I own nothing! My first music drabbles with BTR slight swearing. Please enjoy!
1- The Only Exception- Paramore
I remember the day my parents were officially divorced. I was a mess I locked myself in my room blocking out the world. My parents cried about it, which was strange, if they are crying over this then why did they want a divorce to begin with. It's not my problem anymore. They were married for fifteen years. This day was five years and I was only thirteen, now I'm eighteen and never been in love. I told myself that love doesn't last my parents are evidence.
" Kendall! Kendall" I come back into reality after I hear someone call my name. I look over my shoulder and see my best friend Logan standing there.
" Oh hey Logan. What's up?" I stand up away from my desk and walk over to him giving him a big hug.
" Just checking up on you, Kendall. We haven't hung in a while, how about I take you out for dinner tonight?" I give him a smile and skip over to my mirror.
" Is that a yes then?" I laugh a bit and nod. I mess with my hair for a moment. I see Logan sitting on my bed through the mirror. I run over to him and grab his wrist and pull him towards his car.
The drive to our favorite restaurant that is only twenty minutes away from my dorm. Logan doesn't attend the same college as myself; he goes to the one across the city. I would only see him on the weekends if I was lucky.
"Kendall have you been seeing anyone lately?" The question caught me off guard, since when does Logan care about who was dating. I've been in two relationships but all in disaster.
" No I haven't. How about yourself, Logan."
" Me too, but I do like this certain guy, he's amazing, lovable, quirky, but he thinks he's broken and never been in love. I think you would like him." I laugh a bit that girl sounds like myself. People tell me that I'm lovable, caring, quirky, interesting yet I'm broken and never been in love. Wait, hold on a second. Is Logan in love with me? I told him I'm not going to be in love since my parent's divorce.
"Logan, do I know this guy? Is this guy me?" I take a pause after each question. He looks up at me from the menu with a small smile.
" Kendall, I've been in love with you since we were sixteen, two years. I might have broken Daniel and Alex's noses after they hurt you. I also know that you don't want to fall in love. But, you have to move on passed this. Love does last, you're parents loved each other so much but it was their decision to end their marriage." I stare at Logan for a moment or two.
" Logan, do you promise me that you won't hurt me? Won't leave me because you stop loving me? Can you promise that?"
" Of course I will promise you that. I will love you forever. I will never leave because I stop loving you. I can't ever stop loving you."
" You're the only exception, you know that. If I ever found someone that wasn't you I probably wouldn't love them like how I love you. You're special, unique, lovable and all around awesome." I smile at Logan and kiss him on the cheek.
2- One Of Those Girls- Avril Lavigne
Kendall is still on a date with Jo, it's almost eleven at night. I know I seem worried about him and yeah I am but more on the annoyed side. Jo isn't a good girl she always tricks guys into liking her with her blonde hair and blue eyes. She's good at this because she an actress. I told Kendall that she's not the right person for him but he ignores it.
" Kendall come on you can't be seriously wanting to date this girl?"
" Well I am James if you like or not I'm dating her."
The front door slams close a loud sound rings throughout the apartment, luckily Mrs. Knight and Katie aren't here and Logan and Carlos went to the convenient store for new light bulbs, Kendall stalks in angrily.
" I can see that you're date with Jo went bad?" I question Kendall he gives me a quick glare and slumps into the couch.
" Yeah it went terrible. She tricked me like you said James; she told me that she only liked me because of my voice and money. I can't believe I didn't listen to you I was in denial that's all." He covers his face with his hands. I rub his back in comfort.
" It's not your fault really, she's the only one to blame. You're an amazing guy Kendall so should know that. She's a slut just forget about her." Kendall looks up smiling at me.
" Thanks James I needed to hear that," he hugs me then heads into his and Logan's shared him.
3- For a Pessimist I'm Pretty Optimistic- Paramore
" Please don't leave, please don't dad!" I begin to yell as my father is leaving this family. Tears are rolling down my cheeks.
