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The truth of hidden pain

No matter how far I run that day will haunt me still

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Late friday night

Come on Kagome run, run don't let him get you please

Was all that ran through her head as the dark shadow continued to follower her own, into the allies far from her home. She stumbled to the ground in pain and fear as her newly made scars dripped from here to there.

Kagome get up please he's right behind you please get up

Yelled her mind as she stumbled to her feet to once again run from fear, she called for help but no one could hear she should have stayed home where Inuyasha was always near.

Please hear my call Inuyasha, please hear my cry, help me save me from this awful guy

Her mind kept on screaming but her mouth wouldn't bough a sound as she felt her body fall hard a-pone the ally grounds. She tried once again to stand but found that very man staring with a smile.

Please don't hurt me please I beg of you please

Her mind spoke all her words but her mouth never told. Could it be the fact that he was the boy everyone said was gold. 'Please stop' she said as her mouth began to move but just as quick as the words were release they were slapped back in with happiness and greed.

Please stop I trusted you why do you not listen to my painful cries or see my never ending tears

Kagome tried again to scream but once again a slap told her the same. 'Please stop please' went Kagome's cries but her voice was soon gone as that very trustworthy guy began to rip and tear at her dress that she wore to impress him.

Inuyasha please, please help me I don't want this, I'm sorry so very sorry for going against your orders I promise to listen to you I promise just please don't let him do this please

Were Kagome's last words as the man began to roughly kiss her leaving small cuts for blood at escape a-pone her bruised lips. The man then began to slowly and roughly kiss down her body making her wince in pain as the tears began to sting her bloody and hurt lips.

Kagome then let out a soft and screechy scream of pain as the man began to bit and suck her non-hard nipples to a bleed. Each painful bit and suck lead to another painful screeching cry.

The night's cold air began to blow around them as he began to tear at her blood stained panties that indicated that her period had just then came on that horrible night but did he care? As much as he did about stealing her woman hood he cared

As her mind became blank the man became hungry as he shoved into her earning yet another cry of pain from the defenseless Kagome. As her screams became louder so did his moans every moan and scream was at ease as everyone who past did nothing but grin.

Sounds like someone's having fun said a drunky as he walked passed the allies entrance with a smile

But sadly the ones who left with a grin knew that one of then never want that pleasure or sin. Faster and faster the man went with a moan and a yell as he felt pleasure out of Kagome's crying yells. As the man came closer to release he began to speed making Kagome's body scrape up and down the broken Beer Street.

The glass began to cut and scrap at her exposed skin making her feel more and more pain as the man came inches away from release. With one last cry and moan he finally hit climax making all her pain worthless as his release caused the most pain of all knowing her body, family and friends couldn't stop her from coming to him for the worst date and friendship ever.

Why couldn't I stop him, why didn't anyone stop him, why did it have to be me he wanted, why?

Was all she could ask as her body began to form in a ball of pain and sorrow. Hours latter Kagome awoke with her eyes closed tight praying that what her body and mind was saying was a lie but as her eyes open they told her it was true and her life as a kid or teen from her point of view was forever gone.

I have to get home my family is worrying about me and tomorrow is when Inuyasha will return for me

Thought Kagome as she tried to erase the pain that kept saying it would never go away.

Never will it fade the pain deep inside me, never will I be clean for his smell and seeds will remind inside me as I grow. Please god forgive me for my thought of hate but how could you allow your child to go through such aches


As Kagome stood for home her legs began to wobble like her thoughts of that night from hate to pain to sadness and guilt all of it came to that one boy she thought was nice but clumsy sweet yet kind but because of that night it all came to a cry of why.

Why did he do this what could have changed him, was he just hiding his true form from everyone or was he just trying to con everyone to believe that he was nice and sweet. But I'll never be able to tell them the truth for that last word he said was no where near sorry or goodbye but try.

It was as if he was saying no one will listen if you try to tell, no one will care if you try to prove it and if you do I will do more then try to do it to you again

All Kagome's thought of that night came to an end as she saw her mom and grandpa and brother all stare as if they wanted to say why you didn't call in late. But all those thoughts came to a tear and heart shattering fact that Kagome a person of their family was rapped.

'Oh my god' was all they could say and 'sorry' was all she could hear as she began to sob making her blood mix with her tears causing a stinging pain through her body that she could no longer feel or care about. Even though her cries was loud she could still her the dialing and the call and moments later she heard the loud noise of the ambulance heading her way.

'Kagome we've called help please allow them to check you and heal your wounds please' came her moms' cries as Kagome saw tears run down her face. Kagome tried to hence a smiling nod but her nod came with no smile as the man and woman helped her to a stand.

Her brother and grandfather left for the stairs, they couldn't stand to watch as she was checked and healed but her mom couldn't stand to look away as the faces of their helpers began to change into a face of sadness and sorry fear.

Why do they look at me as if the worst thing has happen to me that no one can ever change, yes I know what happen to me yes I know I could be pregnant but why doesn't their faces say the same. I hear then say sorry I hear then say thanks but so many words they said went blank as they lifted me up into a rolling bed and carried me away.

But as they placed me in the van they asked me and my mom one thing that made me want to cry more then before instead of lie.

'Do you know who did it' asked the lady as the man began to drive away trying to concentrate on the path and road ahead. 'Kagome was on a date but I don't believe Hojo could have…' said my Mom but came to a stop from my sudden yell. "No mom it wasn't him it wasn't…him' I cried as those tears I tried to hold back began to flow down my bandage body and face.

'Kagome…' said my mom painfully as my heart began to thump with the fact that she knew he was the one who did it and the one who will do it again if I told other wise. After we arrived my mom waited outside as they placed me to sleep and check and examined everything on me.

There's no way I can be embarrassed, no way I can feel violated for they are trying to help me and he was never trying to hear me or my pain all he wanted was something I never wanted to give away.

I woke up the next morning with everyone by my side mom, grandpas, sota and Inuyasha. I gasp with shock at the look a-pone Inuyasha's face it was as if he felt nothing but pain and anger as he stared at me with heartache.

Why was all I could think, why me was all I could say but all those thoughts came to a sudden stop as the doctor spoke one sad thing!


Authors note

I hope this chapter was good and I hope this didn't make anyone said and yes I know what I've done to her and I'm here to take the faith and I promise with every good review a new chapter will come to mind so try to review something good weather it's sad a happy I hope to read it soon.