Hey peoples who actually bothered to read this, Congratz i thank you very very much~ This Fanfic is my first BUT i welcome the critique and harshness... but being nice is gladly welcomed! So go enjoy the story (or not?) but i hope u do :)

PS: this is yaoi. plan and simple. If its a guy character hes gay lol well except Ronald but my point is there will be sex. Not terribly graphic but its there. So if u dont like it you can skip it. Its pretty obvious when its gonna happen :)

I looked down at the paper work covering his desk. He really hated working over time yet this wouldnt happen if he actually did his job. Why could no one do there job right. It was not that hard-

"Wiiiiillllllllliiiaaaaammmmm " my heart skipped a beat as I heard Grell skipping down the hall. He stopped next to me and smiled, "Im going home... Would you like to come with?" Grell said wrapping his arms around my shoulders. God how I wanted to- NO. I lifted my hands and peeled Grells arms off of me.

"Dont you have paperwork to do?" I asked glancing down at his desk. Grells lip began to tremble and his eyes began going glossy. My heart skipped another beat.

"But Wiiillllllll..." I sighed and adjusted my glasses.

"Fine go home. It will get done faster if i do it." I said waving in the direction of the elevator. Grell let out a squeal and ran to the elevator just as the doors opened.

"Thank you Will!" Grell shouted as the doors shut. I sighed again and pinched my nose. Why do I always end up doing his paperwork as well? I shook my head and grabbed his paperwork- which wasn't as much as I had thought- then sat at my desk and got to work. It was hours later when I had left and headed home. Thankfully it didn't take me to long to get home. Once inside I put my uniform away and fell on my bed with a groan. I had to be up in just a few hours. I got under the covers and placed my glasses on the beside table. As I closed my eyes all I could see was that red flowing crimson hair trailing behind him like a river of red or the way he laugh and sometimes pouted when he didn't get his way. Soon I dozed off and dreamed a dreamless sleep. I woke up just before my alarm went off- like usual. I got out of bed and did my morning routine then headed to work. I got there before most of the other reapers, as usual. I walked into my office and on my desk were a few files. I picked them up and viewed each of them over before notivce who I would be working with and a small smile spread on my lip and my heart began to beat faster. I would be working with Grell today. I quickly regained my composure as I heard the elevator doors open. I glanced over my shoulder and watched as Alan and Eric walked in hand and hand. They really did make a good couple and they worked together even better. Alan glanced in my direction and smiled, waving. I nodded in response. I sighed again as I watched them walk away laughing and smiling at each other. they were truly happy. Unlike me who always kept up a cold front no matter the person he was talking to. When I had first become a reaper I would always be asked to go out for drinks or be invited to party's but I had always declined because work always came first. But now.. well im just not to sure anymore. Now I have no one. no friends. nobody. Im all alone. I sit alone every night and do paperwork. The only highlight of my day is the paperwork.

"Wiiiiillllllllliiiiiaaaammmmmmm" Grell said in a sing-song voice. My heart began to flutter and I turned to see Grell walking towards me with his chainsaw draped over his shoulder. He was wearing red- as usual. His pants were red and his coat was red the only thing that wasn't red was his white shirt he wore under his red vest. His red hair bellowed around him as he walked towards me and stopped just a few feet away. Red complemented him amazingly. I wanted to wrap my arms around him and hold him close and tell him how much I loved him- I quickly turned around as I felt heat rise to my cheeks.

"We have a lot to do today so please try and focus. First things first we need to go see the Under-" I was interrupted by a squeal. I whipped my head over at Grell -my blush gone. "Please do focus. If you won't be able to control yourself I will leave you here" I said angrily. Grell shook his head wildly.

"Nooo no no no.. I promise will ill be good." I shook my head and adjusted my glasses.

"Fine" I said sighing, Grell squealed again and I looked over at him angrily as he ran into the elevator.

"Come on Will no time to waste now is there? you dont want to have to be stuck with paperwork do you?" Grell said teasingly. Throwing my words back at me.

"ill get stuck doing your paperwork anyways" I mumbled under my breath as I stepped into the elevator and pressed the 1st floor button. We stood in the elevator in silence neither one talking. Grell was to busy getting all worked up about seeing the Undertaker. I briefly glanced over at him then quickly looked away watching the numbers count down to one. I took a breath and gave a slight shiver, the smell was intoxicating-

"Are you cold?" Grell asked puzzled. I adjusted my glasses,

"Something like that" I mumbled. Grell continued to look at me for a moment before returning to his giggling over the Undertaker. Before long we were standing outside Undertakers shop Grell wiggling back and forth with glee. "Will you knock that off. it will only be a quick visit" Grell suddenly stood still- as best as he could- and we walked inside. The Undertaker was inside one of his coffins that laid against the wall. Sleeping with a jar of dog treats in his arms. He didnt seem to notice that we had entered the shop.. I cleared my throat and it was quiet for a moment but suddenly there was a quiet laughter coming from the coffin.

