Made for my cousin a few months ago. I hope you all like it!

Discliamer: I don't own Twilight! If I did I'd make sure they didn't sparkle in the sun.
Warning: Yaoi, Boy Love, Slash, in other words there is smut between guys in here! No flaming over the couple. Don't like don't read. Lime only. Not full lemon

You always want what is forbidden. The life that is so different from your own, but still so alike. Was it merely lust he felt towards the white skin and golden eyes? Those features that belonged to his friend, his real love interest, Bella? But what was this he couldn't quench? The thirst that kills him. Maybe this is how the leeches feel when thier eyes are black as coal. Jacob couldn't help it really. Damn him and his inability to wave this feeling. He wanted a blood sucker's cold as ice skin pressed against his. Yes, his feelings for Bella were pure, but he sure as hell wanted to know what she, his angel, saw- felt- when she was with her beautiful Edward Cullen. Maybe he'd just have to find out.

So Jacob was panicking as he made his way over to Cullen land. Breaking the treaty wouldn't just be bad for him, it would be bad for all the werewolves. But against all of his rapid thoughts, his gut feeling was enough to make him not stop walking towards the house possibly already awaiting him. Yeah right, he knew they were waiting for him. The leeches could smell him and from what Bella had told him, one of the sisters could see the future. Could she see his horrid desire getting the hold of him?

Jake clenched his fists tightly. He was starting to get frustrated and angry with himself. Calm down. And with the thought of Bella's smile, he wasn't as rigid standing. Then the image of the man- vampire- passed his mind. He was suddenly lustful again.

When did these thoughts even begin? From pure curiousity they spurred, he figured as much. The cause... Oh forget it! All Jacob wanted to do now was get it on with the cold one, the one who holds the heart of his beloved. Love and Lust, such tiresome thoughts.

Was there really a good reason for being there, in front of that cold looking house? Why didn't Jacob do like other teens his age did and masturbate? Damn, if he was that horny, a hand would have been fine. But, no. Jacob Black wanted to feel that cold, hardened flesh against him, around him, in him.

Jake gulped down the lump in his throat, the lump formed by partial fear, partial need.

The house looked lonely. He didn't really expect much anyway. Well other than an army of bloodsuckers there to kill him for coming on their land, he hadn't expected much. All and all, other than the house itself, he wasn't finding the need to gape. With a heavy sigh he walked foward. Cross the boundary of life, into the hole of darkness everlasting. He walked into the door, unannounced, prepared to be killed. And right now that overbearing lust was so strong that the thought of death didn't even really click in.

Edward stood alone, before the door. His eyes were narrowed and hard. He only scowled and walked away up some stairs to his room. Jake, being in the wrong state of mind, followed. He wasn't really invited up, but he also wasn't kicked out.

They had reached an open door. Inside, on a couch surrounded by books and music, sat Bella. The wolf boy's cheeks blushed as Bella's own flushed darkly for her white skin. Did she know too? Had Edward known, he could read his mind couldn't he?

Edward smirked at him. Jacob felt his body squirm from the amazing pull of lips. He had to breathe. The woman he loved in the same room as he stared at the the man he lusted over. He felt really screwed in the head right now. If he was thinking clearly, he would have never walked up the stairs. For hope of comfort, Jacob moved his eyes to Bella. And there she was half-smiling at him, just as lecherous as Edward.

Anger welled up in his core at the thought. He couldn't help feel like he was being cornered. Damn hormones, this was all their fault. He went through puberty a while ago, why was he aroused like this? Aroused by the image of a vampire. Sickest part was, he didn't really find the disgust in the words.

"Calm down," Edward said, his voice like velvet and smooth. The scent that came from him was too sweet for Jake to handle for the most part. Edward took a step to Bella and kissed her. Then he was next to Jacob in the blink of an eye. His golden eyes burning a hole in the other man, enough for Jake to feel it in his soul. "Do you really want to do what you came here for?"

Why was he asking? Jacob knew of his ability. Edward was reading his mind and he knew it, so that bastard shouldn't just ask if he knew. Jake's lips tightened into a line. His face older than his real age.

