The sweetest sadness in his eyes, his fiery red hair dancing in the wind, the huge empty smile Alice knew Oh so well, she'd felt her heart brake to a million pieces right then, and out of the corner of his eye, Alice could've sworn she saw a tear come out, his smile showed so much pain, his lips were slightly parted and so were hers, he opened his mouth to say something but regretted it and closed it again "You could stay" he whispered "what an idea, a crazy,mad, wonderful idea" she replied sweetly "But I cant" his smile turned to a frown almost immediately and he raised his hand to caress Alice's face "You wont remember me" his voice broke "Oh hatter how could I ever forget you?" she replied as she pressed her face gently against his hand 'Hatter?" she asked "why is a raven like a writing desk?" he smiled, a huge heartwarming smile and said "why Alice? I haven't the slightest idea!" she took the Jabberwocky's blood and drank it, immediately as if he was afraid she would disappear, he leaned towards her, so close their lips almost met, he turned to her ear and whispered "Fairfarren Alice" and indeed, she disappeared.
Alice had gone completely insane when she left Wonderland behind, she had promised to come back when he least expected, but now she couldn't, and she loved him, 6 years had passed since Alice left wonderland, since Alice left hatter, it was as if part of her heart remained in wonderland, a part that she needed, She was now 24 years old, the looking glass had been destroyed by Hamish, he became furious when he realized that Alice was helplessly in Love with Hatter "YOU! In love with a person that doesn't even exist! How incredulous ! How scandalous of you to have turned me down, me! LORD HAMISH ASCOT, for a stupid hatter, WAKE UP ALICE! Wonderland isn't real! It never existed you made it up! Yes you did!" he screamed at her, he came early that day, to talk to Alice and demand, once again, for her to marry him, he went to her house the very same day she returned from wonderland, he heard her talk to a blue butterfly, which was almost the color of her eyes, except her eyes were an intense shade of blue, too beautiful to ever be compared to anything in the universe, her hair was as black as a raven's wing and it curled and twisted as it pleased, perfect curly loops that decorated her face, her skin as white as snow and her lips were the color of blood, she was really something, Hamish wanted her, she was said to be the most beautiful girl in London and Hamish was sure to find her, when he heard her talk to that butterfly about her beloved hatter he became furious, he also heard about the looking glass "I will not lose, not to a stupid hatter, I will have you Alice, I will have you no matter what Alice Kingsley!" and he broke the mirror, Alice felt shattered after that, Now she could never return, Hamish took everything away from her, her family refused to acknowledge Alice's existence, since she refused to marry Hamish, he took away her money, her dreams and her belongings, she was completely alone now, the only thing she had left was a suitcase, full of clothes, a stuffed rabbit his father gave her before he died, and a diary, where she would write to hatter everyday, she often wondered if hatter forgot about her, if he found love, she wondered if the Bandersnacth was as grumpy as she remembered, she wondered if the teacups still sang at Brillig when all her friends gathered for some tea, "At least I still have you, Cheshire" she said as she looked at the crescent moon, she liked to think that the moon was Cheshire looking out for her, smiling as he always did, Alice tried to commit suicide more than once, she realized life had no meaning anymore, she didn't smile anymore, she was so completely terrified at the thought of forgetting wonderland that she started drawing every single face and detail she had seen in her diary, the thing she drew the most, However, was the mad hatter, but not only did the memories became blurry over time but the drawings of the mad hatter became more sad and angry as time passed, she always drew him smiling but his eyes always showed something else, she stopped drawing him when she drew a picture of him that pained her so much, his eyes were empty, full of nothing, his eyes were hers, she had drawn him with her eyes, she hated that, she stopped drawing him because she was afraid to see what her mad hatter would become "How can I ruin something so beautiful?" she had asked herself, how could she make someone so wonderful so sad, what kind of twisted mind could ever turn someone so full of muchness into someone so empty, she looked at the scars in her wrists, for some reason every time she tried to kill herself, time would not let her, it went so much faster that the cuts healed in seconds, but the scars remained, she had thought that time could only rule wonderland but apparently she was wrong, time, for some reason, Time kept her alive., the blue butterfly still followed her everywhere, which consoled her, maybe she wasn't so alone after all
I HAVE A BUNCH OF SURPRISES FOR YOU GUYS! Preview: SHE FINALLY RETURNS TO WONDERLAND! How will the mad hatter react, will he kiss her or did he forget about her and married someone else? Perhaps he became so full of sorrow that he never wants to see her again? READ AND FIND OUT ! :D.