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Petunia Dursley hates her sister. She really, really despises her. Or at least that's what she tells herself. After all, saying "You're a freak!" is easier than saying "I'll miss you". And Petunia Dursley likes things easy. The hard way is just not for her. So all her life, she makes everyone, including herself, believe that she despises her sister. Acts like she's ashamed of her, like she fears her… Of course nobody knows about that old photo that she keeps in her drawer. And since nobody knows about it, nobody sees the numerous tear stains on it. Nobody knows how much she misses the way "Tuney!" rings in her ears. Tuney. Nobody calls her that anymore. Not ever since she left to that—that freaky school! Petunia bets she's making fun of her. Oh yes she is, with her freaky friends, laughing behind her. Just like she did with that horrible Snape kid. That's probably the only time she recalls that she has a sister. To make fun of her. Well, that's fine because Petunia doesn't miss her. And it's not like she cares or anything. She doesn't care. But then her stupid, careless, lovelyprettytinyginger sister, goes and gets herself killed by some psycho! Killed! How can she be so selfish! Does she not know how it feels to find a baby on your doorstep, with a letter that says "Your sister is dead"? Oh wait, no. She doesn't. She is dead. Dead.
Guilt.
It's such a funny feeling. Funny how it never finds you on time. It just waits, waits, waits and then suddenly when you lose something or someone or Lily—BAM! It's there. And you look at the baby while your whole life flows through your eyes. How you call her a freak, how you ignore her, how you kick her out of your wedding when she just wants to be there for you. Then, the baby opens his eyes and for a moment you are speechless. For just one, tiny moment you feel like you are looking at your sister again. And then you realize. She did this! With her freaky 'magic', she did this! She did this to haunt you with her stupid(gorgeous) emerald eyes! So the guilt would always haunt you when you looked at the baby. Well, you are not going to let that happen. NO! So she dies and leaves you with her eyes. You will not give into her games.
So Petunia Dursley makes a decision right there and then. This baby is not going to be happy. She's not going to let this boy get to her every time she looks into his eyes. This boy will be as unhappy as he can be and it's a promise. It's her revenge for all the things Lily made her go through when she was alive. She had turned her life into a living hell! Or was it the other way around? 'No' thinks Petunia. 'I'm not guilty. I don't feel guilty' Or did she?
I know it turns from 'she' to 'you' and then 'she' again at some point. Sorry about that. Had some trouble. :) Well, hope you like it. Please review it would make me very happy. I'll take any criticism. Thanks.