Primary Relationships: Peter Parker/Wade Wilson, James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes/Wade Wilson, Peter Parker & Steve Rogers
TAGS/WARNINGS: Peter Parker, Wade Wilson, James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Tony Stark, Natasha Romanov, Bruce Banner, Clint Barton, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Friends to Lovers, Polyamory Negotiations, Polyamory, Poly-V Relationship, Injury, Depression, Mental Health Issues, Friendship, Platonic Relationships, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Dom/sub Play, Dom Peter, Sub Wade, Dom Bucky Barnes, Violence, Past Abuse, Past Rape/Non-con, Protective Peter
This is my first foray into the Marvel Verse, with my own twists and turns since I have added it to my Pack Verse.
Beyond that, its been a while since I saw any of the shows/movies or read any of the comics, though I have done both (at least some), since the Marvel Verse changes canon depending on what's happening, I will be drawing inspiration from different parts that I recall, like, or fit.
Peter's POV
He has been a superhero for nearly six years, and Avenger for just over two. Just a little over five years ago he had met the Merc with the Mouth, also known as Deadpool, and to a small number of people Wade Wilson. He still hasn't figured out how he got on that list.
Still, he likes the merc despite the fact he wishes he didn't sometimes. Wade can be difficult. Particularly since they have totally opposite ways of dealing with problems and situations.
So when he finds Deadpool surround by a bunch of dead thugs and druggies, his body blown to pieces because someone was stupid, he makes a rather life altering choice. At least he is sure it is going to be a life altering choice.
Carefully he makes a cocoon around the downed merc, making sure to retrieve all of his parts before calling Steve and telling him that he might want to send someone to check the warehouse and quickly filling him in on the scene he has discovered. He also requests all information on Deadpool be sent to his apartment which seems to both worry and confuse the super soldier but he agrees to it.
Once that is done, he lifts the cocoon and leaves the bloodbath behind, carrying the injured merc attached to his back as he swings to his home. Opening the window and climbing in with more than six foot of merc is not the easiest thing in the world, but he still manages to pull it off.
"Bed or sofa?" he mutters to himself, "Better yet, the futon."
Still moving carefully, he gets it opened and made without taking Wade off his back. Once he feels that he is as ready as he can be, he lays the web cocoon and its cargo on the folded out bed and opens it up to see how much healing the merc has already done.
"Not nearly as much as I expected," he mutters when he sees the mess the older man still is. It looks like his limbs have started healing, but his torso and head are still in shambles. Actually, he can see the skin growing around part of the leather and spandex outfit. "I know you're not going to be happy about this, and I will willingly accept yelling later, but it looks like the remains of the suit are coming off."
Fetching his sewing scissors, he carefully cuts the ruined suit off of the merc, determining that it is beyond saving when he sees how much damage has been done to it. It takes him nearly thirty-five minutes to get the entire thing off and with every piece he pulls out he can visibly see the older man's body repairing itself. Well that's good. After trashing all the shredded pieces of the suit, including the mask with the gaping hole
Since there is dried blood and guts all over the older man's body, he fetches a few warm wash clothes and gently washes the older man's body. He is rather thankful Wade was wearing a pair of boy-shorts under the suit or he'd be completely naked since he cut of the suits remains and took the combat boots off to clean them up.
Not going to think about the fact that he is a well-built man from top to bottom with plenty of reasons to stare in an appreciative way, he tells himself. Nope, not doing it. Wade is already going to be pissed when he wakes without anything but underwear and a sheet on. No reason to annoy him with ogling. Though going by past conversations, the merc would probably just laugh at him. Deadpool is a flirt after all.
Of course, this is probably going to surprise the older man too. In the years they have known each other neither has moved his mask any further what it takes to eat. In Wade's case he knows it is because he is ashamed and very self-conscious of the scarring covering his body. In his case it was more of a request from Wade, he hadn't wanted to know what he looks like, and had enjoyed being anonymous in that manner.
Shaking his head, he double checks to make sure that there is no lingering blood or innards before taking the wash clothes directly to the washer, stripping out of his suit to wash it, and turning them on. Grabbing a sheet and a light blanket, he returns to the living room, carefully laying both over his unconscious house guest. Next up is closing the window since he forgot to do that earlier, and that really is an important thing.
He is just getting ready to make some food when he hears a knock at the door, along with a man calling out, "Delivery from Stark Industries."
Striding to the door, he quickly opens it, signing the tablet and accepting the box without barely a blink. Carrying the box into his kitchen, he sets it on the counter and breaks the seal on it. At the top of the pile is a short note from Steve.
- Peter
Be careful with Deadpool, and doubly careful with Wade. It's a known fact he is not the most stable of a person, but there is no reason to make things worse. Here are the documents you requested. Every bit of history I could get my hands on, it is my belief that the 'military agency' that did the Weapon X program was run by Hydra. I have not yet found proof of this, however some of what was done to him is extremely similar to the condition I had once found Bucky in. If you need assistance, call me ASAP.
SR-
Blinking, he glances over the counter towards the living room where the older man is still out like a light. He knows about Hydra's projects, he remembers the information from when he helped Mr. Stark and Bruce go through it three years previously and again a year later. That had been horrid, and he had spent every free minute taking it out on the criminals of the city. So if Wade went through even a fraction of the atrocities he had read in those files, well that would explain a lot about the merc.
Heading into the living room, he checks his guest, finding that he has shifted from being unconscious to actually sleeping. He is relieved to see this, and returns to his kitchen to start going through the files, keeping his senses open so he knows when the merc wakes up. Carefully he goes over the documents, starting at the oldest, and moving through to current times.