Edward had Jacob pushed against the bookcase in the next second, before Jake could even realize it. Cold, smooth lips were against Jacob's own rough pair. A kiss, rough, just like them both. Jacob groaned. He was getting what he wanted. What was the catch?

But Jake didn't forget the girl sitting, watching with flushed cheeks and big eyes. What was she thinking? Bella was watching the men she cared about- one more than the other though- make out before her eyes. Her eyes were unreadible. Did Edward know what she was thinking? Is that why he's doing this with no stop? He knows what Bella is thinking, right? And it doesn't bother him?

Well, right now, Jacob lost all brain waves towards that certain situation. Instead he focused on the man kissing him harshly. Those smooth yet rough lips melting him as they meshed with him. Was this even all possible? Jacob groaned.

Jacob's already 108 degree temperature must have been rising with the pleasure. Sweet, sweet pleasure. Almost as sickening sweet as Edwards scent.

Edward said nothing as he slowly, teasingly, cruelly removed Jacob's jeans. Maybe wearing no shirt did have a perk when it came to having a good fuck. Edward gave a soft chuckle. He must have heard that thought just now. Jake shivered as the cool skin slid down his sides, down to his hips. His now bare hips, burning under the touch. Odd how hands of ice felt so hot against him. This must be what Bella felt when she touched her vampire. Jake had his underpants on one second and now they pooled around his bare feet along with his pants. He kicked them off, the act not even registering in his hazy mind, like it was habitual.

He let out a sigh as Edward's still dressed body pressed against his again. This was heaven in hell. The good in the sin. The lust of a male vampire from a male werewolf. If people found out, society would crash in shock. That is... if being a wolf and vampire were social norms in the first place.

Jesus Christ, Jacob felt so out of it. Those lips were traveling down his neck now and it was making him feel dizzy.

Edward kissed Jacob again as he worked his own clothes off. Off went his shirt, leaving him in those sexy jeans that hung ever so wonderfully off his perfect hips. Jake found his enticingly dark eyes rake over Edwards body. The animalistic desire to mark it as his own. The same animalistic desire that made the wolf practically tear the denim off those sinful hips, that creamy pale skin.

Jacob pulled Edward in close to his hot body. Edward groaned deep in his throst. It could have been a reaction to the hot skin pressing against him or the fact that the wolf's arousal was firmly pressed against his own. Edward latched his lips to the pulse point at the other's neck. Jacob arched his neck, allowing more room, allowing those teeth to nip him deftly.

Jacob wondered if Edward was restraining himself from penetrating his skin. The thought only made Jacob's member harden in pure fantasy. He was touching the subject of forbidden fruit. He was thinking about his hot pulsing blood rush out of him and into Edwards mouth where dribbles would spill over those silky lips. Yet, just as the thought passed his mind, made him yearn for more, Edward stopped creating the love bite.

Golden eyes came back to Jacob, an arched brow, an amused smirk, the face of a carnivore ready to indulge in his feast. Jake was panting now. He wanted more, needed more, agonized for more. Edward ran a hand up from where they were on Jake's hips, over to where the heart beat like fire. Then Edward sat down on the carpeted floor, his strong, cold hands, pulling Jacob down too.

Jacob lay above the vampire for only a second before he leant down and attacked him with his pouty lips. Cold hands gripped his backside, causing him to gasp, mouth open and inviting. A slick tongue slid against the roof of his mouth and he moaned. Edward's tongue retreated into his own mouth. Jacob followed it, musing over the cold yet burning cavern he had entered. The leech sucked at the muscle in his mouth like the creature that he was.

Then in a second, a harsh but careful push had him on his back. After figuring out what had happened, Jacob had another sensation hit him. It hit him wet and amazingly. His dark eyes gazed down his muscled body to where Edward had him in his horrific mouth. Horrifically terrible, blood sucking, sexy mouth. Jacob sat up on his elbows to get a better view of his hard arousal disappearing into the depths that only a second ago he had searched. He had never seen a more erotic sight before. Those lips encircling him, moving downward slowly. Jake groaned at the ecstasy that boiled in him as he felt the mouth take him whole.

It is what is forbidden that is the tastiest. The candy that was stolen by a child's grubby hands and eaten with an eye watching over his shoulder. The unwavering feeling of lust, the trouble it brought, the sex it induced, the tingling of all the nerves you could think of, this lust was powerful. And for the briefest of moments, Jacob woundered why Edward was doing this, what he was thinking.

