Back to the Beginning

Todd stood at the back of her memorial service and peeked into the room that was filled with so many people that loved her. He didn't feel worthy of being in that room, but he couldn't stay away either, so he compromised at standing in the foyer as he listened to all the great stories that they were sharing about his Marty.

He didn't have many good stories about her, he had plenty of stories to share about how he had hurt her. He had plenty of stories of their angst filled relationship that they had forged throughout the years. Sure he had tried to prove to her and to himself that he had changed, but had he really? If it wasn't for him then she would still be alive. Zach wanted revenge against him so he had taken it by raping and murdering the woman that he loved most...there was no coming back from it. He had lost her and lost his last chance at redemption right along with her.

He thought that once he had killed Zach, he would be able to find peace again, but he was wrong, there was no peace without Marty.

He watched and waited until all the mourners had left and once he knew they could be alone, he walked to her grave. "I'm so sorry Marty. I would take it all back if I could. I loved you...I've always loved you."

"What would you take back?" Marty asked as she laid her hand on his shoulder.

"Marty? You're dead...you can't be here," Todd stated as he flinched away from her touch. He was losing it. He was losing his mind. She wasn't here...she couldn't be here.

"What would you take back?" Marty asked once again.

"I would take back all of the moments that I caused you to cry," Todd explained.

"If you could change one moment from our tainted history together, what moment would you choose?" Marty asked.

"The night that we made love, I would stay. That's the night that I regret the most...if I would have stayed with you that night then everything would be different between us. I would have never raped you."

"Are you certain about that?" Marty asked.

"Positive, why? What is this? What's the point in rehashing the past I can't change any of it."

"That's not entirely true. I know what you were going to do today. I know that you were going to kill yourself, so I pleaded with God to give you one last chance at redemption. I could send you back to the beginning, back to the first day we met one another. Would you want to go back?"

"Of course I would want to go back, I would give anything to change things between us, but their must be some kind of catch," Todd stated.

"There is...you won't remember any of this...you won't remember your old life. You won't remember hurting me and there's a good chance that you won't change anything between us. It's possible that I could send you back to the beginning to rape me all over again," Marty warned. "Do you still want to go back to the beginning, knowing that you might have to relive our most painful moments, knowing that you might not be able to change anything between us?"

"Please send me back Marty, I know that I can change. I know that I would never hurt you again."

"I hope so Todd, because it's your last chance at salvation, mine as well," Marty whispered. "Close your eyes and when you open them again you will be back at the beginning."

Todd closed his eyes as he felt everything change in the world as he knew it.

XOXOXO

Todd opened his eyes and he realized that his face was stuck to the toilet seat. What happened last night? He vaguely remembered a party where he had drank plenty of beers and some Tequila shots as well.

His head was pounding as he picked himself up off the floor. He needed to pull himself together...it was hell week and he knew that his future fraternity brother's wouldn't make it easy on him, but if he could just make it a few days longer then he would be as good as in and then he would finally be part of a family that looked out for one another.

He took a couple of aspirin and chased it down with a beer. The best way that he knew to get rid of a hangover was to drink it away.

"Hey Todd, Luke wants us to go to Rodi's for initiation," Zach,one of the other pledges, stated as he came into the room.

"It's four in the morning," Todd stated as he looked at his watch.

"I know, but it's Luke's orders, he wants us to return with the bra or panties of a girl that we meet in the bar. Do you really think that we'll get some women's bra or panties?" Maybe if we're lucky we'll get to see some tities and ass tonight." Zach stated as he began to drool.

"Zach get a hold of yourself and go get Powell. The sooner we get this done the sooner I can get back here to sleep," Todd ordered. He didn't know why, but he couldn't shake the feeling that tonight would change the rest of his life forever.

XOXOXO

Todd, Zach and Powell walked into Rodi's and instantly Todd spotted his target. She was the most beautiful women that he had ever seen and he knew that if he was going to walk away with somebody's bra and underwear it was going to be hers.

"Order me a beer, I'll be right back," Todd ordered Zach and Powell as he left their table and headed over to meet her.

She was choosing a song on the jukebox as she swayed her sexy hips back and forth. "Hey there sexy, what would a guy like me have to do in order to get your panties?" he asked.

She turned around and stared at him and for a moment Todd thought that she would slap him, but then she smiled. "I'm not wearing any panties," she whispered as she winked at him.

Todd instantly felt an erection beginning to form as he thought about her short red mini skirt rubbing against her vagina. "I'm sorry, I just don't believe you, you're going to have to prove it," he challenged her.

"Wrap your arms around me and feel my bare ass if you want," she stated as she giggled.

Todd wrapped his arms around her and grabbed her ass cheeks in his hands. "Well, I stand corrected. Will you give me your bra?" he whispered in her ear as he squeezed her ass cheeks in his hands over and over again as he pressed his body against hers so that she would know how hard she was making him. Maybe if he played his cards right, then she could help him relieve his massive erection.

"What do you want with my bra?" she asked as she eyed him curiously.

"We're pledging for the fraternity and we have to bring back a girl's panties or bra," Todd explained.

"What's in it for me?" she flirtatiously asked as she bit down on her lower lip.

"What do you want?" Todd asked.

"Buy me a bottle of vodka," she stated.

"Okay you got a deal," Todd stated, "but I'm going to need your bra first.

"I'll be right back lover boy," she stated as she dissapeared into the girl's bathroom. She returned five minutes later and stuffed the black, lacy bra in his pants as she slowly and slightly grazed his erection with her hand.

"I'll be right back," Todd stated. He headed over to the bartender and asked for a bottle of Vodka.

"I'm sorry man, but she's been cut off and now so have you. Marty, go upstairs and sleep it off. I'm not serving you anymore alcohol, so stop with your childish games," the bartender looked towards the woman.

"You're no fun Suede, If you won't serve me then I'll just go find somebody else who will," Marty stated as she began to head out the front door.

"You're not going anywhere. I have your keys remember now go upstairs and sleep it off," Suede ordered.

"Marty, wait...I can drive you -" Todd started to stay.

"Fine, I'll sleep it off," Marty stated as she headed up the stairs before she had a chance to listen to what Todd had to say.

"Did you get her bra?" Zach asked.

"Yes, let's go...the service here sucks," Todd muttered. He was furious that this bartender loser Suede had ruined all the fun that he was having with Marty.

XOXOXO

"I'm not wearing any panties," Marty stated as she rubbed against him.

"You're going to have to prove it," He challenged her as he unzipped his pants. He looked down and realized that he was wearing a black pair of thongs that clearly belonged to her.

"Is that proof enough for you?" she asked as she reached her hand down his pants and grabbed his steely erection through the thin, sheer fabric of her underwear. "Buy me a drink and I'll be your girlfriend forever," she stated as she wrapped her arms around him.

"I need a drink," Todd demanded as he walked up to the bar.

"Sorry buddy, she's been cut off forever and so have you," the idiot bartender replied.

Todd looked behind him, but Marty was gone. "Marty! Marty, where are you? Come back...don't leave me. You said that you would be my girlfriend forever." Todd shouted

He woke up in a cold sweat as he looked at the clock. It was eight a.m. he was running late for his first day of Calculus. He quickly got dressed and ran out the door.

He normally sat in the back, but all the seats were taken so he walked towards the front of the room.

"So good of you to join us Mr..."

"Manning. Todd Manning," Todd corrected.

"Quickly find a seat so that I can continue," the teacher stated as she pushed the center of her thick, black glasses up over the bridge of her nose.

"You can sit here," Todd heard a familiar, angelic voice reply. He turned his head towards the heavenly sound and he swallowed the rising lump in his throat. It was her...the voice was coming from his Marty.

"Thank you," he responded as he sat in the seat next to her.

XOXOXO

"So Todd, did you put my bra to good use?" Marty asked as soon as the Calculus class ended and they began to walk out together.

"Yeah, it was just the perfect thing that I needed to prove myself. I've been accepted into the fraternity and I was thinking that I could take you out sometime to celebrate, since you're a big reason of why I was accepted in the first place."

"Sure, meet me at Rodi's tonight and you can buy me that drink you owe me," Marty stated as she walked away.

XOXOXO

"Where are you going?" Zach asked as he stopped by and saw Todd putting cologne on.

"I have a date tonight?"

"Oh yeah...with who? Is she hot?" Zach asked.

"Do you remember the girl who donated her bra to us?"

"You have a date with her? God...you have all the luck. I'd give anything to fuck her. Maybe if you buy her enough drinks you could bring her back here and we'll all show her a good time," Zach stated as he smirked.

"Forget about it Zach, she's mine and you're never going to touch her," Todd stated as he clenched his fist tightly together.

"Relax Todd, it was just a joke, have fun on your date," Zach stated as he left Todd's room.

XOXOXO

Todd walked into Rodi's and saw Marty leaning over the bar in a short blue denim mini skirt and a black leather jacket and he couldn't help but wonder if she was wearing any panties under her skirt.

"Come on Suede, dance with me," Marty slurred out as she spoke to the loser bartender from the other morning.

"I told you that I can't Marty, I'm working and you're drunk again. I thought that you were going to get your act together."

"Loosen up Suede...I'm just trying to have a good time. If you close up early then I promise that I'll show you all my secret moves," Marty stated as she walked up to him and pulled him into a passionate kiss.

Todd felt nauseous as he watched her throwing herself at the other guy. Did she forget about their date? He wanted to pummel Suede's face in as he watched Marty kissing him.

"Stop it Marty...I don't have time for your childish games. I'm working...go on upstairs and sleep it off," Suede ordered as he pushed her away from him.

"Hey Marty, you should cut this guy from your life. He's obviously too stupid to treat you to a good time, but I'll treat you right baby. I still owe you that drink...remember?" Todd asked.

"Go upstairs Marty," Suede ordered again.

"No, you're working and I have other offers for the night,"Marty stated as she wrapped her arms around Todd's neck. "If you buy me that drink, I'll be your girlfriend forever," Marty stated as she giggled.