" Logan, I'm leaving. I'm sorry." My dad continues onwards stuffs in bags into his truck. I'm pulling on his jacket sleeves.
" Please dad! Don't leave!" I'm sobbing uncontrollably he hops into his truck and drives away. I fall to my knees on the driveway. My hands cover my eyes not caring about anything or anyone. I suddenly feel someone wrap his/her arms around me. My mother stares back at me helping me off the dry, hard pavement. We shuffle into the dimly lit living room. My mother hands me a cup of hot tea and she sits across from me.
" How could he just leave us? Leave Lucas, you and I ? Lucas isn't going to have a father growing up; he's only two months old. We had so much faith in him and he just gets up and leaves." I question to the mother and I knew she wasn't going to have answers.
" I don't know sweetheart. I honestly don't know. I'm just as upset and betrayed by your father. He thinks running away is the right thing to do, but it's not. He should have just talked to me about anything that was bothering him. But, no he just runs away. Leaving his family a lone."
" Do you think he'll come back, mom?"
" Logan, I don't think so. I'm sorry, but he probably won't come back."
I sit back into my chair and close my eyes. Tears roll down my face.
4- Love Me For Me- Ashley Tisdale
Logan and I have been dating for the passed two months it's been great. But, I still wonder why he would pick me. I don't have the perfect hair or body. I'm not like James or Kendall. I wear a helmet on my head instead and I'm a crazy, wild sixteen year old guy.
" Logan can I ask you something?" I ask him while lying on the couch. My head placed on his shoulder.
" Sure what's is it Carlos?"
" Why did you pick me?" He looks at my face smiles a bit.
" Because you're different, you're not perfect neither am I. I love that you're rebellious and outgoing it keeps me on my toes. It's what I love about you." I begin to smile widely he places a quick kiss on my forehead. We continue to watch Supernatural on the TV.
5- Never Again- Kelly Clarkson
I walked to my mailbox to read new mail there sitting in the pile is a letter from James. My heart begins to race I haven't seen him or spoken to him in six months. He broke my heart through a letter and now I have another from him. I pull out the mail and begin to sort through it James' letter sits on the table. I lift it up then begin to tear it into pieces tears falling down my face. I went to the couch to lay down and went back to what happened earlier this month.
" Hey Kendall what's up?" I question him he's eyes begin to shift around.
" Logan I need to tell you something about James."
" What about him?" I say angrily.
" He's getting married to Rachael." My eyes shift around in surprise.
" I hope the ring he get's her will make her finger green." I say cynincally.
I will never talk to James ever again, never again.
6- What Hurts The Most – Rascal Flats
I'm sitting in my room remembering that only three months ago my world came crashing down on me. My fantanastic boyfriend Carlos got into a car accident and died on impact. I loved him so much , but now he's gone I will always love him. He was everything I could ever wanted, unique, crazy, fun and outgoing. That's what I love about him.
Every morning it gets more and more difficult without him around simple things I hardly can deal with. Every time I see our best friends James and Logan I want to burst out crying it's so hard to move on. But, I should soon before I fall apart even more. Right now I want to sleep all day and dream about Carlos being alive. Together we would go do fun things like snowboarding down mountains or surfing at dusk.
Carlos I hope it's nice up there in heaven. I will always love you and you're in my heart.
7- Cold As You- Taylor Swift
" Why are you always out so damn late Carlos?" I shout at him.
" I'm working! Why is so hard for you to understand James?" He screams back at him.
I only started that fight because I want to feel something. Carlos would always lie to my face, yell at me and so damn condescending. I felt like crap but I did nothing about for a year until I realize that things need to end.
" Carlos it's over I'm through with all your shit." He stares at me blankly.
" James you don't mean that. Things are going to get better I promise." He tries me pull me into a hug. I slap away his hands.
" It's over," I quickly run out of his house before he could come after me.
After that break-up I felt great about life again. Carlos wasn't there to ruin my happiness or my life. It's all over.
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