Take me away
I can not find a way to describe it. It's there inside all I do is hide. I wish that it would just go away what would you do you?
Zoey proverb
I feel lost and afraid. I feel like a part of me is missing. I just want this feeling to go away. I hate hiding from my friends but I don't think there's anything they could do to help me. I really don't want to worry James either.
All the pain I thought I knew all the thoughts lead back to you back to what was never said back and forth inside my head. I can't handle this confusion I'm unable come and take me away.
I called Chase last night but he didn't answer the phone. I don't know why but I have a felling that the cause of all my pain is Chase. I'm confused and I can't handle it anymore. I wish that one of my friends would take me away from here.
I feel like I am all alone all by myself I need to get around this. My words are cold I don't want them to hurt you. If I show you I don't think you understand because no one understands.
Even when Quinn and Lola are with me I feel alone. I feel like I'm by myself when I'm with my boyfriend. Quinn thinks I'm in I love you shock what ever that is. I left before they could tell me. I made Quinn cry last night. I didn't mean to she said that I was upset because I missed Chase and I got angry. I called her a skunk bag and spazz. Then she ran into the bathroom sobbing. She must have come back to the room after I was asleep. They don't understand and I don't expect any of them to understand.
I'm going no where on and on and I'm getting no where on and on. I'm going nowhere off and on and off and on.
I think I hear someone coming into the room but I could be wrong. I heard someone say "Zoe can I ask you something? I want to know if you still love me."
I thought it was James so I said no that the one I loved was far away. It wasn't James it was Chase!
I smiled and said "I'm not going any where and if you heard what I said you would know that I love you. I've felt lost without you. Can you take me away from here I can't deal with this stress. I want to know everything about what happened while you were far away from me."