Warnings: Yaoi, Language

AN: Well, I've wanted to write a RoyXEd fanfic for a while, so here it is. Please tell me your opinions on how the story is going.

Disclaim: Don't own FMA

Chapter One of Mistakes

Unlocked Doors

I took in a breath, trying to straighten my thoughts.

Impossible.

His fingers caressed my stomach and coherent thoughts were far from possible. The only thing that crossed my mind this whole night was this; I, Edward Elric; the famous Fullmetal Alchemist, was in the same bed with someone I used to hate, Roy Mustang: The infamous Flame Alchemist. And I didn't want it any other way.

NEXT DAY

I opened my eyes and squinted at the light that was seeping through the window. I wanted to go back to bed so badly, and then I saw him next to me. My heart leapt and visions of the night before danced through my eyes; a return, a report, a fight, a slip, and then so much more.

I fought back a blush and looked down at the man next to me. His onyx hair covered his face. I swiped those strands away and gazed at his peaceful face. I leaned forward and softly placed my lips on his. I pulled back and stared at him with caring eyes.

But part of me didn't want to be there when he awoke. What if he regretted everything? I wanted to stay there with the man that I had loved secretly for about three years, but fear of denial drove me out of his bed. Fear that last night had been a mistake in his eyes drove me out of his room. Fear that he didn't love me drove me out of his house. And the fear that he would make fun of me drove me to want to stay away from him. And fear that he wouldn't come after me drove me crazy.

Two Weeks Later

I walked passed the door, trying to be sneaky so Roy couldn't hear me. I had been avoiding him since that night. I still didn't know what to do about it. I was scared that he didn't love me, and now I was terrified at the fact that he might see me. How pathetic I've become….

"Fullmetal!"

SHIT!!!!

I turned around to see the Flame Alchemist staring back and me. He looked angry. He pointed to his now open door and said, "Get in that damn room now! We have to talk Fullmetal." I turned to run away. I was so not ready for this. Unfortunately I found myself being thrown into the room by the collar. I hit the desk and yelled out, "What the hell?"

"Sit in the fucking chair now!"

"Fuck you Colonel Bastard!"

"You already have Fullmetal and look where it's gotten us!"

I stopped dead and looked at his face, it showed anger. But his eyes were sad, shit. This was not good… I sat in the chair completely silent.

"What in the hell gives you the right to avoid your commanding officer for over two fucking weeks?

"….I-"

"Shut the hell up Ed. I get it ok. You didn't even let me explain myself. I thought that….I mean I didn't know that…..I'm just sorry ok."

His sad voice made me hesitate before I replied, "Roy, I left because I like you. And I know that you could never like me….So I left…."

"…..What?"

"I love you…"

"Ed……Then why did you leave me?"

"I was scared…"

"Scared?"

"That you didn't love me back…"

"Ed…"

"Can I leave now?" Tears were threatening to fall down my face, but I refused to cry.

"Ed…."

I saw him stand and he made his way over to me. He knelt in front of me and looked up at me, "Why would you think that?"

"I don't know. But you can have anyone. Why would you want me?"

Roy lifted a hand and I felt him wipe away the tears that I had unknowingly cried. I looked down at him as he replied, "Cause I love you back."

He leaned forward and kissed me softly on the lips, I stood in shock. This was gentle and caring. My cheeks burned and I leaned forward into the kiss, this time I slid my tongue over his bottom lip. He opened his mouth, as though begging for a touch that he'd been deprived of for a week. I almost drowned in the taste of him, which was of sweet watermelons.

Then something unbelievable happened.

The door opened.

And Riza walked in the room.