Beneath The Surface

"We are just humans, humans that wanted to be loved, desperately."

Prologue

The Letters to Nowhere, From No one

Dear Amu,

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for making you cry. I'm sorry for all the lies, for all the broken promises, and all the broken hearts. I'm sorry that sorry could never be enough for all the pain I gave you. I'm sorry that a mere apology like this would not reverse time, and change what could not be change, undo what could not be undone.

But I promise you. I promise that you would never have to go through that again. I promise to fix your broken heart, find all the missing pieces of your world, and let you find back the happiness that you lost and deserved, even it would take forever.

Even if I will have to go through hell and back, I promise you that and this would be one promise that I would never break.

Yours Forever,

Dear Amu,

I hate you.

I hate you and your naivety, your innocent outlook of life, and practically just everything about you. From the way your eyes sparkle at the smallest things, and to the way you cry while you chunk down the huge tub of ice cream while you watch the saddest scene of your favorite drama, (which by the way isn't really sad, I could do better), the bottom line was, I hate how your every little actions made my heart beat fast.

You had no idea how freaking much I detested you, how I wish you didn't exist.

But somewhere along the tears and laughter, I realized I fell for you.

I realized it wasn't hate; it was love all along.

But you never looked at me. You never truly looked at me that way.

Could you blame me? Could you really blame me when I tried to get your attention through childish ways? I anger you a little more for you to notice me, teased you a little more for your attention to stay on me, and annoying you a little more so that you would never forget me.

Was it wrong? Was it so wrong?

I would give you the moon and the stars, all the diamonds and sapphires, the black and the white if you could accept me because that's how much you mean to me, how much I'm willing to sacrificed.

Now Princess, tell me what can I do? Tell me what could I do to make you look my way, just even once because you know; I would go through Pluto and back just for you.

Sincerely,

The foolish cat who you wouldn't look at

-waves- Hello! This is my first fanfiction and the first time I'm using so this might take a bit to get used to so I hope you understand.

This fic is still currently in progress and I only have Chapter 1 and Chapter 2 in my vault now. Some of the characters may not act like what they seemed to portray in the anime/manga, actually scratched that, most of the characters will give a different feel and personalities from the manga/anime. As you can probably guess from here, that my main couple would be Amuto, though there will be side pairings as well. As you can see from the title, this story is not definitely not your usual happy-go-lucky kind, there will be a lot of heartbreak, lies and basically misery in the fiction, one thing to note about in this fiction is that not everything is what it seems and the drama would not begin so fast so I hope you will bear with me.

With that, I hope you have a enjoyable time reading this fiction. (: