I wish you could see what you dying has done to us all I really do. Its been two weeks now and it still feels like yesterday. No one is the same not since you left. Why did you die? You, Fred Weasley you weren't supposed to leave us all.George poor George he is beyond inconsolable he hasn't spoke one word ,not one since you left ,the lights in his eyes disappeared its like he died when you did. Angie is broken she refuses to come out of her room no one can get through to her. Lee is trying, he really is trying to help everyone and bring some light in to our lives but when he can't ,I see the pain and hurt in his eyes. Alicia couldn't cope she left , didn't say where.Me? I'm angry at you, and at the world for all of this. You could have lived you Fred Weasley you used to tell me you could do anything you wanted ,then why couldn't you live? I know its not fair to blame you, but you were one of my best friends. It was you who could prank or in some cases hex anyone who ever hurt me. You were the one who used to give me piggy back rides to the kitchens for a late night hot chocolate. It was you who sat there and hugged me and let me cry all over you when my dad died. It was you who managed to calm me down when I was pissed beyond measure, It was you who helped me with Olli.You're my best friend , I need you and it hurts to know your never coming back.Ill never hear your laughter. Ill never hear you call me Kates again Ill never hug you. You're gone and I just don't understand why ,you were going to lead a great life, you were meant to marry Angie and have babies and just live till you were ancient. Instead you're 19 and you're dead. It's not fair you didn't deserve this. I just wish I could speak to you again hear your laugh one more time. We all need you no ones coping just come back. I wish it were a joke and you'd spring out and say you fooled us all I would be angry but i would forgive you. I know its not and you're gone but you always did say I was a dreamer. Instead you're probably up there right now pulling pranks and looking down on us and laughing at our stupidity. I know you Fred and I know you would want us all to live and enjoy life but its impossible ,you were a light in all of our lives and now you're nothing anymore but a distant memory.I just want you back we all do, we need you ,especially George .He refuses to look in windows or mirrors he hates being reminded of the fact that you're gone. The first night back home I heard he went on a rampage and smashed all the mirrors in the burrow. You've caused this Fred you need to fix it. Yet I know you can't and it kills. I love you Fred you were like a brother to me. Just come back…