A man's last thoughts before everything is taken from him, but life. One Shot.

On Kiss Row

Have I ever lived before now?

I think not.

Never before have I thought about life, and how can you live is you have not thought about it?

Now I think.


My life has been fruitless, and how can it be called life if nothing comes from it?


I used to have a list.

I never really cared enough to fulfill that list.

I remember only the first and last things on the list. Live Well and Die Fighting.

Not what you'd expect from a man who's about to be kissed for the last time?


I won't die; I'll never die.

Immortality comes to me easily.

My heart will beat and my lungs will breathe.

My conscience will leave with my soul, and I will be free from my mind's imprisonment.


Is any man free?

I was free once of the chains that bind me, but it had not occurred to me that I would be caught. I was free then.

At least, I think I was free.


But how can a man who has never lived and never bore fruit be free?

He should not be free. I am not free. I have not lived and never bore fruit.


Soon a man will come in and I will be no more.

I never had a chance to live until now, now that death is upon me.


Now I live.


Now I think.