Summary: Is Roxas a freak for being in love with his brother? He didn't think so. But would Axel? Incest, Lesbians, M/M Yaoi Slash All the good stuff

Warning: Incest and Gay people! :D

Disclaimer: I don't own KH or any product, game, or show mentioned in the story. I do own the plot!

Axel listened as the front door opened and closed and looked up from the TV to see his brother walking in. He got home pretty early this time. It was only ten thirty.

"Hey," Roxas said, sprawling out on the couch and putting his shoe clad feet on Axel's lap.

"Hi," Axel said. "Have fun?"
Roxas shrugged. "It was cool, I guess. I've been to better." He groaned. "Can I tell you a secret?"

"Sure."

"I actually hate raves." They stared at each other before bursting out in laughter. The reason it was so funny was that Roxas went out almost every night to raves because of his friends. "God, it's so pathetic. Why don't I just stop going?"

"Because you want to be cool?" Axel supplied.

Roxas nodded in consideration. "Yeah, that's probably it. Is Namine home?"

"She went out with that Kairi bitch again."

"I hate her," Roxas groaned. "Nami needs new friends."

There was a honk and Axel stood up, throwing Roxas's legs off. "You're leaving?" he whined. Axel nodded. "Can I go?"

The redhead raised an eyebrow at the boy. "You really want to go?" Roxas nodded. "Fine. C'mon."

"Yes!" Roxas jumped up and trotted after his brother. "This is so cool! I've never hung out with your friends before!"
"It's nothing special," Axel said, throwing the back seat door of the red Hummer open. Roxas climbed in and scooted to the middle so he was sitting by one of Axel's friends, then Axel climbed in.

"You brought your brother? How nice!" A black haired girl said from the passenger's seat in the front. "I'm Xion," she said, sticking her hand out for Roxas to shake.

"Roxas," he said, shaking it.

"The person you're sitting next to is Sora, the people in the back back in order are Saix, Larxene and Zexion, and the scary driver is Vincent."

"I'm not scary," Vincent said.

Xion rolled her eyes. "Whatever you say, Vinny."

"What do you guys do?" Roxas whispered into Axel's ear.

Axel shrugged. "Whatever. We normally just park somewhere and walk around, hang out at a café or something."

Roxas nodded. "Sounds cool."

Xion put in a CD and turned up the volume. Pretty rave girl came through the speakers positioned all over the vehicle and she sang to it, jumping around the front seat and pushing on Vincent. "C'mon, Vincent, sing with me!" she whined.

He glared at her and she glared back, still singing and moving her head.

"Yeah, watching the road is always nice," Larxene yelled from the back seat. "Believe it or not, even though I hang out with suicidal emos like you guys, I don't want to die."

"Hey," Xion said, speaking over the music. "The only emos in this car are Vincent, Sora and Zexion! Me, Axel and Saix are normal!"

Axel snorted. "Please."

Xion reached into her cleavage, pulling out a Twinkie and throwing it at him.

Everyone laughed. "Why?" Axel questioned. "Why was that in there? What the hell?"

She shrugged. "Why not?"

"And you call yourself normal!"

The song changed to Peter Piper and Xion jumped around to the song. Roxas looked behind to see Larxene doing the same and smiled. She smirked and Roxas turned to Axel. "Your friends are fucking awesome."

Axel gasped. "Oh my god, you guys, someone thinks you're awesome!"

They all gasped with the exception of Saix and Zexion and started laughing. "What the shit?" Xion said. "Who?"

"Roxas."

She leaned into the back and kissed Roxas's cheek. "You're so sweet!"

"Hey," Larxene hissed. "I'm the only one you're allowed to kiss!"

"Oh, baby," Xion said, climbing all the way into the back seat. Vincent rolled his eyes. "I'm sorry." She kissed Larxene and straddled Roxas.

"Your going to get me pulled over," Vincent said from the front, no emotion in his voice. Xion gave him the finger and continued to kiss Larxene.

Roxas looked up at Axel who smirked.

"Xion, how much did you have to drink?" Zexion asked, trying to keep away from touching them.

"Um…" she thought. "A few wine coolers. A beer or eight."

Everyone, excluding the 'emo's, laughed. Vincent parked by the side of the road in between a Subaru and a Dodge pick up. Everyone got out and Xion immediately latched onto Larxene and Vincent with Sora. Saix and Zexion fell behind the group as they walked down the sidewalk. The shop lights shone to show that they were open. The stores in that area were for night people so they were open late.

"Let's go to that café," Sora said as he tried to meet Vincent's steps. "The one with that really nice cashier."

