ok so i don't know if this has been done before but this just randomly popped into my head. reviews are welcomed with open arms :)

River song is my wife. That whole sentence just makes my head want explode with the confusion this sentence brings. Is this what I've come to? I'm the greatest genius in the universe and yet I'm confused at the thought of one woman? Two women? Oh I don't know Amy was right 908 years old, it has been a while and I'm a bit rusty when it comes to women. But do I love River? She fascinates me, there's so much to learn about her, but could I settle with her?

Rose Tyler, I hoped I'd spend my life with her. That's all it was, hope, it could never have been more, I would have lost her in the end and anyway she has me. Not the real me, the me I want her to be with, but a version of me. They can grow old together, get married settle down. Be happy. That's all I really want is for her to be happy, to move on and live a brilliant life. I know I loved her, still do I suppose but I have to move on too, she would want me to. She would tell me to find somebody to hold my hand. She was so human like that; no matter what happened it didn't matter just as long as everyone else was happy then so was she.

River is the complete opposite to Rose. Like the South Pole and the North Pole. I love flirting with River although it's not always at the most appropriate time but she has a way of making even the most life threatening situation seem fun. She reminds me of myself I suppose, determined, never gives up, great dress sense. Although I need to have a word with her about her obsession with shooting really cool hats. Personally I just think she's jealous she doesn't have a cool hat. I saw River die how can I be with her knowing how it all ends and knowing that I couldn't stop it. There's something familiar about that situation, in fact it's all kind of ironic.

River song is my wife. Perhaps it isn't so confusing after all. Rose is never coming back, she's in the past and I can never look back, that doesn't mean to say that I'll forget her because I'll never forget her. There will never be another like Rose Tyler. It's time I concentrated on my future and perhaps, just maybe River is my future.

Although, not quite sure about Amy being my mother-in-law.

please review :)