"I was wondering when you were going to be stopping by" he began as he exited the coffin and setting down the treats "I take it your here about-" before the Undertaker could finish he was tackled to the ground by Grell. The Undertaker began to laugh as Grell tried to kiss him. My anger began to rise. What did Grell see in him anyways?! You can barely see anything under all those baggy clothes and long hair. I walked over and pulled Grell off of him then locked him outside while I talked with the Undertaker. it was quiet for a moment before anyone spoke. the Undertaker grabbed a treat and leaned against a coffin "Im not going to make any exceptions for you Will.. unlike last time" i began to remember the last time the Undertaker and I had been together. there had been nothing to offer him so we ended up having s- NO. Now is not the time for thoughts like that. "So what is it you have for me" the Undertaker asked leaning against one of the coffins with the dog treat in his mouth.

"I.. I came here in a rush so.. I didnt-" there was a sudden banging at the door followed by whining.

"Wwwwwiilllllllllllllllll... please let me in... I promise ill be good!" Grell said lovingly.

"WILL YOU SHUT UP Grell! Just sit there and wait!" there was another whine from Grell but he quickly shut up. I turned my attention back to the Undertaker. I took a deep breath as I felt my face turning into a blush. "What is it that you would like?" I asked trying to be as professional as possible. The Undertaker looked at me a moment then looked at the door and began to chuckle.

"You like him dont you?" he said walking towards me.

"I dont know what-"

"Dont lie to me child" Undertaker said cutting me off. I clenched my fist, I hated it when he called me a child because I was not. Undertaker may be older than me but he had no right. He stopped in front of me, he had gone from his joking around and carefree self to a serious grim reaper. He was questioning me about my personal life, I couldn't help but deny what he accused me of, what if Grell heard. Undertaker ran his finger down my cheek and stopped at my throat- his fingers closing around it. He leaned close and -using his other hand- slid his finger down the side of my face pressing his thumb gently on my lips- all the while I struggled to keep a straight face. "You shouldn't lie.. especially to your self" I stared back at the green eyes that seemed to stare into my soul. After a moment he turned and laughed. "So about that thing you came here about..." After a few agonizing minutes Grell and I were on our way back to work

"Are we done?" Grell asked excitedly.

I shook my head adjusting my glasses "no there are a few more places we have to check out and then we should be done. And.. if we continue on time like this then we shouldn't have to worry about any paperwork" Grell clapped excitedly then suddenly paused. He looked over at me and asked,

"What is this for?" I sighed and pinched my nose, taking deep breaths.

"you didnt read the assignment that was put on your desk this morning? Wait no of course not because if you had you wouldn't be asking. Alright ill explain it to you once and that is it, understood." Grell nodded in agreement. As we walked to our next destinations I explained what the purpose was for and the story behind this all. I wasn't actually mad at Grell I was more irritated with myself for everything I was feeling. I wanted to tell Grell how I felt about him... but I just couldn't. I looked at my watch as we left the lady's house- we had gotten a call along the way that a soul needed to be reaped- we were actually early. "well this is a first" I said under my breath. Never had I finished work early- especially with Grell!

"Whats a first?" Grell responded tiredly. He looked like he was about to pass out from all the running around that we did today.

"We finished early-" suddenly Grell didn't look so tired anymore.

"Well then what are we waiting for! Hurry up!" Grell grabbed me by the sleeve and dragged me inside the Dispatch building. I finally retched my arm out of his grip and stopped. I adjusted my glasses and straightened out my suit. Grell also stopped and turned to look at me, confusion written all over his face.

"Now explain to me why you are dragging me all over the place." I said sternly.

"We're going drinking, of course!" Grell said smiling.

"We're going drinking? Where at?" Ronald said suddenly popping his head around the corner next to Grell. Grell turned and smiled.

"Yea. Will and I are going to go drink down at Marylin's-"

"Will drinks?!" Ronald said astonished, just as Eric and Alan were walking towards them. They stopped and Eric raised an eyebrow at me.

"You drink?" Eric asked me then looked over at Grell "Can we join you?"