"Okay," they all said. Roxas walked close to Axel. He decided that tonight was the night he was going to make his move, so he looped his arm with his brothers. Yeah, he was a freak. He didn't care.

Axel didn't think anything of the gesture and continued to walk. Sora looked behind at them and his eyes widened. He shot Roxas a glare before going back to lean his head on Vincent's arm.

They got to the café and Vincent opened the door, leaving it open for everyone to walk in. Everyone ordered either a coffee or a hot chocolate, courtesy of Vincent, and they all sat down in two of the tables, except Sora who was making conversation with the blonde cashier.

Roxas's phone went off and he answered it.

-Hey, baby.-

"Hi," Roxas says, rolling his eyes and taking a sip of his hot chocolate.

-Wanna go do something tonight? I have condoms.-

"I'm busy."

-What the fuck are you doing?- he yelled. -Are you on a date or something? I thought that I would be more important that some of your stupid friends seeing as how I'm your boyfriend.-

"Well, you obviously thought wrong, asshole," Roxas growled before hanging up.

They all stared at him. "Who was that?" Xion asked.

"My boyfriend."

"Is he a dick?" Larxene asked.

"Oh, yeah," Roxas said, taking another sip of his drink. "Major. He thinks my whole life evolves around him and he's always trying to fuck me."

"How annoying," Xion said. "I used to have a girlfriend like that. And she was always trying to get into other girls pants. What was her name… Kaya? Kenyae?"

"Kairi," Larxene says.

Roxas and Axel look at each other but shrug it off. They don't care whether or not Kairi went out with this girl. Xion's phone goes off and she answers it.

"Oh, hey, Leon. We're just hanging out at that coffee shop. You know, the one with the nice cashier. You are?" She smirks at Larxene. "Alright. See you in a bit." She hangs up. "He's coming. He's so trying to get with that Cloud guy." She smiles and takes a drink of her overly sweet coffee.

"Leon is Sora's brother," Axel whispers in Roxas's ear, making the blonde shudder. "Pretty much all my friends are gay."

"That's cool," Roxas smiles.

Axel nods. "Yeah, I guess. We get a lot of shit for it, though."

"That's too bad," Roxas says, laying his head on his brother's shoulder. "You shouldn't have to."

"Yeah, but it's cool. I can take anything." He smirks down at Roxas and his heart flutters. He just wanted to kiss him. Touch him. That's all Roxas wanted. Is that too much to ask for?

Axel looked over to see Sora glaring at them. He stood up and Roxas frowned at him. "I'll be right back," Axel says, smiling.

Sora walked into the hallway that had the bathrooms and Axel followed.

I get it, Roxas thought bitterly. Their fucking. He couldn't help the scowl that was on his face. That stupid brunette was stealing his man. His brother. His love. Well, he wasn't going to have that.

Axel closed the door to the bathroom and turned to meet Sora's glare.

"What the fuck was that?" he growled.

"Sora, he's my brother. What the fuck is all that you're doing with Vincent? I thought you were going to break up with him."

"It's not that easy, Axel," Sora hissed.

"Don't hang onto him like you do and he'll eventually break up with you himself."

"Why can't we just stay the way we are?" Sora asked, stepping towards him. He ran a finger up Axel's chest and kissed him lightly.

"Because it's wrong," Axel says. "We can't do that to Vincent. Shit, I don't even know how all this started."

Sora pouted. "But, Axel," he drew out the name. "It's so hard!"

"Sora, I don't think we should be doing this."

"Why?" Sora glared. "You don't like me?"

"No, it's not that. It's just… Vincent's my friend. And he really likes you. I don't even know how I can still face him."

The door opened and Sora jumped away from Axel. A Goth guy came in and Sora slipped out through the open door. Axel shook his head and left the bathroom.

Sora sat at in a chair by Xion and met Roxas's eyes. Axel came back to find them glaring at each other. Shit.

"So," Xion says, breaking the tension. "Roxas. How old are you?"

"Sixteen," he replies.

"Do you go to the high school?"

"Yeah."

"I've never seen you. Who do you hang out with?"

"Um… The football players mostly."

Xion crinkles her nose. "Ew. Those guys are such douche bag meat heads. You should hang out with me. The only one of my friends who goes there is Sora and you know how he is. Axel decided to be a douche bag and go to options, Larxene graduated, Saix dropped out, and Zexion goes to another school, so I'm all alone."

"That sucks," Roxas says.

"I know, right!"

"Axel," Larxene says. "Do you have a cigarette?"

"Here," Axel says, fishing in his pocket and pulling a pack out. He hands it to Larxene and she takes one out then hands the pack back and gets up. She walks out and someone walks in.

