A/C: I really don't have anything to say about this. It's deciated to a friend of mine who lost a close friend of hers. This is for you, Dayna.
Anyway, this a pretty sad dribble. You have been warning.
Warning: Contains One-sided Yuri
I don't own Pokemon.
She was the girl that everyone loved.
The girl that always had a smile on her face, the girl who always had the boys and girls fall for her, she was girl who had the body of a supermodel, so tender and lean and simply beautiful.
Not that I'm calling her simple.
She's just so beautiful that everyone looks simple compared her.
Crystal.
The name tastes bitter coming from my mouth. Not that I feel bitterness toward that simply beautiful blue haired beauty. More like bitterness towards myself because I know deep down that no matter how much I hope for it, she will never be mine.
Mine. I'm so selfish, but I can't seem to help myself. I'm disgusting, this form of love isn't accepted anyway, but here she comes crying to me.
Because she can't stand herself. I don't know why though.
So I'll hold her in my arms and gently stoke her soft and beautiful blue hair that is pulled into there pigtails.
"Soul," she whispers my name ever so softy and asks, "Am I beautiful?"
All I can do is sigh and hold her body tightly against mine, "Of course you are, Crystal. Everyone loves you."
She whimpers and mumbles, "Do you love me?"
More than you ever will know.
"Of course." And then she kisses me ever so gently and I begin to slowly break apart inside as she slides her tongue in my mouth. I began to cry.
"Are you high?" I asked as she pulled away. She didn't even notice the tears that were falling, her light blue eyes were glazed over and she looked blind.
"Yes."
I inhale deeply; bring my arm up to wipe away the tears that were falling from her eyes. I didn't bother to wipe mine away, for she wouldn't notice them and never would.
"Off of?"
"Marijuana."
I didn't understand why she did this to herself. She was everything every girl wanted to be, everything every girl want to have. Everything to me. She had a prefect live.
It pisses me off, yet I can't help but love this train wreak.
"Do you want some, Soul?"
I couldn't stop the tears anymore. "Sure."
She was the girl that everyone loved.
The girl that always had a smile on her face, the girl who always had the boys and girls fall for her, she was girl who had he body of a supermodel, so tender and lean and simply beautiful.
She was the girl that cried herself to sleep each night. She was the girl who wanted to be something different. She was the girl on drugs.
She was the girl that would sing a song to make herself happy.
Round we go
The world is spinning
When it stops
It's just beginning
Sun comes up
We laugh and we cry
Sun goes down
And then
We all die.
Such sad songs.
She was the girl I loved and now…
She's the girl hanging from the ceiling her face pale and still so beautiful.
You were better off without me.
I hope you like this Dayna. I love you girl.