1.Find myself at your door,
Just like all those times before,
I'm not sure how I got there,
All roads they lead me here
I imagine you are home,
In your room, all alone,
And you open your eyes into mine,
And everything feels better,
Right before your eyes,
I'm breaking, no past
No reasons why,
Just you and me
This is the last time I'm asking you this,
Put my name at the top of your list,
This is the last time I'm asking you why,
You break my heart in the blink of an eye, eye, eye
No matter what happened he was always on her thoughts, he would always in her soul, even her sister had noticed it before her untimely death. Her deeds had broken her and her hatred consumed her but he…. He made her feel alive. They didn't ask each other for their reasons, why he poisoned her or why she hated everyone they just spent that night in each other embrace, trying to feel hopeful.
You find yourself at my door,
Just like all those times before,
You wear your best apology,
But I was there to watch you leave,
And all the times I let you in,
Just for you to go again,
Disappear when you come back,
Everything is better
Right before your eyes,
I'm aching, no past
Nowhere to hide,
Just you and me
He watched as she came and went, the only way she got to him was begging and apologizing, he shouldn't believe her. Every night with her was special but the next day he felt numb, she had left to be evil and he had to pretend that he wasn't sharing his nights with his mortal enemy. He was breaking, not because of the prophecy or his work but because she literally shattered his world. She crashed it to the ground and spat on its ashes. He was breaking because he loved Morgana Pendragon and he really shouldn't.
This is the last time I'm asking you this,
Put my name at the top of your list,
This is the last time I'm asking you why,
You break my heart in the blink of an eye, eye, eye
This is the last time you tell me I've got it wrong,
This is the last time I say it's been you all along,
She knew she shouldn't ask him, he had a duty to Arthur but she so desperately wanted him to put her first, to priorities her needs. He told her she was wrong in her approach, she was wrong but let's be honest it was him. She could've taken over the kingdom if she stopped seeking and wanting him. Why did she have to love Merlin?.
This is the last time I let you in my door,
This is the last time, I won't hurt you anymore
Oh, oh, oh,
This is the last time I'm asking you this,
Put my name at the top of your list,
This is the last time I'm asking you why,
You break my heart in the blink of an eye
He told her to never come back, he would have to choose and he desperately didn't want to. She told him he had to but he kissed her then slammed the door in her face. He would not let them get hurt anymore.
This is the last time I'm asking you this
The last time they asked was the last time they saw each other before battle. As he stood over her, sword drawn he wished that he'd put her name on the top of his list.