"Leon!" Xion says happily. He smiles at her.

"How's it going?"

"It's all good in the west hood," she smiles. "So, are you here to flirt with that cute blonde?"

He smirks. "Maybe." He looks at Sora who's staring into his cap less cup of coffee. "Hi, Sora."
"Hey, Leon," Sora says, not looking up from his coffee.

"Where is Vincent?" he asked.

"He's in the back applying for a job here."

There was an awkward silence.

Then a loud laugh to interrupt it. "You are so funny!" They looked over to see a girl sitting in front of Zexion, laughing and slapping her leg. Zexion was smiling. He never smiled.

"Is Zexion smiling?" Xion whispered to Axel.

"Dude, he is," Axel whispered back. "What the fuck?"

"What, does he like, never smile?" Roxas asked.

Axel shook his head. "I saw him smile like, once, and it was because he was drunk. And even then, it was half assed."

"Damn," Roxas said. "I wonder why he's smiling."

"I know. Seriously," Sora said. Then he realized he had talked to Roxas and glared at him. Roxas sneered.

Vincent and Cloud came out from back and Vincent made his way to their table, kissing Sora. Cloud went back behind the counter and picked up his coffee.

"Hey," Leon said, leaning on the counter.

"Hi," Cloud smiled.

"They are so going to get together," Xion grinned. "I wonder who's gonna be on top."

"Totally Leon," Axel said. "He practically screams dominance."

"But Cloud doesn't seem like he'd take it up the ass. At least without a fight."

Axel nodded. "But he is the more feminine of the two."

"He is," Xion nodded. "He's gonna be on bottom. For sure."

"So, when do you get off?" Leon asked.

"In ten minutes," Cloud smiled. "Why?"
"Maybe you could come by my house or something," Leon smirked, leaning closer.

"Really?" Cloud smirked back. "And what are we going to do at your house?"

"Anything you want."

Sora rolled his eyes. "So fucking gross…"

Larxene walked back into the café. "Some guy out there tried to get with me," she snickered, pointing her thumb at the entrance.

Xion laughed and smiled at her. "I love you," she said suddenly.

"I love you, too," Larxene said, bending down and kissing her.

"Aw, how sweet!" someone says and they all turned to see a black haired girl standing by the door, it closing behind her. She wore a skirt and a cut off white shirt with suspenders and black combat boots.

"Hey, Tifa," Cloud said, taking off his nametag and walking away from the counter, going to stand next to Leon.

"Hey, Cloudy," she smiled, walking to them. "Hi, I'm Tifa," she said, sticking her hand out for Leon to shake.

"Leon," he said.

Axel's phone went off and he answered it. "Hello?"

-Axel, it's twelve thirty! Where the fuck are you?- their stepdad yelled.

"What," Axel said. "No, 'hey,' just 'where the fuck are you?'"

-Get your goddamn ass home right the fuck now or I'm going to beat it.-

"Bitch, please," Axel said, rolling his eyes. "You wouldn't dare to touch me. Your in my mom's vagina, asshole."

-Don't talk to me like that!- he yelled. -I am your stepfather and as that, you will show me some respect!-

"No, I won't."

-Buh-dup puh-!- Axel could practically hear his veins popping. -I will end you!-

"Whatever. We'll be home in a bit."

-You better, or- Axel hung up.

"He is such an ass," he said.

"Who is?" Sora asked, pulling away from Vincent.

"John."

"Who's John?" Larxene asked.

"His step dad," Xion said. "He's a total dick. He like, came to my house and started yelling at my parents about whether or not they knew what me and Vincent were doing and called them bad parents. I mean, seriously? Who does that?"

"And his names so stereotypical white guy," Sora said. "John Doe. What the fuck?"

Everyone laughed and Roxas's phone went off.

"Hello?" he answered.

-Having fun?- John asked.

"Yeah," Roxas replied. "I'm hanging out with Axel."

-You are?- John grumbled something. -When are you guys coming home?-

"Hold on," Roxas said, turning to Axel. "When are we going home?"
Axel shrugged and look to Vincent. "Whenever everyone's ready," Vincent said. Axel watched as Sora intertwined his finger's with Vincent and narrowed his eyes at the brunette who narrowed his own back.

"We're ready," Xion said and Larxene nodded. Saix walked over to them, Zexion following.

"Us too," he said.

"Okay, we'll go then," Vincent said.

Roxas then remembered that he was on the phone. "We're leaving right now," he said.

-Okay. See you soon.-

They all left, getting into Vincent's car. The stereo was still on and went through songs, playing Mindless Self Indulgence, Marilyn Manson, Eminem, Bobby Light, and JohnnyboyXO.

