Me: OH MY GAWD MY FIRST FANFIC EVAA! -throws balloons in the air-

Cilan: Your first? :) I can't wait to see which flavor you'll put in it.

Me: Yeah and it's kinda hard 'cuz my native language isn't English,
so i had to search for englisch names of the citys and pokemon and so on q.q

Cilan: If the readers find any mistakes i think they will tell you nicely.

Me: That would be great! *-*

Ash: So what is the story about?

Me: You and Cilan? -raises an eyebrow-

Ash: I guess thats obvious...so what's the plot?

Me: heh..you'll soon find out :D

Ash: Meany.. -pouts-

Me: hehehe :D...-turns to Cilan- Cilan it would be an honor if you would
do the disclaimer pleaase?

Cilan: Of course Hikari! Hikari doesn't own Pokemon :)

Me: Thanks! So let's start this! ;D

"Talk"
'Thoughts'
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Prologue

It was two days before Christmas. All Citys were wonderful decorated and the sweet aroma of cookies and cake blew in the air. It was snowing like most of the time in Icirrus City as Ash, Cilan and Iris just arrived in the City of Snow and Ice . In this town Ash is going to get his next badge and if it would go after Ashs' head the first thing they would do now is going straight to the Gym for his battle.

"Ash?" Iris stopped walking and looked at the boy in front of her playing with the snow. ' What a Child' she thought. Ash turned around with an curious looking Pikachu on his shoulders "Whats Up?"

"What would you think if we have a little break with Gym battles and stuff till Christmas is over?" Iris asked freezing from the cold.

Ash eyed her with an shocked expression not wanting to wait for his battle even another second."Why's that!? I want to get my next badge!" he started to protest. "Pikaa..." Pikachu dropped it's ears to show his disappointment to the girl.

Cilan smiled at the hyperactive boy and put his hand on ash's shoulder "I think that would be a wonderful idea,don't you think that too,Ash?" Ash looked at Cilan with a pouting face "But Cilan-" he still wanted to protest but the sommelier interrupted him "We all could use a little break after all. And the Pokemon,too. And soon it's Christmas,we should allow ourselves a nice and relaxing time ,right?" Ash eyed him slowly,sighing and giving up. There was no arguing with Cilan if he smiles so calmly and talks in such a positive way. "Okey,fine. But right after Christmas Day I want my battle!"

"What a Child" Iris commented with an annoyed look on her face but wearing a small smile after all "So thats settled. We should go to a Pokemon Center and ask for rooms right?"

"RIGHT!" Ash answered and raced with Pikachu to the next Pokemon Center. Cilan and Iris just laughed at him and followed.

After they reserved their rooms,a room for Iris and the other for Cilan and Ash so they won't have to spend to much money,the three friends were sitting in the cafeteria. Iris and her Axew drinking warm chocolate and Ash eating his meal.

"You're such a Child. Can't you even eat proberly?" Ash just give her an evil glare and continued eating.

Cilan was just watching his friends deep in his own thoughts. Soon is Christmas and Cilan had no idea what he should buy for his two friends. For Iris maybe a special item for her Axew? That would be alright... but for Ash? It has to be something special...

The mostly so calm sommelier hid his face in his scarf to get more comfortable and looked outside watching the snow.
What's the matter with me. This strange feeling when he looks at me. The need to make him happy,to see him smile. The beautiful power in his beautiful chocolate eyes...Cilan sighed and closed his eyes.

"Cilan?" he turned around to face a worried looking Iris. "It's nothing Iris. Just a little cold thats all" he smiled softly like he always does. Iris just smiled lightly "That's good! Well it's getting late. Should we go to sleep now? Tomorrow we'll have a long day full with Christmas shopping!" the young girl shouted excited. "That's a good idea"

Cilan slowly stood up watching Iris waving good night disappear in her own room then looked at Ash "I'll be in our room,alright?"Ash somehow felt a little sad that Cilan really leaved him all on his own...but HEY! he's no child who need anybody to look after him! "Sure Cilan,i'll follow you after I finished" He smiled at Cilan and then concentrated again on his meal.

"Alright then" With that Cilan made his way to their room and didn't need long to change in his sleep clothes and lay into his bed. He was very tired and it was freezing cold even in the room. After a while he was comfortably warm but somehow he just couldn't sleep. His thoughts always traveled back to Ash no matter how hard he tried. I don't get it. Am i really..gay? I never was what would Ash think? What would my brothers think? Is Ash even gay...? I guess not... Maybe i should talk about this with someone. Yeah,i'll call my brothers tomorrow! I hope they can help me..

With that,still troubled in his mind,Cilan fell in a soft slumber.

After Ash finished his meal he still sat in his chair watching the snow falling slowly. Pikachu saw his trainers sad face and wanted to know what troubled him. "Pika?" the mouse looked at him with an questioning look. "I don't want to talk about it Pikachu.." was the only thing ash could bring out. Not satisfied with this answer Pikachu made a face which ash clearly read as 'Tell me what it is or you won't get any sleep till you tell me'. Sighing Ash give in "You know Pikachu.." he began,stroking softly over Pikachus cheeks "I have strong feelings for...eh...'someone' ". The yellow Pokemon looked confused,wanting to know who that 'someone' was but let it slide,knowing it was hard enough for it's trainer to talk about this. "And..And...it's a Guy..." Again this left Pikachu in confusion. Whats so bad about it at all? "It's not normal Pikachu!" ashs answered knowing pretty well what Pikachu thought right now. "It's not normal for a guy loving another guy!" he said in frustration looking like he would cry every minute. "Pika..." Pikachu dropped it's ears and nuzzled Ashs hand. "Maybe it's just a phase and it'll go away. Yeah that could be it" Ash smiled lightly at his partner "Let's join the others and go to sleep?" "Pika!" the yellow mouse hopped on Ashs shoulder and they both made their way to their and Cilans room. Ash quickly changed in his sleeping clothes and layed in his bed beside Pikachu. "Sleep well Pikachu" "Pikaa" the little pokemon answered nuzzling his head against the soft pillow.

Ash just smiled and let himself fall in a deep slumber himself.

Ash: Man why am I all depressed? And who is this Guy?

Me: Really now? -facepalm-

Cilan: What a bitter taste for a beginning.

Me: Aww,soon everything will be finee.

Cilan: -smiles- but it wasn't that bad for your first time. It still needs some spice in it but i'm sure you can fix this.

Me: Thanks thats so nice Cilan -hugs him-

Cilan: Anytime -hugs back-

Ash: You still haven't told me which Guy this is! Gary? Brock? Wait...ugh..

Me: Oh Ash.. Well! I hope you liked it! please review and tell me how my first try of a fanfic/chapter was! 3 (and i know it's short but it's just the prologue )