are entering the cave ….

Oh shit….. Don't concentrate on them…

"I think someone's here. The scent is pretty odd. I mean…. " the man told to the woman

No wait…..they are not dangerous…..I am dangerous…they are….

Vampires. And THEY ARE VERY DANGEROUS.

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