Everyone in the car, except Saix, Zexion and Sora, were joking and singing. Even Vincent was smiling and singing a little.

Roxas was now in love with Axel's friends. Except Sora. He was a complete douche bag and obviously a whore.

Of course, it might only be because he's sleeping with Axel. Axel was his. He was the one who loved Axel. Roxas was the one who deserved to be with him. Even if they were brothers.

When they got out, Xion gave Roxas a big kiss on the cheek and told him that he should hang out with them more often. Axel and Roxas made their way into the house.

John stormed into the living room and glared at Axel who was closing the door.

"You're grounded," he growled.

"Whatever," Axel said, rolling his eyes and walking past him.

John glared after him. "Why don't you wear some normal clothes?"

Axel turned and smirked at him, walking backwards with his hands in his jacket pockets. "You wish you could rock black like this."

Roxas snorted and walked after his brother and they went into his room. His alarm clock stated it was one fifteen in the morning, yet he wasn't tired.

Axel sat on his bed, pulling off his jacket and throwing it to the sea of despair that was his bedroom floor where it shall never be seen again among all the black. His carpet was black, his walls were red, his bedding was black and red, and his closet was black from his clothes.

He started to pull off his bracelets, the ones that if broken, you have to do something dirty. He had white, black, red and blue. He left on his sweatbands, one green and yellow saying 'Whip It,' the other blue and saying 'Vote For Pedro.' His nails were painted with neon orange nail polish.

"What are you staring at?" Roxas jumped a little when he realized that Axel knew he was staring at him.

"Nothing," Roxas blushed.

Axel nodded and pulled off his shirt. Roxas almost had a heart attack.

Everyone thought he was absurdly skinny because of how slender he looked. Yeah, he was pretty slender, but it was mostly because of the black. Black is slimming. He had muscle. He was well toned and his abs made Roxas want to cum.

Do you know how hard it is for Roxas to hold back when his brothers like this in front of him? Does he like to torture Roxas?

"I'm sleeping with Sora," he said suddenly. "I don't know what to do about it."

Roxas's heart fell, melting in his stomach acids. "But, isn't he going out with Vincent?"

"Yeah," Axel nodded. "I feel terrible."

"Then why are you sleeping with him?" Roxas asked. You can sleep with me. Just sayin'.

"I don't know," Axel groaned, pulling on a black wife beater. "I guess I like him."

"Why?" Roxas asked. "He's rude."

"Yeah, he is. But… he has his moments. Really, he's just hurt."

"From what? He seems like he's a spoiled little white kid."

"Because he is," Axel said. "Which is why he's like that."

"What do you mean?" Roxas asked, now interested in the story.

"His parents are rich and never home and leave him with nannies. When he was younger, he was raped by the butler, but his parents didn't care and still had him working there because he was cheap."

"That sucks," Roxas said. "What kind of parent does that?"

Axel shrugged. "His?"

"No shit," Roxas said. He looked at Axel's arms. The long scars were visible on his bare arms, going to the beginning of his elbows. He was still wearing those sweatbands. "Let me see your wrists."

"Why?" Axel asked a little defensively.

"Your cutting again, aren't you?" Roxas asked, narrowing his eyes. Axel shook his head. "Then let me see your wrists."

Axel sighed and gave Roxas his left arm. Roxas pulled off the blue sweatband and glared at his brother's wrists.

Yeah, he was cutting again. The cuts on his wrists were deep and still somewhat fresh like he had done them only hours before.

"Why?" he asked. "Why would you do this again?"

"Why does it matter?" Axel questioned, pulling his arm away and pulling the sweatband back on. "It's my goddamn life."

"You're my brother. Of course it matters, Axel."

"No, it doesn't!" he yelled, standing up from the bed and going to his dresser, throwing the top drawer open. He pulled out a razor and turned to Roxas. "This," he said, waving the hand with the razor. "Is my lifeline. Without this, I would probably kill myself."

"Why can't you have a different lifeline?" Roxas stood up and walked to him, taking the razor and staring at it. "Like a sport or something."

"You're just as bad as me," Axel said. "What's yours?"

"A person," Roxas replied. "The one I love."

"Who?" Axel asked.

"I can't tell you."

"Yes, you can! I'm your brother," Axel said, pouting a little.

Roxas sighed. Better now than never. He looked up and met Axel's eyes. "You have to promise not to freak out, okay?"

"Okay, I promise," Axel smiled.

Roxas took a deep breath. "You."

Sorry if it was badly written! D': R&R :) And I'll love you forever! *Heart Heart*