The vampire pulled the member from his mouth almost the whole way, only leaving the tip to be tortured by his tongue. Edward led one of his hands down to his own straining arousal and pumped it quickly.

Jacob willed Edward to be rough with him. Jacob was no girl, he wasn't fragile, he was strong, even stronger from the carnal lust. He didn't want Edward to keep it slow and soft as he teased the head in his mouth. No, Jacob wanted this leech to suck him dry.

Jacob could feel the smirk radiating off of the stone perfect face, even if smirking was hard to do with what Edward was doing at the moment. Those golden eyes were glazed yet still so amused. Jake was starting to feel angry again, like was being played a fool. He felt as though, at any moment, because he was in this weak state that he would be attacked, killed. That only made him lust even more. The thought of this causing him to die, the thought that dying because of sex was well worth it.

Suddenly, Edward was bobbing up and down, roughly, amazingly. As he did so he let his tongue run along the length, focusing on the vein, as if pushing up the pre-cum to come to his mouth and slick down his throat as he swallowed. Jacob moaned like a wolf in heat. Which was, in so many ways, ironic. His hot hands gripped Edwards hands, which were cold to the touch like the rest of the body. Jacob lusted for every icy touch and every heated gaze. And for the first time in a while, he looked over at Bella.

Deep in his insides, the tightness the was unbearable. His fingers dug into Edward's skull as he felt his body wrack with pleasure and ecstasy. His body jerked up, hips bucking into Edward's quick working mouth, his head thrashing backwards. He let out what could be considered a howl and moan mixed into one. With glazed and half-lidded eyes, he watched as Edward swallowed all Jacob could give, the smallest amount running down the white pale chin.

Edward gave a raspy wimper as he drank Jacob down. The scalding hot seed running down his throat where it settled in him, warming his whole body. Jacob relaxed back to the floor, his arms resting at his sides. In his daze, as the nerves in his whole body were at bliss, he mused at how it tasted.

Silky lips, warmed only slightly by the actions just performed, pressed against Jacob's. Jacob tasted himself laced in the sweetest tasting mouth ever known to wolf. Edward pulled back from the heated kissed and stared into Jacob's eyes. "For a fowl smelling beast you taste pretty good," he said, voice laced with the sound of sex, raspy and silky all at once. His hand still pumped at himself. But after another passionate kiss and a few quick and harsh pumps of his hand, Edward came.

Jacob lazily eyed the messy, sticky hand and instinctively pulled it to him. He lapped it up eagerly, sucking the cum like it would give him life. Edward was the death that brought life. The forbidden life that Jacob wanted no part of, yet wished to taste it again and again. Jacob had gotten what was not his, what he wasn't meant to even touch. Jacob had tasted the sugary but bitter taste that was a vampire named Edward Cullen.

But just as Jacob's thoughts were at a strange bliss and calm, a sharpness bit into his neck. He screamed in pain. Agonizing, the pain was harsh on his hot body. He could feel his blood rush from him in the mouth that had just kissed him, that had just made his darkest desire come true. The leech was feeding from him!

Jacob Black could no longer focus on anything, yet his eyes went to a shocked, scared looking Bella. He mouthed the words his heart had always had for the girl, the vampire lover. "I love you, Bella," he had whispered before all went dark and he was no longer alive.


Bella awoke with a start. The dream she just had was the weirdest of all she had ever had. At her side, lay Edward, watching her silently as she opened her eyes to him.

Just a dream. It was all a weird, erotic nightmare. Bella thanked the heavens that Edward couldn't hear her thoughts. Who knows what Edward would do if he found out that Bella had had a dream where he agreeingly had sexual relationship with Jacob. Hell, Bella didn't even know what to do about it.

"Bad dream?" Edward asked, his dreamy voice as sexy as ever.

"Depends what you consider bad," was her only reply before she hugged Edward closer and fell into sleep again.

She really had to stop dreaming stuff like that. It was starting to get a bit weird.

Please review. Maybe if I get a bunch of reviews I'll post up the next slash Twilight i make for my cousin.

Love Natsuki Lee