According to the very oldest documents his name is Wade Thomas Williams, while all the newer ones have it recorded as Wade Winston Wilson. They matched them by DNA rather than by name. As he goes through the documents, he learns a great deal about the sleeping merc. He is a Canadian by birth, but also a citizen of the United States, and spent part of his childhood in Japan. The cancer that caused him to join the Weapon X program runs in through his mother's side of the family and had killed every relative on that side.
The tortures he had gone through during the conversion into Deadpool were massive, and he agrees with Steve's assessment that the program is very much like a Hydra program. No wonder he is the way he is. It was probably the only way his mind could cope. Add to it an inability to die and never ending pain because the cancer that never went away and it explained so much. It wasn't surprise that he didn't value life, his or anyone else.
Well damn, he thinks as he puts the files away and goes to check on his guest. Still sleeping, odd, he doesn't strike him as the sort to sleep. Glancing at the window he realizes how dark it is, and decides it is time to turn the lights out. He'll sleep out here in a web-hammock so he can make sure Wade is alright through the night.
He doesn't need to go through any of the other papers, he already has a really good idea as to what the host of problems are. Now how to help him, because he wants to help him. That is going to be one of the most important things he can do.
Quietly he makes his resting place for the evening, does his nightly rituals, checking Wade one last time before turning out all of the lights and climbing into his hammock.
He has just drifted off when he hears the first low whimpers, making his eyes snap open. Sitting up, he glances over to the sofa, spotting the merc twitching and hearing the low whining noises that are escaping his lips.
Getting off the hammock, he quickly moves over, settling beside him and debating for a moment whether to try waking him up or not. No, that's not going to work, he doesn't know exactly what's with Wade's mental state, but he is sure whatever it is touching him is not a good idea just yet.
Instead he starts quietly crooning, "Shh, it's alright, you're safe Wade, it's alright."
He uses a quick burst of web to turn on his desk light, happy it is the push type.
Almost as soon as he does so, the merc starts to calm down again, though his breathing is still rough.
"I don't know if you can hear me, or if your mind is being too loud, but you're okay, no one is going to come after you here, you trust me in the field, you can trust me here." He continues in the same low tone, attempting for calm and reassuring. He continues to stay by his side, gently talking, repeating himself and aiming to be relaxing.
It is not until the merc calms down that he finally moves, heading over to the hammock to lay down again but he doesn't turn the light off. It was the dark that had triggered this episode, so he will leave the light on, it's not like light bothers him.
This time he gets to sleep for just over three hours before another set of whines and whimpering wakes him.
Getting up again, he returns to his perch beside the older man, crooning softly again. It doesn't take as long this time for Wade to fade back into a more peaceful sleep.
Since he is now awake, he heads into the kitchen, scooping the box up and carrying it to his room where he tucks it in the closet before heading to the small computer in the living room. Getting it going, he decides to do some research, he is a science and film major, but psychology is not a subject he had looked into that much. So it's time to figure out if he can determine the main problems the merc is facing and then ways to deal with them. Bipolar depression is a given, as is low self-esteem and schizophrenia, probably PTSD, CER, and borderline personality disorder. There is overlap between a lot of those issues, and quite possible that he doesn't have all of them all the time, based on the fact there are minute changes in his behavior after every suicide and mission where he officially 'dies'.
Now how to help him?
He gets up, stretching and checking on his guest before he returns to his research. There are a lot of different suggestions. Some are completely ridiculous, others are logical like the list of suggestions off of the VA website, but the set he likes most actually come from a BDSM blog.
– Sometimes a person needs help, but it is not the sort of help they can get from a doctor or program. In those cases, remembering the cycle of a healthy BDSM relationship can be used as a way to help the person in need. It is important to remember the five steps, and make sure to use them. Those five steps for those new to the scene are: Communication, Agreement, Scene/Play/Situation, Aftercare, and Debrief. In the early days of using those five tenants, the steps may be a daily process. Later on it might develop to a point with long periods between the steps. The emotional tenants of BDSM apply as well. Those are: Trust, Honesty, and Respect. While it will never be a miracle cure, and it will take time and practice, but it can help to lead to a better future. –
He had stared at the screen after reading that blog note, just a simple little thing on a random search but it actually makes sense. A lot of sense actually. Particularly when he starts going through the links connected to that blog and the definitions it gives with each.
"This might be the best idea yet," he mutters as he closes the last of it and wipes his history.
Heading into the kitchen to start making food because he is sure Wade will be waking up soon, and he can remember Logan mentioning that healing makes his metabolism go crazy and he gets extremely hungry as a side effect. That is probably true for Wade as well.
What does the merc eat? Pancakes, tacos, and pizza are all things they have had together in the past. Well he has the stuff for pancakes and its regular sides such as eggs, bacon, and sausage. So he will make that, a complete breakfast with all the sides he can find in his fridge. Good thing he had just gone shopping two days ago, or there would be a lot less food readily available.
Best check on him one more time before starting this cooking project.
What he discovers is the merc sweating profusely, so he heads to the bathroom to get a moist, cool wash cloth, a dry towel, and a clean, dry sheet. Returning to the living room, he takes the blanket and sheet off the older man's body, throwing the sheet on the floor since it is wet and letting the blanket rest beside him on the futon. With feathery touches, he washes the sweat from the merc, before drying him with the towel, and laying the sheet over him. Checking his temperature, he discovers a raging fever, and covers him back up the rest of the way with the blanket.
The entire time he is working, he talks softly to the older man, hoping that it brings him some small measure of comfort. When he is sure he has done as much as he can, he goes to make all of the breakfast foods. He has just finished up the bacon when his ears catches the difference in Wade's breathing as the older man finally comes too.
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