"What?" Todd asked as he suddenly felt panicked. It was just like his dream, he couldn't lose her...not now.

"I said that I'll be your girlfriend forever like those sappy couples you see in all the Black and White movies," Marty explained.

"Come on Marty, let me take you somewhere else where we don't have an audience," Todd stated as he grabbed her hand.

"You can't seriously be thinking about leaving with this loser," Suede called out.

"What's the matter baby? You had your chance and you lost it, because you were too busy with your grown up responsibilities," Marty stated as she grabbed Todd's hand and left.

XOXOXO

"So this is where I live," Marty slurred as she opened up the doors to her Mansion and stumbled in.

"Nice place baby...there must be a lot of bedrooms," Todd seductively stated as he wrapped his arms around her. "Are you wearing any panties tonight?" He whispered in her ear as he began to nibble on it.

"Yeah, maybe sometime I'll show you all the bedrooms in this place, but for tonight, I'll just show you my bedroom and then you can receive your answer to your question about my panties," Marty stated as she grabbed Todd's hand and led him to her room at the top of the stairs.

She opened up the door to her room and slowly and deliberately removed her jacket as she turned on some Metallica.

Todd could feel the temperature in the room slowly rising as he watched her remove her mini skirt as she danced around the room. She removed her red panties and then threw them to him.

"Red, my new favorite color," he stated as he shoved her panties into the pocket of his jeans as a souvenir. He wanted her so badly and the need to be inside of her was all he could think about as he felt his penis grow hard and stiff. He began to remove his clothes as well.

"So tell me Todd, have you ever done body shots?" Marty asked.

"No, but I'm willing to learn," he stated as he walked up to her and wrapped his arms around her, enjoying the sensation that her naked skin caused his.

"A virgin huh? Don't worry baby, I'm quite experienced and I'll teach you everything that you need to know about body shots," Marty stated before she kissed him, letting her tongue mingle with his for several seconds before she pulled away. "Go lie down on the bed and I'll be there in a second," Marty ordered as she grabbed the bottle of Vodka.

She walked over to the bed and drizzled the Vodka all over Todd's body and then took a drink. She leaned over him and began to lick and suck the vodka from his skin as he moaned in pleasure from the sensation that her mouth was giving him.

She wrapped her Vodka soaked lips around his erection and began to suck as she worked the entire length into her mouth. She bobbed her head up and down causing more pleasure then Todd had ever experienced as he released himself into her mouth.

She swallowed every drop and then licked the remaining cum that lingered on her lips. "Mmmmmm, salty...just the way I like it. Now it's your turn to pleasure me," Marty stated as she laid down on the bed next to him.

"I can certainly do that," Todd stated as he grabbed the bottle of Vodka and drizzled a nice pattern around her breasts and then down in-between her legs, where she was already glistening. It pleased him to see that she was already getting pleasure from being with him.

He placed his mouth around her nipples, one at a time, and sucked on them as they grew hard and erect. He worked his tongue down to her Vagina. He sucked and teased her clit, enjoying the taste of Vodka from her skin. "Cum for me baby," he pleaded as he pushed his finger into her and pumped it in and out as he felt her body tighten in preparation for the climax. He inserted his tongue back inside of her and drank from her as she writhed underneath him.

"You're so beautiful and I want to be inside of you so much," Todd whispered...as stupid as it sounded he wanted to hear that she wanted him to.

"I want you too Todd, please," Marty pleaded.

With that...Todd pushed himself inside of her and began to thrust in and out of her hard and fast as he nibbled on her neck. The sensation of being inside of her was unlike anything Todd had ever felt before. He had been with plenty of woman, but she was different. It was as if she was his soul mate by the way that her body perfectly fit with his.

They continued their dance of love until they both hit their second climax and he heard her screaming out his name. He pulled out of her and got up off the bed. Being with her had stirred all of these emotions inside of her. Not only did he care about her, but it was possible that he loved her. He was scared because the last women that he loved, his mother, had abandoned him when he needed her most. Could he really love somebody else? What if Marty didn't feel the same way? Would she leave him too? He had to get out of there before he lost anymore of his heart to her. He had to find somewhere quiet where he could think.

Todd quickly got dressed as Marty sat up in the bed. "Where are you going?"Marty asked.

"I have to get home...I have to get up early tomorrow," Todd stated as he began to head for the door.

"Could you stay with me?"

"You want me to spend the night with you?"

"You don't have to spend the whole night, just a little longer. Will you please hold me while I fall asleep?" Marty pleaded with him as her voice quivered and tears began to gather in her eyes.

Todd thought about walking away from her in an attempt at self preservation, but at he saw the tears in her eyes, he knew that if he walked away from her tonight then there would be no going back...he would lose her forever.

"Okay Marty, I'll stay with you for as long as you need me to," Todd stated as he removed his clothes and climbed back into bed with her.

He pulled her into his arms and inhaled her scent as he kissed the top of her head. "Goodnight Marty," he whispered as he pulled her closer to him.

"Goodnight Todd," Marty whispered as she closed her eyes.