"Yes of course the more the merrier" Grell said winking

"1stly yes I do drink and secondly no im not going drinking tonight with you guys" I began to turn around when suddenly all the guys began to whine about how I was no fun. Finally I caved. "okay okay! just shut up about it." I said sighing. Grell ran to give me a hug but I side stepped him causing him to fall but I grabbed him by the jacket before he hit the ground. "Are we going or not?" Grell stood up and nodded cheerfully. As we walked to Marylins I watched the four talk happily. Why couldn't I let myself be happy? Grell turned and smiled back at me. My heart fluttered as he smiled. He always had such a beautiful smile. Grell stopped and waited up for me, wrapping his arm threw mine.

"If you don't hurry up its going to be day time before we get there" he chuckled pulling me faster. A few minutes later we were seated at a table in the club. I ordered my self a scotch and surveyed all the people around me. There were a lot of couples tonight. I looked over as Eric gave a slight bow to Alan before taking his hand and leading him to the dance floor where the music had just turned romantic. I envied them, so much. They were truly soul mates, they were made for each other- no shut up! I looked down at my suddenly empty cup then back up. Fuck it tonight I was just going to drink everything away. For one night I didnt want to worry about paperwork or anything else! I got up and ordered a tall glass of Everclear the waitress what resistant to give me any because most of it is pure alcohol and a for how much I ordered a human would die from it but im not human. So we dont get the life long damage. I sat down at the table and took a sip of my drink, it burned as it slid down my throat. I looked up and watched as Grell danced with everyone. Everyone had changed before they got here- except me. Grell was wearing deep red pants with a red vest and underneath he wore a white shirt but it would have been the same as if he was wearing no shirt at all. I suddenly felt the blood gathering between my legs. I closed my legs and downed more of my drink trying to think of something else- anything else! Finally I calmed myself down and I was able to relax. I picked up my drink and brought it to my lips but soon realized.. it was empty. I stood up to get another but I quickly swayed and I would have fallen if Ronald hadn't caught me. I looked up and realized my glasses had fallen off and I couldn't see anything far away. I looked up at Ronald.. and began to laugh. I turned around in his arms and pinched his cheek.

"you-" I pointed at him "you... are sooo cute.." I said in between laughs. He really was so adorable. I suddenly grabbed the sides of his head and pulled him close, my face inches from. "I love your hair" I turned his head to the side and starred at his hair intensely "its blonde.. AND BLACK!" I began to laugh again uncontrollably. Ronald slowly turned his head back around to face me and slowly unwrapped my arms, taking a step back. He leaned down and picked up his glasses and put them on. I gasped and looked around "WOW! look at all these people!" I said excitedly I began to walk towards them but I was suddenly seated in a chair. I looked up to see Eric and Alan. I smiled widely at them both. "Hi." Eric looked over at Ronald,

"Make sure he doesn't move... I dont think ive ever seen him this drunk.." Alan wrapped his arms around Eric and laid his head down on his shoulder,

"lets go dance some more, please?" Alan asked. Eric looked down at him and smiled,

"of course. but we have to save some of our energy for later" he winked at Alan and they walked off back to the dance floor. Ronald looked over at me and I smiled in return, trying not to laugh.

"Don't move, okay?" Ronald said pointing at me. I nodded seriously and watched as he left to go talk to some really good looking girls. I stood up- slower this time- and walked over to the bartender. I mustered all the seriousness I could and asked the bartender for another Everclear. Somehow I convinced her and I giggled all the way to the table. By time I made it to the table it was half gone. I waved good-bye to Ronald as he walked out with two good looking women, the rest of the reapers were to busy to see the he had left. I drank the rest of my drink and stood up about to go introduce myself to a really good looking guy who was sitting all by himself at the bar when I suddenly felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around and found myself face to with Undertaker. Instead of being scared I was ecstatic to see him. He had surprisingly dressed for the club. He was wearing dark gray pants with a white buttoned up shirt and a lose tie. His hair was pulled back just enough to see his face. I wrapped my arms around him and smiled suddenly I got an idea and I dragged him to the darkest part of the club and we sat down on the couch. Before he could get a word out I crushed my lips against his. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closer. Some how during the kiss I had gotten onto his lap, straddling him. He pulled back and smiled mischievously at me,

"What about Grell?" I looked at him puzzled. Then a wave of realization washed over him. I stopped up and adjusted my glasses.

"Yes your right. I love Grell. No one else" there was a gasp behind me and I spun around on my heel. There stood Grell starring at me. My face was suddenly covered in a deep blush. "Grell I-" before I could say anything he squeeled and tackled me. His head against my chest.

"You don't know how long I waited to hear you say that." I smiled down at him

"lets get out of here" I said grabbing his hand and with my other smoothing my hair back. Hand in hand we left the club and headed to Grells's place. In the distance I swear I could hear Eric say 'its about damn time'.