Why do I keep having this dream?

Why do I keep seeing the death of my best friend?

Why do I keep seeing the death of my love?

Why do I seem to survive, and they die?

Why do I see myself killing them?

I have no want for them to die.

But why is it me killing my brother and my love?

Who can tell me what this dream means?

Who can tell me why I am the one killing them?

Why is it just them and not anyone else?

Is it because they are the only family I have?

Is it because I feel I have failed them?

If that is the reason why am I killing them and not myself?

Why do I keep having this dream?

Help me!

Stop this madness!

Help me end this torture!

Help me die...

I beg you...

end...

my...

life...

Thank you for releasing my pain...

(THUMP)

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