There she was standing in front of his gravestone with tears flowing down her cheeks like an endless river, she was lucky that she was wearing shades so no one would see her puffy red eyes. As she stood in front of his gravestone where it engraved John Felix Anthony Cena, 1977-2015. Nikki Bella was holding a bouquet of flowers in her hands while sobbing her eyes out, John Cena's demise really crushed Nikki. It had only been 3 months since his death but Nicole remembers the whole as if it happened yesterday.

~Flashback Dream~

Nikki was waiting outside the emergency room, hoping that he'd be alright after what happened to him. Earlier that day, they had an argument about him not willing to give her a husband or children. After she yelled the three most hurtful words "I hate you!" that cause John to walk out on her and went to drive someplace. After an hour of him being gone Nikki soon started to get worried of where he might be, soon she had gotten a phone call from her sister Brie saying that John was in an automobile accident. Right now, she was waiting along side with her sister Brie and her husband Daniel Bryan to see if John was alright and soon the doctor came out with the results.

"How is he doctor? Is he gonna be okay?" She asked him.

"He suffered a large amount of injuries."

"But he will be okay, won't he?" The doctor sighed and took off his glasses to tell Nikki the news about John.

"Well there's no easy way to say this but...he didn't make it." Nikki soon felt her heart burst in her heart, she was so devastated that she had lost the man that she loved. Brie then began to cry as she held onto her sister who couldn't believe it.

"No, he can't. He can't be gone."

"I'm so sorry ma'am."

"No, it's not true. He can't be gone, he can't be gone! He can't be!"

"Nicole!"

"No, he can't go! He can't be gone, please don't go John. Please come back to me." She said bawling while her sister comforted her.

~End of Flashback Dream~

Nikki sat the flowers down in front of his gravestone, she took her glasses off where her red puffy eyes are revealed. She felt so stupid and guilty about what she said to John, if she had known that it was going to be the last time that she would ever see him, she would have never said that she hated him. If there was a way that she could go back in a time machine and tell John that she loved him, she would do it in a heartbeat but it was too late and now she has to live the rest of her life filled with regrets.

"Nicole." She heard and she turned around to see her sister Brie behind her.

"It's time to go." She whispered. Nikki turned around looking at John's grave with her eyes forming in tears.

"Okay." She said as she took her sister's hand and left the cemetery.

3 Weeks Later...

Nicole had just returned back to work with her sister, as she walked people all around her were giving her sympathy looks and were mumbling that they were sorry. She had hoped that no one would come to come to ask if she was okay because she would burst into tears again (not that she didn't want to burst into tears already), she was trying her best to keep herself up in front of everybody she worked with.

She walked in the Divas locker room, she really didn't feel like wrestling but she had no choice because of the Divas Revolution storyline and she, her sister, and Alicia Fox had to go against Team B. A. D. She went to the makeup department where the woman who does makeup immediately did her makeup.

"Paige and I are going out for drinks tonight."

"Okay." She whispered.

"And we want you to come with us."

"No thanks."

"Come on, I'll do my Brie mode if you want."

"I don't feel like celebrating."

"You might find someone you like." Nicole sat up and looked at Brie strangely.

"You're not serious are you?"

"What?"

"I might find someone I like, don't you think that that's a little bit disrespectful."

"How was that disrespectful?"

"Brie, I just lost the man that I love. The last thing I want is to go out and meet someone else, I'm way too vulnerable to do that."

"I'm sorry Nicole, I didn't know you felt that way."

"It's okay, it's not your fault. You were just trying to help."

"You really miss him don't you."

"Yes I do." She said and she began to cry again.

"Oh no Nicole, don't cry. You'll ruin your makeup." She grabbed some Cleanex and began to wipe Nikki's eyes.

"I can't help it, I feel so bad that I told him that I hated him and now he's gone forever."

"Come on let's go to the bathroom." Brie helped Nikki up and took her to the bathroom. As Brie walked her sister to the restroom till they bumped into him, the twins looked at the man.

"Would you please watch where you are going? I'm trying to walk here." He rudely said.

"Well gee, our bad." Brie said while taking her sister to the bathroom. The man was Seth Rollins.